Yes Merr I have many clear memories of traumatic events from my past lives. I witnessed my parents being murdered by Civil War soldiers on our farm in Kentucky. That trauma has followed me into my present life, as well as WWII growing up in Germany. I think that if you discover what the specific event was that caused your trauma, it may help you to understand yourself better in your present life. I was able to recall past life events by puttinig myself into a semi-consciouss state, resting, not thinking about anything, making my mind a total blank. This will not work for everyone, and if you really want to find out what your trauma was, it may be necessary to consult a professional therapist.