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Physical ailments due to Guilt

Will have to come back and read this topic, as it sounds interesting.


My very first thought was that there are some people currently alive who will (and it maybe in several lifetimes time before they are advanced enough to feel guilt) have severe neck pains right round their neck (that resurrection from the history book of beheadings they are currently doing).
 
This is a very interesting thread! I have some speculation that I may have been my current life's great grandmother. We look alike, share the same interests, etc. And if I were her, or someone who did a similar thing, something in this life would make sense.


She was a Christian Science believer, so she refused medical help for herself and her children, believing God would heal everything ever needed. It caused her to die very young, in her thirties, from strep throat. Unfortunately her 6 year old son (my grandmothers brother) also died of strep throat. Medical help would have cured them easily, because no one really died of strep throat in those days but if it goes untreated it is life threatening.


Since birth, I have had strep throat dozens and dozens of times. To have it 7 times in a year, the tonsils are removed but I always have it 6 times per year. It has basically resided, and I've gone a while without having it. Which I think correlates to my choice to become a pharmacist. Studying pharmacy seems to have cured me of my strep throat. I believe it could be making up for my disbelief in medicine in that life:)
 
I've had stress induced gastritis since i was a teen (it's being treated now finally) and that problem in this life has lead to my esophagus being a mess (being treated too).


The worst I had the gastritis recently..well the worst I got it was when I had a panic attack back in March (and I have seasonal affective disorder so winter is hard for me)


Now I have to really watch what i eat. I really wonder though because the panic attack was actually in relation to a role-play I was in and I could vividly see what my friend wrote in my head like a movie.. for all I know in some past life maybe some of that stuff really was real. (honestly it wouldn't surprise me...and some of the repeated plots of my original writing.. I really must've had more than a few past lives in areas of major conflict )
 
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