Reincarnation and Psychic Sensitivity

[Kapitan]

This is something I've never thought to ask before, I don't know why, but I recently wondered - about psychic sensitivity and reincarnation.

I am what one would call a 'sensitive' but in my own sort of way - I cannot see auras, although I have seen my own once. I don't feel myself to be 'clairvoyant' but I do pick up on others' intentions even through the internet. I often struggle with this sensitivity and I was wondering how many others deal with this issue.

For now the best thing for me is to just become a bit of a hermit until I can get my own self healed and integrated. I discussed the subject of social networks, forums and groups with another person who is 'sensitive' and I told her that I often felt 'overwhelmed' with the energies in such places - and so have to severely limit my interaction.

I'd be interested in knowing who else deals with this and how they handle it. I also want to add that I've always been like this even before the soul exchange.

 

[Totoro]

I don't consider it a struggle really and I consider myself highly sensitive and psychic (they may be the same thing). To me it's no more unnatural than seeing or hearing.


However I can relate to being "overwhelmed" completely. To deal with it, I maintain a distance either physically or mentally from people and things. I don't like crowded spaces or negative people. However my biggest challenge has been to pare down my internet usage. I found that in doing so and keeping off of blogs and social spaces, I"m not around a majority of the attention seekers and I've found that really helps.


I listen to a lot of relaxing music without vocals or heavy beats that compete for my attention and I try to minimize distractions as much as possible such as decluttering my house.


Also one important thing is to be well rested. I found that makes the biggest difference of all.

 

[Ignotus]

I have some psychic abilities. Whenever someone throws a die or coin, if I concentrate hard enough, it'll turn in my favour. I can also tell if you're nice or not, even on websites. This actually helps me avoid most negative people. It's not really obscuring my life so I'm fine with it. But the thing that freaks me out the most would be I can sometimes hear things I shouldn't be hearing. Not in the mind-reader way but something like that..

 

[Kapitan]

I don't consider it a struggle really and I consider myself highly sensitive and psychic (they may be the same thing). To me it's no more unnatural than seeing or hearing.
However I can relate to being "overwhelmed" completely. To deal with it, I maintain a distance either physically or mentally from people and things. I don't like crowded spaces or negative people. However my biggest challenge has been to pare down my internet usage. I found that in doing so and keeping off of blogs and social spaces, I"m not around a majority of the attention seekers and I've found that really helps.


I listen to a lot of relaxing music without vocals or heavy beats that compete for my attention and I try to minimize distractions as much as possible such as decluttering my house.


Also one important thing is to be well rested. I found that makes the biggest difference of all.

Thanks Totoro


I feel the same way regarding the social sites. My main problem with dealing with folks on the internet, not that all are like this!, is the projection. For those that don't know what this is: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection


That's the main thing that I find most difficult with being on the internet and like Wuxin stated - I too can tell if someone is nice or not even online. So when I get slammed with the projection it is like a 'psychic attack' for me and I have actually wound up physically sick from it. This is why I too have now gone 'out of my way' to avoid negative people. I can tell when things are 'ok' and when they are not by the feeling I get in my 'gut'.


So - like you I have chosen to severely pare down my internet usage as well. I keep crystals on my laptop as well while I'm using it and even when I'm not.


I think another one of my hardest things to deal with is that I've come across some really 'questionable' people while in 'social areas' such as groups and forums/boards. Some of the members would be drug users and such - so I just try to keep my distance as best as possible anymore...especially since I'm still working healing myself and getting things 'reintegrated'.

 

[Totoro]

Well most people in life are only out for personal validation one way or the other. Its sort of an acquired skill to be able to tune it out. That's something I'm still working on.

 

[Kapitan]

Yeah I'm trying to work on it as well. And I think it's made worse due to trauma. I also notice that the sensitivity increases when I clear stuff out because I feel so raw inside.


It is a delicate balance.

 

[kmatjhwy]

Kapitan, now do hear personally exactly what you are saying.


