Eowyn said:
I think our "consciousness" (spirit, higher self or whatever --to you it seems the soul is over the spirit-- all these different terms are so confusing) needs to "adapt" to these denser, low frequency states such as the soul, astral body, physical body and so on. In that descend we create these different "layers", and while we do so, our "state of consciousness" gets smaller. Then when we die they get destroyed, we get rid of all those layers as we expand again to higher frequencies, regaining again our higher state of consciousness.
My "small version" of this idea to help me wrap my mind around it has to do with online games. There's this digital world that my current body can't enter, so I create an avatar that has the ability to interact with that world. It comes with its own characteristics and skill sets, that don't encompass everything I can really do IRL.
Still, it's "me" running around in that digital world. My thoughts are being transmitted in chats between characters. My idea of how to play the game controls what actions I choose out of those available in-game.
Then, I imagine being in-game and forgetting that I'm anything other than the avatar ... or I have this vague idea there's more to me, but I'm not sure what it's like to do or be anything beyond being a player in the game.
Whenever I connect upward, it's a bit like having a glimpse of "the denser and more solid" version of myself. At that level I am never worried or overwhelmed, because everything fits within a "game-plan" that this body doesn't need to see or understand in order for it to work out.
While this life has more meaning than playing a digital game online, it is still a system construct for which this body-mind has been designed (in order to interact here) and I am constrained to the choices that fit within the fabric of this world and the limits of my physical structure.
Based on my limited understanding:
1. There is this physical mind/body that connects into this world system, gathers information, and chatters away trying to comprehend and manage existence.
2. There is the watcher who bridges the gap between system and everything else, calmly keeps life moving forward, guides the mind into beneficial channels, and helps develop maturity and insight.
3. Then, there is the guardian who connects out of system, has all the resources, and understands the meaning of it all.
It's all "me" but from here (logged in avatar) I don't have the capacity (or bandwidth/senses) to actually experience the rest of myself while in system.