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Hello everybody,

My name is Kristel, I'm 18 years old and I live in Holland. I've always been interested in the mysteries of the Universe, and reincarnation is one of those mysteries I've been fased with the last year (both me and my mother think it's a case of reincarnation) so she bought me 'Return from Heaven' 2 days ago. I've already finished reading it. And I loved the book. The whole book to me is a confirmation of my thoughts about reincarnation. And all story's touched my heart.

Three years ago we got new neighbours. They had just had a baby and from the moment they moved in the house, I've been having this feeling that someone I'd known was very near me. When she was 18 months old I started babysitting her. And since then we started to become very close to eachother. And the feeling of knowing her grew stronger.
Whenever she sees me she comes running to me, starts hugging me and doesn't let go of me for the next 10 minutes. She practically lives in our house(!)
When she was about 2 1/2 years old she started telling me things that mostly started with when I was big and you where in... I never understood her because to me it was very chaotic, but to her it all seemed very clear. Now, after I've read the book, I realise that she was probably trying to tell me something about her(/our) previous life, but I've never realy listened.
She is 3 1/2 now, and she still comes running to me, but she never talkes to me about when she was older anymore, and now I'm afraid that I've missed a chance to learn about one of the greater mysteries of the universe, and a chance to find out if this feeling of recognition is true. And I feel a little guilty of not letting her tell her story.

This is not the end of the story though, Maaike has a little brother, one morning-two days before he was born- I woke up and said to my mother: Mam, the baby will be born Saturday and his name wil be Bas, and honestly it just popped out of my mouth, I couldn't believe I said that and... Guess what happend. I was right. whell, almost his name wasn't Bas but Cas. To him I also felt strongly related to, but he felt more related to my sister, Birgitte. Cas is completely in love with her. My neighbour joked that it was best that we'd addopt his children.
Since the moment he could stand, Cas has had an obsession for cleaning the house, he is crazy about the vacuumcleaner and the sweeping brush. I already advised my sister to read the book, but could anyone give me some advise in this particular situation, cause I don't want to loose my special bond with Maaike and I don't want my sister to miss a great oppertunity.

Loads of luv, Kristel
 
Welcome to the board Kristel!!!

I read your story a few days ago, but haven't had time to respond. I loved it!!!!!

I also think it is so awesome that you have recognized the importance of relationships with children that are beyond your own immediate family!

I want to suggest that you stay open for Maaike to spontaneously come up with more information for you. My son did, until he was five years old and there are stories here on the board of children as old as seven still remembering their past lives.

I have some dear friends that live in Holland!!! Where in Holland are you?? (I just love the international capacity of the Internet!)

Sorry to be so slow getting back to you...the board in general has been slow with summer winding down and school starting everywhere soon or already. Hope to hear more from you!


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Love,
Deborah

Lifes experiences weave a tapestry of knowledge




[This message has been edited by Deborah (edited 08-17-2001).]
 
Hi Kristel

I, like Deborah, have been run off my feet but wanted to get back to you and this great post.

Deborah has already given some wonderful advice.

Hope to read more

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Lots of Love
Kelly
 
Dear Deborah and Kelly,

Thanks so much for your response. I'm glad I've finally found someone to talk to about this, though I have nothing realy to tell you right now, 'cause Maaike and Cas are on vacation. But when something interesting comes up, you'll be the first ones to know!

So I'll tell you a little bit about me. As you already know I'm 18 years old, I graduated from High School two months ago. I live in Heemskerk (20 minutes from Amsterdam and 10 minutes from the beach)I live at home with my parents sister and a dog. I have to go back to work now, so I hope to hear from you soon. And thanx again.

xx Kristel
 
Hello Kristel

When I saw that you are from Holland, I thought I ought to tell you (in case you don't know already) that Anne Frank seems to have reincarnated, and is today Barbro Karlen, a Swedish author. She has written several wonderful books as a child, and has also written a book as an adult describing some of her memories as Anne.

Her book: And the wolves howled is translated to both english and german, and possibly also to dutch.

here is a link: https://www.abebooks.com/Wolves-How...MIreP1iMTu1AIVzUsNCh0jpAGREAAYASAAEgJSgPD_BwE

Love from
Jan Egil
Norway
 
Hi Jan,

Thanx for your message. I told my mum and she said she knew about the book and yes it's also translated in Dutch. She was thinking of bying it.

How's live in Norway? You know Jan is a very Dutch name if ya ask me half of the male population in Holland is called Jan (I just love to exaggerate)

A big hug from Kristel
 
She's back!

Maaike & Cas came back yesterday. In the afternoon Maaike, Birgitte (my sister) and I took the dog out for a walk. When we were almost home she suddenly started pushing me away and said I hate you I hate you! and the next conversation took place:
Maaike: I hate you
Kristel: Why do you hate me?
M: Because you're fighting with me!
K: (surprised) Are we fighting now?
M: I hate you, you're stupid!
K: Why am I stupid?
M: Because we're fighting! And I'm stupid too!
K: Why are you stupid?
M: 'cause I'm fighting with you.(starts pushing me again) I hate you!
K: Well I love you if you don't mind, I don't hate you
M: (still pushing) I hate you!
K: I love you. I think you're a very sweet girl and I want to hug you. Is that OK?