Now personally how often do I hear people throwing this word around on being a sensitive. But do think that many people are quite sensitive and psychic if they really listened to themselves. I see myself having some real psychic abilites also which I often just keep to myself. I also do not see auras. But how often on and off do I have brief out of body experiences it seems. And how often it seems can I see thru people to what they are thinking and what their intentions are also. How much are all of us Spiritual Beings living in a Physical World.


Now like you, am more and more hermiting myself also. In my life, I have really been dragged thru the mud bigtime at times both in real life and also on the Internet for disagreeing with someone. Now just with myself, one of my biggest problems in life is dealing it seems with over-domineering and over-assertive people it seems which to myself are nothing but energy vampires. So this has caused me anymore to more and more isolate myself in many ways where I am less willing to just share myself with my thoughts and opinions it seems with others. Didn't Jesus warn us to not throw our pearls before swine! I personally have come to think that true love, compassion, and understanding in this day and age can be much more rarer then gold it seems. Now in my life, I have spent how much time wandering and living in the deep wilderness. And it seems how much of the time now days, I trust grizzlies and other wildlife more then people for they do not stab one in the back. And anymore in dealing with people and the energies one receives on a everyday basis can be sooooo upsetting at times it seems. So I do understand what you are saying and like you, am more isolating and hermiting myself also at times. And will also say this that it seems for myself, a short time in the wilds and with nature can be so absolutely uplifting and refreshing to my inner self then mere words can ever seem to say.


Wishing You the Best! Just my two cents worth.

 

[Ignotus]

Didn't Jesus warn us to not throw our pearls before swine! I personally have come to think that true love, compassion, and understanding in this day and age can be much more rarer then gold it seems.

Honestly, whenever I meet those jerks, I don't feel like most people (I'm so tired of this person..etc) and deck them out angrily like most people in my school and life. I carefully calculate things out and plan and execute it as so, and do it in my usual way, coldly and calmly. I have to deal with my sis's PL murderer, who unfortunately is still a horrible person. It is very hard to see whether I'm angry but one thing will be distinct, I'll start cursing in German... : angel but I'm really mad if I actually scream at you in that language. For reasons for that, my brain shuts down on English and the language changes to German.


I actually meditate a little before meeting them and able to treat them like Hans Landa. They even say my personality and general demeanour becomes like him when I deal with jerks. Then again, my demeanour is always like that.. (Its a PL attitude) and my eyes increase the scariness. My eyes are dark brown but in the sunlight or light, it shines and somehow looks really dark blood red. I have not seen anybody else's eyes shining that way..


I once stared one of them down, she literally started begging for her life.. I remembered she was bullying my friends and I stared at her (same in my profile picture) and something clicked between us and she immediately burst into tears and shrieked "Please! Mercy, sir!" (Uh oh...) and outside I was acting all :cool but inside; What did I do!?


I have no idea why but when asked why I go with those jerks, I replied "I love dealing with b****es, bring it on!" I give them NO reason to bully me in any way or if its that bad, I always have friends to help me.. (Most of them are red belts in Taekwondo and three of them learns Wushu and one owns a sword) but like I said, if the situation is that bad, I always tell the teacher first. But honestly, I can't do that to my friends. I have suspicions that the one who owns a sword was Amon Goth. If so... :freak:

 

[Shiftkitty]

It is very hard to see whether I'm angry but one thing will be distinct, I'll start cursing in German... but I'm really mad if I actually scream at you in that language. For reasons for that, my brain shuts down on English and the language changes to German.

I had a friend who was like this. He had a strong physical resemblance to a young Adolph Hitler. I asked him about it one time, if he believed in reincarnation. We talked for a bit about his resemblance and he got very nervous. I thought he was going to start crying.


