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rohini

rohini

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I don't remember anything from my past life but I knew I was there...
When I was 15 , on a school trip , I first visited that palace . The moment I stepped out of that bus I told my friend that it looks just like our home town , She said "NO WAYYY, I dont feel anything familiar here ". As we proceed walking further my stomach started to feel uneasy , it felt like homesick , sad , excited , happy , or like missing someone . I became more and more sad . I felt like unloved . I used to be loved and welcomed here but now nobody cares . Before entering the palace , we all took tickets and teachers made us walk in a line , a renovation work was going on so had to wait few minutes in that line , I started feeling humiliated for no reason , I became angry , But kept everything inside dint express anything outside , Then the king , the titular ruler of that time, came outside , seeing us children he smiled at everyone , greeted our teachers . I grew even more sad , as if I am being insulted . But left all of it while walking further , then I saw the inner courtyard , familiar !!! i thought , when we reached upstairs , I looked through the window , Familiar !!! but I dint gave much importance , came home after the trip and forgot all about it . Later while in college we visited the same place , I got surprised having the same feelings like the previous visit but this time I was chilled , took it like a joke and teased myself inside . After so many years , when I was 26 I watched a youtube video of the inside of the palace , staircase etc Then it felt like a thunderstrike . I for the first time I realized this might be a past life connection . But who I was , In dreams i saw another palace and riding a white horse , later I connected it with my old conclusions and searched the summer palaces of the dynasty , I saw a place which looked exactly like the one I saw in dreams , it was the rout a particular king used for his morning ride , I read more about him , learned he used to went there to see the sunset and sunrise , cz he loved watching those very much , EXACTLY LIKE I AM . Reading more about him , I realized it was me . there are many more thgs to share but am not sure about them , I wrote this much here cz I felt so much pressure inside , I wanted to share it with someone , my family will call me crazy , if I tell them these matters .PS:I always knew I was a man in previous birth , I just knew , dont know why /how ... thank you , love you all
 
Hello Rohini,

first, welcome to the forum.

You are not alone. Others have memories that are mostly feelings, too.

I understand that you don't want to mention the place. Of course you do not want others to know what king you are talking of. Because how would it sound, "claiming" to have been a king in a past live, with no actual validated memories... with that, too, you are not alone. There are others here who remember having been kings, nobles, other "famous" people and rather hold back. While there are others who talk openly.

Now that you felt insulted would make sense. If you were a king or at least a noble or knight, it would feel as an insult to have to wait in a line with all the commoners indeed.

It was not me being a king, but I have had feelings from old paintings, music pieces, what ever. From a tingling feeling like electrical energy in my fingertips with me "just knowing" that I have met this person, have been there.... to actual flashbacks.

You have come to the right place, and hopefully others will say something, too. You definitely are not alone.
 
From your message, all I got was this:

- you *think* you’re a certain King.
- what freakin’ country was this? :confused:
- you had déjà vu when you visited this particular Palace.

The end.

FPL are tricky to deal with, because you don’t want to be seen as attention seeking, but as a person with 2-3 FPL’s , I couldn’t care less about them because to me, they’re just lifetimes I’ve lived.

Seeker is correct... you have come to the right place, just don’t run away when someone asks you a question about *your* PL. If you don’t know, just say you don’t know the answer until you explore the lifetime some more.

Eva x
 
most of my dreams are little bit different than my family and friends . Since they are so fresh , most of them are pleasant, and with details , I feel an urge to share , when I shared it with peopel ,even though all of them are people loving me , they find it difficult to accept , they say am making things up, they think I do it for getting attention . thats another reason I hesitate to talk about them , sometimes even I doubt myself am I am suffering from any mental illness because clearly am not possessing enough intelligence to make these stories up.
 
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most of my dreams are little bit different than my family and friends . Since they are so fresh , most of them are pleasant, and with details , I feel an urge to share , when I shared it with peopel ,even though all of them are people loving me , they find it difficult to accept , they say am making things up, they think I do it for getting attention . thats another reason I hesitate to talk about them , sometimes even I doubt myself am I am suffering from any mental illness because clearly am not possessing enough intelligence to make these stories up.
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I understand that so well. I have been wondering myself if I am just making up things or suffering from some mental illness. From deep inside, from gut and heart, I seem to know a few things. But then again...

While I am curious who you might have been, I won't ask. In fact, I don't wanna you to tell me, not even in a PM. Because I have my own stuff I don't wish to talk about (or sometimes feel that I can't, like I was tongue-tied, sometimes an uneasy feel or inexplicable fear that bad things will happen to people if I talk too much), and it wouldn't be fair to ask when I don't wanna share stuff in return.