Maaike looked and me and huged me and then she ran to the slide. Then she came running back.
M: Kristel?
K: Yes?
M: (Looking very serious)Yasta (the dog) is bad too.
K: Why is she bad?
M: Because she bit me in the arm.(pointing at the place on her arm)- that has never happend in this life. We're always watching the dog when she's around the little ones.

Then my sister asked her if she wanted a coockie and that was the end of our conversation.

I honestly don't know what to think of this. How do I know when she's talking about her previous live? I've read in the book that when children talk about it, their expression on their face changes. That happened when she started talking about Yasta biting her. But I don't know what happened when she started pushing me away. She scared me! I need some help here.

Loads of luv
Kristel

[This message has been edited by Kristel (edited 08-28-2001).]

[This message has been edited by Kristel (edited 08-28-2001).]
 
Posted by Kristel ------

Hello,
I already started this post a couple of monts ago, but I can't find it anywhere!

It was about two kids of my neighbours, Maaike and Cas. Maaike talks about 'when she was bigger and you were..' (she says that to me). I feel very connected to her, but she hasn't told me yet where she knows me from, though I know that she knows. Cas is very close to my sister and he loves vacuuming. I hope you remember now.
I also wrote that Maaike and I had a conversation when we were taking the dog out for a walk: She suddenly pushed me away and told me that she hated me. And that I was bad she was bad and the dog was bad and that my dog had bit her. (But that never happend)

Something else has come up now. She is been acting very weird:
When I hold her and/or hug her she starts pushing her nose to my cheek very hard, so hard that it hurts! I ask her to stop, but she just keeps on doing it until I put her back on the floor. One time she pushed her nose so hard to mine that my nose started bleeding. Also her eyes change, sort of darker, not only that, here whole expression changes like I'm holding someone else, not Maaike and it scares my soul! I also asked her why she is doing it. But that sort of scares her and she wont awnser my question. This has been going on for a month now and I feel we are growing apart. Plus I'm going to Ireland (I live in Holland)for six weeks at the end of October, so that doesn't help either.
I don't know what to do anymore.

Kristel
 
HI Kristel,

I pulled your original thread from the closed section and moved it here for you.

Could it be that she knows you are leaving -and that leaving causes her to react in the ways you have described? Maybe her soul remembers when you left sometime before.

Try reassuring her that you will be back, that you will write to her, and send her things in the mail so she knows you are OK and are keeping your promise.

Just a thought.


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Love and Light,
Deborah

The soul's Center...is God.
 
Hello Deborah,

Thanks for finding it back for me.

It never came to me that she indeed might already know that I'm leaving. I haven't told her yet in person and I think it's about time I should!

Thanks for the nice thought. I was already thinking of doing something like that, but now I'm sure I'll do that and I'll discuss it with Maaikes mother too, about sending things to her I mean.

Thanks a lot Deborah

Lots of luv
Kristel

Maybe this is a strange question but I noticed that the titel under your name has changed from moderater into forum administrator, what does that mean?
 
Hi Kristel,

You're welcome. Do keep us posted. I would love to hear how she responds to you when you talk to her. It is amazing what children know - even when you haven't said a word.

The board has grown so much in the past few months. In March of this year we had 350 members. Now it is almost 1100. In order to accommodate all the new faces Steve and Carol have added two new moderators (Susie and Szofie) to the forum team. Kelly and I have taken on the administration positions since Pat has resigned due to her current work load at home.

It just means we do a lot of work at the 'back end' of the control panel.

But, even though we help out here, the moderators and administrators are just like all of you..sharing bits and pieces of ourselves and our experiences. If you would like to meet us.. there is a thread in the forums issues section where we introduce ourselves.

Meet the Forum Leaders

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Love and Light,
Deborah

The soul's Center...is God.




[This message has been edited by Deborah (edited 09-28-2001).]
 
Hi Deborah,

I told her this weekend that I'm leaving. We sat down on the couch and I huged her and said to her: I have to tell you something and it's very important.
She was very quiet and she looked at me with those big brown eyes of her.
K: I'm leaving in a couple of weeks, I'm going to Ireland. I have to go by plane 'cause it's over sea.
M: (silent, tears in her eyes)
K: But don't worry it'll only be for six weeks.
M: (Taking a deep breath)
K: I promisse you I'll come back, I'm coming back for you. OK? And I'm gonna send you letters, so mommy can read that to you, don't worry I'll be OK. And I will come back.
M: (very quiet)
K: Are you OK with me telling this?
M: Yes,'cause now I know were you'll be!
Then she gave me a big hug and I told her how much I love her.

I was deeply touched by those words. And I wanted to know what made her say that. And now I know (my guides told me):
In our previous live we were mother and daughter. I got her when I was very young (don't know what age) but I wasn't ready for children and after 15 years I just left her alone. I walked away without telling her...

Now I know why, in this live, I've always told myself that want to be a very good mother. Maaike has forgiven me, and I feel that this is my chance to be a good mother for my future children. I definately don't want to make the same mistake again.

Love always
Kristel

[This message has been edited by Kristel (edited 10-03-2001).]
 
Oh Kristel,

I am so glad you were able to talk to her, to find peace within your heart. She must be a very special little girl. And I am sure you will be a wonderful mother someday.

You know..sometimes children come to us to be our teachers. I know my children have taught me a lot. I thank god for them everyday.

I hope you are keeping a journal,and please share whenever you can!You know... keep us posted.

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Love and Light,
Deborah

The soul's Center...is God.
 
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