This kid was a social outcast. I was one of two people who would even acknowledge his existence at Mayer High School. I think he may have been AH, and I think he may have known it. I stayed his friend, as did this other person, doing our best to help him through tough emotional times. If he was Hitler, he had a very wounded soul. I did my best to help him work past it. He taught me a little German, and after High SChool he managed to take a vacation to Austria to "clear his head". I never heard from him again, but a friend of mine who knew of him said he seemed like a very relaxed person when she saw him last in Phoenix at the university. She said he "didn't seem so weird anymore."

 

[Ignotus]

I thought he was going to start crying.

Honestly, if this was my PL and Hitler was going to start crying, I would bully him like a madman. Saying "You can't cry" and all that.. But I feel very sorry for him now. I now how it feels like and sometimes I do want to cry as well.. But one thing is I can't. The tears can't flow down.. Literally, I look like someone with a "Me Gusta" face.

This kid was a social outcast. I was one of two people who would even acknowledge his existence at Mayer High School.

Thank you for that. I know how it feels to be socially outcast and it is a noble thing for you and your friend to acknowledge him. One less lonely person in the world and its mostly the reason he went cuckoo in the first place.


Maybe Hitler has a lot of seperate souls now. All helping him with his karma... Anyways, the feeling is sort of like you on a website and changed the language to German. I tried that once, my facebook is still in German. I just noticed I haven't changed it back to English yet. No one else can read except me. My friend even dreamed I was taking a German exam and passing with flying colours.

 

[Kapitan]

Re - Pt. 1

Kapitan, now do hear personally exactly what you are saying.
Hello


Thanks - I didn't post my post to seek some sort of 'self validation' or anything but was curious with regards to reincarnation and psychic sensitivity. Was wondering if some here were really 'sensitive' and others maybe not so much, etc. I have noticed that my sensitivity is becoming more 'clear' and 'balanced' as I help this body's psyche release severely repressed emotional trauma (the repression was mainly due to two factors: 1- being told that getting angry was a 'bad' or 'negative' thing and 2- the emotions that needed to be expressed, etc. were instead repressed by years of being on anti-depressant drugs. Not cool.


Now personally how often do I hear people throwing this word around on being a sensitive. But do think that many people are quite sensitive and psychic if they really listened to themselves. I see myself having some real psychic abilites also which I often just keep to myself. I also do not see auras. But how often on and off do I have brief out of body experiences it seems. And how often it seems can I see thru people to what they are thinking and what their intentions are also. How much are all of us Spiritual Beings living in a Physical World.


Oh yeah - I haven't had any OBE's since that one I had back in '05 thankfully. Not that it scared me, but I'm seeking to 'reconnect' with the Earth and physical reality. This is also why I try to avoid painkillers - because the body had been on ones that made the room spin - so absolutely NO to any of that space me out stuff.


Now like you, am more and more hermiting myself also. In my life, I have really been dragged thru the mud bigtime at times both in real life and also on the Internet for disagreeing with someone.


I totally hear you - in fact this is the only 'public' place where I am still registered anymore. I do best 'one to one' via PM's or emails for obvious reasons. I had even discussed with one of my spiritual online friends about the 'energies of the internet' and she felt the same as I with regards to it. I just don't need the trauma drama - especially not when I've got my hands full with helping to heal this body.


Now just with myself, one of my biggest problems in life is dealing it seems with over-domineering and over-assertive people it seems which to myself are nothing but energy vampires.


YES! I totally 'get' what you're saying! I was just updating my site today - the My Experience page and as I was 'writing' and looking stuff up as reference, I realized that this one crystal I recently got has the properties of something that is really necessary for me at the moment - and that is:


"Its energy can assist in setting clear boundaries about what one will and will not accept in one's life and experience - particularly when those boundaries are necessary for healing and clearing negative power use in relationships."