You probably know that... on the one hand, you feel the urge to talk, while on the other hand... and this even is a public forum everyone can read.

FPLs are such a thing. But I am careful not to judge others. With a few exceptions, people usually have a good reason why they believe they were that person. It can be quite troublesome when you have no validation (aka having a remembered lesser known facts about this person BEFORE you had any means in this life to hear about them). Makes you look like an attention-seeker... increases your own doubts and makes you feel even more lonely.
No, I don't think you are an attention-seeker. I also don't think you are mentally ill. I have seen (a few) people boasting about FPLs and acting a bit... strange. Something you definitely are not doing. You also remember having been of the opposite gender. Something you wouldn't get if it was merely wishful thinking.
Another thing about FPL's... while the odds are low, that "you of all people" have been a "famous" person, someone has to have been them. As for why the percentage of people who remember FPLs seems to be a bit higher than people who remember an average life, the reason may be that the life of a King or other person in a position with a lot of responsibilities leaves a deeper mark on your soul than just having worked in a factory or what ever.

If you were that King or not, only you can know. Others can't look into your head or heart. At least, you can share how you feel about it here.
 
Eva , I think I have a hint about few other lives of mine , but unclear , 1)a countess in england 2)17th century king, india 3)during late 1800 in culcutta4)the previous one I mentioned . except the one in culcutta , all others faced similar circumstances and tried to overcome those , this life too am facing a similar pattern ... I dint mention this life time I met a spiritual teacher , he told me I am an old soul , a traveller who had seen enough now looking something beyond , and been practicing to reach other side for many births and I will get , he dint mention when but he said this much , not now , at the end , I have to do a great deal of service to procure enough strength to make it a reality .This gave me little bit courage to talk about these stuff here , These teachers are living in higher stages , their style is so different , so I dint ask him anything about my past lives , they focus mostly in the present life n working on my defects . For example , I get premonitions , when asked about it , he said '' imagine there is a zoo , the wind coming to you touching that place will carry all smells of that place too , right ? premonitions too are like that , only that much '' . ..... regarding the countess , her husband was a very bad king , I saw her first listening to man telling her his plans to sabotages the bad king , that man was a good person but she knew his plans were not matured enough , he wont listen so she kept silent ,then I saw a nun discussing it with her , the church too was planning to end the king , the countess believed them and kept silent , then i saw she and young man listening to the man I first mentioned , the youngman tried to tease him but she pressed his feet indicating the foolishman might get someknwledge of the church's plan if he gets teased for his .everything had to be kept secret , it was an important mission, everyone in the country was suffering , if the king knew he would kill them all , and he was brilliant too . Then I saw , a procession , the king , the guards (his mighty personal guards) the royals , me among them , infront of me was that immature good man , behind the royals , again the guards , reaching at some point i saw the guards from behind coming forward and moving infront of me , then unexpectedly the guards in front stopped and turned , all circled the poor man , I understood what is going to happen , at that moment that poor man looked at me , even now that helplessness haunt me , thinking about the helplessness of the country my whole being went in to sadness , he tried to run , everybody knew he cant escape , I think even that man knew he cant do anything , but like cat playing with mouse , he was allowed to run , the kings mind acted through his guards actions , I felt that way , they killed him . This came to me like a dream . I am from India , I never read england's history , am an engineer the subject of my interest is technology .
 
SeekerOfKnowledge said:
I understand that so well. I have been wondering myself if I am just making up things or suffering from some mental illness. From deep inside, from gut and heart, I seem to know a few things. But then again...

While I am curious who you might have been, I won't ask. In fact, I don't wanna you to tell me, not even in a PM. Because I have my own stuff I don't wish to talk about (or sometimes feel that I can't, like I was tongue-tied, sometimes an uneasy feel or inexplicable fear that bad things will happen to people if I talk too much), and it wouldn't be fair to ask when I don't wanna share stuff in return.

You probably know that... on the one hand, you feel the urge to talk, while on the other hand... and this even is a public forum everyone can read.

