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Why do you want to remember?

Why do I want to remember?


First and foremost to better understand a concept we cannot fully understand: Fate.


It has come to my attention that my fate is tied with a certain individual we will label as "Waffles" (he was in the Waffen-SS in WWII life).


After making a vow to Waffles in WWII that no matter how far time and geography kept us apart, I would always find him.


Ironically, I have found him again in this life, though I'm not positive he knows it. There have been several incidences that have lead me to believe our fates are tied, and in particular a certain incident where I was epicly pwned (and so begins a long, bitter and possibly disasterous rivalry :cool ).


Knowing this, I have come to the conclusion that past life vows can indeed effect the flow of "destiny" in a future life. Also known as "fate".


I do not agree however, that fate is entirely past life vows. I do believe that the Universe has a purpose for each and everyone of us, and though not a divine entity, has the ability to influence our lives one way or another to achieve this ultimate goal.


Second most important on the list of reasons why I want to remember, is to better understand myself. I cannot love myself and love others if I do not first understand myself and others. After having PL experiences, my level of empathy has grown.


I also want to remember because of present life experience. It has occurred to me that for some unknown reason, I have more so called "life experience" than most teens my age. I understand there is much I do not understand about the world, but when told I do not have life experience and people assume that I do not "know what I want" because I'm fourteen, I am deeply offended. I do not reply of course, but simply tell myself that some people just aren't open minded enough to accept the possibility that I have life experience prior to this life. And explaining it to them is like arguing on NationStates. They're so stubborn and blind that they wouldn't realize they were falling if they fell off a cliff ||=_="


I often tell people I come from a higher plane of existence. But that's just what they've been told >_>
 
Mammatus said:
It has come to my attention that my fate is tied with a certain individual we will label as "Waffles" (he was in the Waffen-SS in WWII life).


After making a vow to Waffles in WWII that no matter how far time and geography kept us apart, I would always find him.


Ironically, I have found him again in this life, though I'm not positive he knows it. There have been several incidences that have lead me to believe our fates are tied, and in particular a certain incident where I was epicly pwned (and so begins a long, bitter and possibly disasterous rivalry :cool ).
Why didn't I make some sorta vow to meet my friends... :(


I would love to see each and everyone of them again. Just to chat and all. I always thought I'll never see them again. But not so, I actually met an old friend in a Social site (Huh..) because she kept saying 'Do I know you?' and she thought I could be her friend in disguise. She touched the Reincarnation subject after I told her 'Maybe we met each other in a past life...' but time didn't allow it and she had to log off before she could drill me with it.


We kept talking about things like two old friends and the conversation lasted for two hours or more... Longer than the usual. But she's at the other side of the world, unfortunately. But now I'm listening to a song that is quite perfect for my condition. Take Care of Yourself by Teddy Thompson. (Actually I'm listening to the Glee version..)
 
Maybe you did and you don't remember it yet.


I haven't met Waffles yet, unfortunately. How it will be when we do though is entirely up in the air, because as I said, his pwning me has started a long and bitter (and potentially disasterous) rivalry :cool


I am also fairly certain that I have met certain people on these forums in a PL before. I just haven't gotten around to discussing this with them ||>_>
 
kskshadow said:
I want to remember people in my past lives, who are now sharing this life with me. What their roles were in my pl, were they friends, relatives, lovers, children, etc.
What promped us to reunite in this life? Are we spiritualy connected in some way?
This is what began my search...why am I with the people I am with? What is the spiritual connection between some of us that makes every meeting a pleasure, while other perfectly nice people simply never become connected to us despite mutual efforts to produce it? Why were some people instantly significant to me, while others somewhat less significant and the majority of others shared absolutely no connection with me at all.


I find a sense of vibration with everyone I come in contact with...it is usually of low intensity and not necessarily noticeable unless I am thinking about it. But when I interact with someone "closer" to me in spirit, the intensity of the vibration can increase to a point I cannot ignore. The more intense the vibration the greater the significance the individual has to me and my soul, ensuring that interaction will not go unnoticed.


I was once standing with my back to a bar talking with friends when the vibration went off like a klaxon and in mid-sentence I stopped talking to the guys, turned around and looked across the bar and saw a woman who had apparently just walked in talking to another guy. I left my group, went over and interrupted her conversation...the guy said goodbye and we ended up talking for over an hour and a half and within the week we were deeply in a relationship. I found out about 20 years later that she is a primary soulmate.


I am here because of a desire to understand my connections, forged through time, with those people whose vibrations are significant to me. Grandparents, parents, sister, aunts/uncles, neices/nephews, children, friends, work associates...none of them are insignificant to me from a vibrational level and I am in the process of cataloging prior relationships to understand that connection.
 
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