 

[Kapitan]

Re - Pt. 2

Kmatjhwy: So this has caused me anymore to more and more isolate myself in many ways where I am less willing to just share myself with my thoughts and opinions it seems with others.
I totally understand what you're saying. See, I've noticed something here - the prior soul, like anyone else in this day and age, had an 'online life' and after the soul exchange - I spent much time online as well...but as things progressed and I cleared out more stuff and became more of 'myself', etc. that I started spending less and less time in groups/forums/networks...and I was always having a bad time with them - either because of other members or because I found the energies overwhelming, etc. So I just gave it all up except this place - this is the only place as I stated. I feel the exact same way you do. I got sick to death of having to explain myself or justify myself to people that simply didn't 'get' my experience!


Didn't Jesus warn us to not throw our pearls before swine!


Exactly.


I personally have come to think that true love, compassion, and understanding in this day and age can be much more rarer then gold it seems.


I feel the same way.


Now in my life, I have spent how much time wandering and living in the deep wilderness. And it seems how much of the time now days, I trust grizzlies and other wildlife more then people for they do not stab one in the back.


I understand where you're coming from. Particularly with getting stabbed in the back. I recently put in an order for helping to release repressed intense emotions and one was for emotional blocks and to help with healing as far as betrayal, etc.


And anymore in dealing with people and the energies one receives on a everyday basis can be sooooo upsetting at times it seems. So I do understand what you are saying and like you, am more isolating and hermiting myself also at times.


The last time I went into uber-hermit mode was back in '05 and that was the year I had, I guess on average, about 2 dreams per month (memory dreams). And I've noticed now that as I go into my hermit mode - I can 'hear myself think' and sort what's going on here with the body out better. I'm able to get a clearer picture of what I have to help the body out with, heal, etc.


And will also say this that it seems for myself, a short time in the wilds and with nature can be so absolutely uplifting and refreshing to my inner self then mere words can ever seem to say.


Oh I don't blame you - that's why I wish I could move to the coast. I'd love to be able to just either sit by the sea or walk along the beach. It helps me feel connected to God better and it's 'spiritually purifying' for me. I just don't connect with the land - tried that...I got to have very large areas of water.


Wishing You the Best! Just my two cents worth.


Thanks and same to you!

 

[Kapitan]

Ah Wuxin - nice. For me, I think that perhaps some folks know that I have a very kind heart and they just figure that they can do what they want with it. I've always been the kind gentle type but, I also have my harsh side and that's to keep people at an arm's distance due to the above.


My temper though - oh man...I have a quick temper and I'll let people know if I'm hacked off. But after that I'm not angry anymore - I get it out of my system (much to their shock usually) and then I go about with my life. I don't have that type of personality that holds grudges - takes up way too much energy. I simply get mad and get it over with. :laugh:

Honestly, whenever I meet those jerks, I don't feel like most people (I'm so tired of this person..etc) and deck them out angrily like most people in my school and life. I carefully calculate things out and plan and execute it as so, and do it in my usual way, coldly and calmly. I have to deal with my sis's PL murderer, who unfortunately is still a horrible person. It is very hard to see whether I'm angry but one thing will be distinct, I'll start cursing in German... : angel but I'm really mad if I actually scream at you in that language. For reasons for that, my brain shuts down on English and the language changes to German.
I actually meditate a little before meeting them and able to treat them like Hans Landa. They even say my personality and general demeanour becomes like him when I deal with jerks. Then again, my demeanour is always like that.. (Its a PL attitude) and my eyes increase the scariness. My eyes are dark brown but in the sunlight or light, it shines and somehow looks really dark blood red. I have not seen anybody else's eyes shining that way..


I once stared one of them down, she literally started begging for her life.. I remembered she was bullying my friends and I stared at her (same in my profile picture) and something clicked between us and she immediately burst into tears and shrieked "Please! Mercy, sir!" (Uh oh...) and outside I was acting all :cool but inside; What did I do!?


