emikua
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Hello everyone! I haven't introduced myself yet, but really my doubts are a bit urgent. My name is Emilia and I've always wondered about reincarnation.
A couple of years ago I saw some videos about past lives and self-regression, but I just never felt like actually trying it.
Ever since I was young, about 8-10 years old, I always felt EXTREMELY upset with anything regarding the genocide of Jews in Europe during WWII. While watching any kind of documentary, film, while reading any book regarding that, I always felt like I knew the emotions they felt, their fear and pain.
Now, how can an 8 year old feel like that?
I clearly remember watching a Schindler's List with my mom and sister when I was 8, and I saw how people were desperately hiding wherever they could, so Nazis wouldn't take them away, and I remember thinking "I know that fear, I feel like I've done that, like that has happened to me".
During my next academic years, whenever we studied the Holocaust, I got very defensive and I took it extremely serious, while my classmates wouldn't really care.
The persecution on Jews has affected me in ways I can't quite comprehend. I even told my mom once (I was probably 13), "If reincarnation is real, I know for sure I was Jew during WWII"
I've had tons of dreams about me, being persecuted as a Jewish person, no details, just me, hiding everywhere, wardrobes, beds, everywhere I could. I've always felt distressed about them.
Last week, after giving it much thought, I decided I would try a regression on myself.
-On the first try, I think I saw myself as a little girl, laughing on a park. I had blonde pigtails and was having fun running around. (I was really nervous and was interrupted at least twice)
-Second try, I saw myself in the middle of a street, the sky was gray and I had the feeling it was really cold. Some of the buildings around me were destroyed. I looked at my feet and they were extremely white and I was barefoot. I recall feeling a bit hopeless during that one memory.
When it came down to other details, I think I was 13 or 14. When the voice said to look for my previous name, two names popped into my mind less than a second later. Glenda and Helena. I settled with Glenda, because it felt right.
I think I had two young brothers, or one of them was a cousin of mine or something. The one I think was my brother had brown hair and brown eyes, he was about 6 years old.
When it came to the place, I instantly knew it was Poland, when it came to the state, I just saw a G and some "y's", "z's" and an "o". Later I consulted a map of Poland and saw the state of Gdansk, under that one state is Bydgoszcz. I'm thinking somehow my mind could have merged those states together, no idea...
-Third try, I saw myself in what looked like an apartment, there was a window behind me and I was sitting on a couch. Still, I was blonde and had long hair, with two braids. Suddenly, Glenda looked up at me and smiled. For just a second I saw her face clearly and she looked A LOT like Heather O'Rourke.
Some other little memory, I was standing in what looked like a trading center, I was smiling at someone, I was probably trying to buy something, then my little brother ( I have no idea what his name was ) stood next to me ( he had a black hat and coat ), looked up at me and smiled.
Now I have no idea if this is real or this is some wishful thinking. I know absolutely no one in person who claims to know about their past lives and I'm just distressed about this. I need to know if this is real.
A couple of years ago I saw some videos about past lives and self-regression, but I just never felt like actually trying it.
Ever since I was young, about 8-10 years old, I always felt EXTREMELY upset with anything regarding the genocide of Jews in Europe during WWII. While watching any kind of documentary, film, while reading any book regarding that, I always felt like I knew the emotions they felt, their fear and pain.
Now, how can an 8 year old feel like that?
I clearly remember watching a Schindler's List with my mom and sister when I was 8, and I saw how people were desperately hiding wherever they could, so Nazis wouldn't take them away, and I remember thinking "I know that fear, I feel like I've done that, like that has happened to me".
During my next academic years, whenever we studied the Holocaust, I got very defensive and I took it extremely serious, while my classmates wouldn't really care.
The persecution on Jews has affected me in ways I can't quite comprehend. I even told my mom once (I was probably 13), "If reincarnation is real, I know for sure I was Jew during WWII"
I've had tons of dreams about me, being persecuted as a Jewish person, no details, just me, hiding everywhere, wardrobes, beds, everywhere I could. I've always felt distressed about them.
Last week, after giving it much thought, I decided I would try a regression on myself.
-On the first try, I think I saw myself as a little girl, laughing on a park. I had blonde pigtails and was having fun running around. (I was really nervous and was interrupted at least twice)
-Second try, I saw myself in the middle of a street, the sky was gray and I had the feeling it was really cold. Some of the buildings around me were destroyed. I looked at my feet and they were extremely white and I was barefoot. I recall feeling a bit hopeless during that one memory.
When it came down to other details, I think I was 13 or 14. When the voice said to look for my previous name, two names popped into my mind less than a second later. Glenda and Helena. I settled with Glenda, because it felt right.
I think I had two young brothers, or one of them was a cousin of mine or something. The one I think was my brother had brown hair and brown eyes, he was about 6 years old.
When it came to the place, I instantly knew it was Poland, when it came to the state, I just saw a G and some "y's", "z's" and an "o". Later I consulted a map of Poland and saw the state of Gdansk, under that one state is Bydgoszcz. I'm thinking somehow my mind could have merged those states together, no idea...
-Third try, I saw myself in what looked like an apartment, there was a window behind me and I was sitting on a couch. Still, I was blonde and had long hair, with two braids. Suddenly, Glenda looked up at me and smiled. For just a second I saw her face clearly and she looked A LOT like Heather O'Rourke.
Some other little memory, I was standing in what looked like a trading center, I was smiling at someone, I was probably trying to buy something, then my little brother ( I have no idea what his name was ) stood next to me ( he had a black hat and coat ), looked up at me and smiled.
Now I have no idea if this is real or this is some wishful thinking. I know absolutely no one in person who claims to know about their past lives and I'm just distressed about this. I need to know if this is real.
