Trigger I didn't realize was a trigger for years! (long..sorry!)
When I was about 19 or 20 I took a group of dancers to Virginia Beach for a competition. On the way back home we stopped in Washington, D.C. As I stood by the Washington Monument and looked across that little square lake thingie (what DO they call that, anyway?) at the Lincoln Memorial, I had the most haunting sense of deja vu I'd ever experienced. I'm not talking that little "Whoa!" you sometimes feel.....I'm talking about actually being rocked by a certainty you've been somewhere you KNOW you've never been. I had the most disturbing feeling that I'd spent a LOT of time gazing at quite a similar scene (obelisks, lake, columed building) out of a window or through a doorway, and yet it wasn't QUITE the same scene. I asked my mom when I got home if I had been there perhaps as a child and forgotten. I hadn't, of course.
My whole life I've been just hugely interested in Greek mythology. My favorite stories were The Iliad and The Odyssey. I chose the name Circe for that reason. It would seem likely that eventually my interest would expand to include Roman mythology, as the two are so similar, as well as because I'm Italian. Oddly enough, it was Egyptian mythology and history that captured my attention a few years ago and took over to the point where it was almost an obsession.
Two other things also came into play as I learned more. All my life I've automatically looked for the constellation Orion when winter came. It always made me smile, and each year I felt regret when it dipped back over the horizon in April. Second, I've always had an aversion to birds. I simply don't like them. We were fishing several years ago and my husband pointed out a blue heron wading at the edge of the water. It absolutely took my breath away. It was just the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I spent a few minutes wondering why in the world I was so taken by this heron.
Around the age of 30 (years after my deja vu experience in D.C.) I was looking at pictures of Egypt. This was at a time when I was interested much more in the mythology of the ancient Egyptians than the history, and very shortly before the point where it became an obsession. I looked up Philae, which is absolutely beautiful, and Giza, with the familiar pyramids that everyone has seen in photos or movies or books at some point in their lives. I then looked up the temple of Karnak at Luxor, the present day site of the ancient religious capital of Thebes. I had never before seen pictures of Karnak, and the sight of the obelisks, and the sacred lake, and the coulmned temples just about knocked me off my chair. I scrambled to look through old photos to find my pictures of D.C., because at THAT moment, all I could think was: THIS is what I was remembering all those years ago.
At that point, nothing on god's green Earth could convince me that I had never been to Karnak. In fact, I was immediately and completely certain I'd spent a LOT of time there.
During the research and studying that followed, I came across a story about the connection between the constellation Orion and the Egyptian story of Osiris. Also, I stumbled across the Egyptian myth regarding the phoenix which was portrayed as...wonder of wonders...the heron.