I have no idea why but when asked why I go with those jerks, I replied "I love dealing with b****es, bring it on!" I give them NO reason to bully me in any way or if its that bad, I always have friends to help me.. (Most of them are red belts in Taekwondo and three of them learns Wushu and one owns a sword) but like I said, if the situation is that bad, I always tell the teacher first. But honestly, I can't do that to my friends. I have suspicions that the one who owns a sword was Amon Goth. If so... :freak:

 

[Ignotus]

My motto to those jerks is, "I'll follow you if you make a valid order but if not, you're dead." and this helps me avoid fights with a lot of people. But sometimes, you just have to play rough. I know I have to remain calm as I didn't once, and after screaming a full sentence filled with obscene words in German, accidentally released a little too much energy and my parents car broke down.


And its very important to keep me calm, if my energy don't attack them, I still remember Gestapo torture skills. So, I'm really scared I'll lose it one day and use those on someone.

 

[Kapitan]

My motto to those jerks is, "I'll follow you if you make a valid order but if not, you're dead." and this helps me avoid fights with a lot of people. But sometimes, you just have to play rough. I know I have to remain calm as I didn't once, and after screaming a full sentence filled with obscene words in German, accidentally released a little too much energy and my parents car broke down.
I like to give folks the benefit of the doubt, but when they claim to want to understand me, but start out by attacking me that's when they shoot themselves in the foot. THEY ruin it for themselves. I really don't care if I'm understood or not but I don't appreciate attacks on me based out of (fear) not being understood. I've pretty much had to 'fight dirty' ever since I got here - and I really don't have any patience for nonsense. Bummer to hear about the car breaking down - wow!


And its very important to keep me calm, if my energy don't attack them, I still remember Gestapo torture skills. So, I'm really scared I'll lose it one day and use those on someone.


I understand what you're saying. The best way for me to stay calm is to be a hermit - at least for the time being...until I can diffuse this suppressed energy (emotions) that have been in the body for years. Right now, it's a case of 'controlled release' thanks to some of these essences that I'm using - when my others come in - which should be tomorrow - I can go to work in earnest at releasing them. After that's done, I'll be able to handle stuff better and possibly have a bit more patience than I do now. :laugh:

 

[Ginger2]

Hi,


I can't really see auras but I can "feel" them if that makes sense. i can feel energetic fields , I can also sense emotions like in being an empath. If somebody had a big energy/ qi / ki field/ aura to them, I can feel like a wall which is suffocating to me or like a small gust of wind if they walked into a room.


Large crowds, amusement parks, room full of excited kids, etc drive me crazy.- its hard for me to breathe, like a room full of smoke and my lungs are trying hard to aspirate. It seems the more meditation I do, the stronger I get. Therefore, I can't do a lot of meditation all the time. I unfortunately was born this way and at times it can be really a drag.


I can sense people's emotions through words, letters, texts, online bs as well. I had many clairvoyant , intuitve dreams and get this sense of "knowing" .


People who have huge (there aren't that many that I have come across, actually very few) auras or qi fields can often project it very strongly to others. Even if you don't realize what they're doing, you're feeling it from them.


I had a sign/symbol "tell" me something, a place to go where I needed to when I was crying out for help. I listened finally (i rarely do since i mostly think i'm listening to my own weird voice) and searched for this place. I found "him"- one of my past life connections that way. A strong past life connection that has brought me to my knees so to speak. but without "him", I wouldn't be so spiritually connected . The coincidences, synchronicities, empathic senses and the telepathy that we both share are too bizarre for me to negate.

 

[usetawuz]

I found "him"- one of my past life connections that way. A strong past life connection that has brought me to my knees so to speak. but without "him", I wouldn't be so spiritually connected . The coincidences, synchronicities, empathic senses and the telepathy that we both share are too bizarre for me to negate.

I had this same situation with "her" many years ago, and it was absolutely beyond comprehension to me at that time...and only grows moreso as I review the various events that occurred during our relationship. My sensitivity seems to become more effective when I am with sensitive people, and can drop off the map when I am with non-sensitive people...I don't know why and up til now I haven't even considered the question.