FPLs are such a thing. But I am careful not to judge others. With a few exceptions, people usually have a good reason why they believe they were that person. It can be quite troublesome when you have no validation (aka having a remembered lesser known facts about this person BEFORE you had any means in this life to hear about them). Makes you look like an attention-seeker... increases your own doubts and makes you feel even more lonely.
No, I don't think you are an attention-seeker. I also don't think you are mentally ill. I have seen (a few) people boasting about FPLs and acting a bit... strange. Something you definitely are not doing. You also remember having been of the opposite gender. Something you wouldn't get if it was merely wishful thinking.
Another thing about FPL's... while the odds are low, that "you of all people" have been a "famous" person, someone has to have been them. As for why the percentage of people who remember FPLs seems to be a bit higher than people who remember an average life, the reason may be that the life of a King or other person in a position with a lot of responsibilities leaves a deeper mark on your soul than just having worked in a factory or what ever.

If you were that King or not, only you can know. Others can't look into your head or heart. At least, you can share how you feel about it here.
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Seeker Of Knowledge , Thank you so much for your kind words , it brings so much of peace , If I ever get a confirmation I will surely share , and its really helpful reading your observations on the subject .
 
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most of my dreams are little bit different than my family and friends . Since they are so fresh , most of them are pleasant, and with details , I feel an urge to share , when I shared it with peopel ,even though all of them are people loving me , they find it difficult to accept , they say am making things up, they think I do it for getting attention . thats another reason I hesitate to talk about them , sometimes even I doubt myself am I am suffering from any mental illness because clearly am not possessing enough intelligence to make these stories up.
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Hi, I enjoy reading of your experiences. Can I ask when you have these detailed memories in your dreams ? Is it around 3-4 am or something like this ? This is when my kid has hers and I think some of it is past life related. My personal thought is that you have finished dreaming and is half or fully entering a meditative state.

I mostly have flashbacks when I am relaxed during the day, no control of this, it's just been like this since I was a preteen. A lot of times it is hard to figure out what it is about because it is so short but then I see things and feel things clearly.

The few past life related dreams I have had is around 3-4-5 or 6 am, when I wake up from them I am not too tired, that is. I have had my heavy sleep first, and then I think I have slipped into the meditative state, unlocking past life doors unintentionally.

About your thought that you could have been king I kind of think we have all or will have a brush with fame, for some kind of lesson to learn. Sometimes karma is a b.... ; ) too, in my case I had a life ending in the 1920's when I was shy and did not like to be looked at, next life I was dragged into showbiz and remember people touching my face and taking photos, this sudden fame did not last; but still I think now looking back that it was something about teaching me a lesson or to balance things out. One can also discuss all the fields one can be famous in and what is fame exactly, to what degree. It could of course mean different things why one would have fame part or their entire life.

/Jaimie
 
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Hi, I enjoy reading of your experiences. Can I ask when you have these detailed memories in your dreams ? Is it around 3-4 am or something like this ? This is when my kid has hers and I think some of it is past life related. My personal thought is that you have finished dreaming and is half or fully entering a meditative state.

I mostly have flashbacks when I am relaxed during the day, no control of this, it's just been like this since I was a preteen. A lot of times it is hard to figure out what it is about because it is so short but then I see things and feel things clearly.

The few past life related dreams I have had is around 3-4-5 or 6 am, when I wake up from them I am not too tired, that is. I have had my heavy sleep first, and then I think I have slipped into the meditative state, unlocking past life doors unintentionally.

About your thought that you could have been king I kind of think we have all or will have a brush with fame, for some kind of lesson to learn. Sometimes karma is a b.... ; ) too, in my case I had a life ending in the 1920's when I was shy and did not like to be looked at, next life I was dragged into showbiz and remember people touching my face and taking photos, this sudden fame did not last; but still I think now looking back that it was something about teaching me a lesson or to balance things out. One can also discuss all the fields one can be famous in and what is fame exactly, to what degree. It could of course mean different things why one would have fame part or their entire life.

/Jaimie
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Hi Jaimie ... I think most of my vivid dreams happen around the time you mentioned , before age 23 I rarely saw such dreams , after that frequency changed . The one I mentioned above is one of the very few vivid dreams connected to past life I had , my dreams are usually visits of saints from India or premonitions(they too are very less and mostly like an abstract picture ,a new philosophical change represented like a beautiful child etc ) . When I think back now I remember 4 such dreams connecting to past life . I agree to it too , through each life we are getting more clean , clear , polished .
 
Not sure you're an attention seeker. I think maybe you just want validation for what you're feeling/experiencing and that's understandable.

I haven't had any famous past lives that I'm aware of, but I did die in one of the most famous buildings in the world. Those feelings are unbelievably strong. It's hard to not want to talk about those memories once they present themselves.
 
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