Hi, everyone.
I've been lurking around this forum for a few weeks now, and I finally decided to join in on the conversation. Lots of interesting stuff here. I'm fascinated by the idea of reincarnation. I also have a handful of odd "memories" or "dreams" from my childhood, in addition to a strong resonation with things from before my time (born in the early 80's) that have lead me to wonder if I have not "been here before..."
Just recently, I wrote down the images that I can most clearly recall. These are all from (as far as I remember) age five and younger:
-walking outside and looking into a small home, with an old fashioned iron stove
-being in a large, dark room, feeling croded by people around me, with flashing laser-type lighting in front of me(reminiscent of maybe a concert)
-sitting on a bed in a sun-filled room facing an old-fashioned TV (this one was wierd because it took place in an area that reminded me of a room in my house at the time. But when I asked my mother if we had ever had furniture/tv's in that part of the house, she said "no")
-going up a hill in a car, reclined or laying flat, looking at the flowers on the hill, listening to some type of music (this very well may have been an early memory from my infant/toddler years)
Then there are images I'm not sure if I imagined or not:
-Being in a dimly-lit restaurant or bar, environment felt like something from the 60's or 70's
-Standing on a stage (or watching someone on a stage) in fancy clothing
-Standing in the middle of what may have been a desert, or some other empty area. Large hill or cliffside to the right of me, its nice and sunny outside and I'm all alone
And then there are those weird "was it just a dream" moments I've been reflecting on:
-age 6 or 7: Some (invisible) force is trying to pull me up into the air by my waist, and I'm scared, holding on to my bedpost for dear life.
-Age 7 or 8: I start floating above my bed, I look down at the tv which is on, and at a poster that hung by my bed. I feel wierd, and suddenly I get the sensation that my nose is bleeding.
-about 1 and a half years ago: I'm laying in my bed with my eyes closed, when suddenly I see flashes of color in front of my (closed) eyes and I hear a deep voice that seems to be coming from everywhere. I feels someone hugging me around the waist, and the voice is describing to me who he is, with many descriptions all beginning with "I am..." From what I can recall, the voice was equating himself to God.