I have been led to believe that another "her" is coming my way...and relatively soon. Although this time it will be a great deal more rational and calm than the last time which was bombs and rockets...maybe something to this "maturity" stuff?

 

[Kapitan]

Hi,
I can't really see auras but I can "feel" them if that makes sense. i can feel energetic fields , I can also sense emotions like in being an empath. If somebody had a big energy/ qi / ki field/ aura to them, I can feel like a wall which is suffocating to me or like a small gust of wind if they walked into a room.


Hello Ginger


Yeah I understand what you're saying. I can't feel others auras, but I do believe I am affected by 'electromagnetic fields'. For example, if I turn off my laptop I can sense a definite change in the energy in my room. I think, aside from my living like I did back then as best as possible, that this is why I don't like to be surrounded by too much 'modern technology'. If I'm in a place that's got too many electronics I can feel it and it feels like a 'buzz' to my energy system - and not a good one at that.


Large crowds, amusement parks, room full of excited kids, etc drive me crazy.- its hard for me to breathe, like a room full of smoke and my lungs are trying hard to aspirate. It seems the more meditation I do, the stronger I get. Therefore, I can't do a lot of meditation all the time. I unfortunately was born this way and at times it can be really a drag.


That's understandable and good to hear you've found something that's helping you out with this. I've found working with my essences and crystals helps me out. I don't often go out much so I'm not exposed to areas full of people (mall or wal-mart - that place seems to be notorious for 'chaotic energy').


I can sense people's emotions through words, letters, texts, online bs as well. I had many clairvoyant , intuitve dreams and get this sense of "knowing" .


Oh that's cool


People who have huge (there aren't that many that I have come across, actually very few) auras or qi fields can often project it very strongly to others. Even if you don't realize what they're doing, you're feeling it from them.


Oh wow - yeah I've never experienced that, and probably because I don't have that type of 'sensitivity' as you do - so maybe I was around such people, but just never knew.


I had a sign/symbol "tell" me something, a place to go where I needed to when I was crying out for help. I listened finally (i rarely do since i mostly think i'm listening to my own weird voice) and searched for this place. I found "him"- one of my past life connections that way. A strong past life connection that has brought me to my knees so to speak. but without "him", I wouldn't be so spiritually connected . The coincidences, synchronicities, empathic senses and the telepathy that we both share are too bizarre for me to negate.


Oh that's neat I'm glad to hear that you've found something that helps you out in those times. Like you, I experienced many 'coincidences' and they were just too many and too 'statistical defying' to ignore.

 

[Totoro]

I have been led to believe that another "her" is coming my way...and relatively soon. Although this time it will be a great deal more rational and calm than the last time which was bombs and rockets...maybe something to this "maturity" stuff?

I"m supposed to meet up with someone I lost touch with when I was younger in 2013. I dont know how I feel about that yet ..

 

[Ignotus]

I had a sign/symbol "tell" me something, a place to go where I needed to when I was crying out for help. I listened finally (i rarely do since i mostly think i'm listening to my own weird voice) and searched for this place. I found "him"- one of my past life connections that way. A strong past life connection that has brought me to my knees so to speak. but without "him", I wouldn't be so spiritually connected . The coincidences, synchronicities, empathic senses and the telepathy that we both share are too bizarre for me to negate.

I never had that before, but my sister had that. She wanted to join St.John on curricular day (I think that's what you guys call it in English) but something, a unseen force, made her join Red Cross instead..(I think the unseen force was a overwhelming crowd of people joining St.John) anyway, on the first meeting, I did not want to attend it. But on that particular day, she was really energetic and jolly. When we attend it, we saw her ex-wife from her last life. She says when she first lay eyes on him, she saw an Angel.


I did told her that the light was shining brightly and she was sitting cross legged and he was standing, so the light made him look as though he have a angelic aura : angel ^L^. He is a senior, a year older than me, two years older than my sister. But now, her past life murderer is having a cold war with her for him. (Her murderer's my age) And I'm just a passer-by...$P$