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Sunrise

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Hi

I am maybe a bit young, but I do have some memories of my past life. I know that I was a man ( I think 30 years old ) I had wife and a little doughter. I lived in Holland around World War Two. The germans came in to my house, they searched my house, one guy was standing on the stairs with a gun, telling me that we have to come with them. Outside, one of the guys pushed me on my shoulder, and I fell down. My wife and doughter was taken with them.

Eventough my memorie stops there, I still have the idea that I never saw my wife and kind again.

This life: My whole life I have been scared to die ( I know this from my mother, but when I was like 1.5 old I was already scared) And as long as I can remember, I have been afraid of wars. And I am also claustrofobic ( I also think that has something to do with the war )

My english can look little strange, but thats because I am 17 years of age, and I live in Holland.
 
Hi Sunrise,


Welcome :) Your English is just fine - :thumbsup:


I'm curious how you got your memories? Did they come in dreams? Meditations? Spontaneous recall?


Have you had the memories since you were little? You mention that your fear of war and death has been with you since you were a toddler - so I am curious if you had memories as a child.


Aili :D
 
Hi


Thank You :)


Actually, I can't remember things about my youth, but recording to my mother, I did had those memories when I was younger.
 
Your English is good Sunrise, thanks for sharing your past-life memories - :)


Of course it's perfectly normal to fear death, especially when you're very young like yourself. Are you saying that you are scared to die because of the way in which you died in that lifetime? Or is it just the thought of death in itself? Can you remember how you died?


As you can see, there really is nothing to fear as death is just the end of one adventure before the beginning of a new one.


You can overcome your fears by trying to face them through meditation or self regression have you considered trying that?
 
Hi Sunrise...


Welcome to the group.. :)


We are all looking for sunny skies..Then traumas can happen and our outlook becomes clouded over. And from what you have said it appears that because of that life you have remembered your soul may well have gotten locked in that pattern of what happened to you in that WWII lifetime. I know it sounds very scary to think of remembering more, it is a difficult thing to do . However, once we do remember we do not need to hide from our feelings of love anymore.. People often remember wonderfully fulfilling lives as well , which can shed light on other parts of our feelings .


There are numerous reasons we have fears of death, even though we know on a soul level we will live again. It could be you are fearful of death because you fear the same things happening again. Once we remember a trauma hidden from our consciousness ,we are able to see that we can have control and can survive with this different environment we are in in our present life.


Or it could be you feel very alone, so you need to tell your story , and make peace with leaving your wife and child behind.. which of course you had no responsibility for.


I myself had several traumatic lives in the past few thousand years ,including three in a row in WWII. I had a lot of fear of dieing , which did not make sense to me as I did have vivid memories which could only have been past life related. Yet I could not self talk myself to believe I am safe now.. I would recommend doing some regressions. Doing regression work has been a wonderful tool for me to lose my fears .


I am interested to hear any more of your story. Do you think you were Jewish?? The Germans would send the Jews off to the concentration camps. Maybe you were being hidden in your own home you said they were searching. ??


Soulfreindly
 
Hi Sunrise!


Welcome! I think you will find this Forum very friendly and supportive, and I hope you enjoy your time here! :)


Memories such as the one you have can certainly be of great emotional impact. I think any war will bring out strong feelings of fear, loss and anger. And also feelings of love and compassion - for our family, for the ones we love, for our friends, and sometimes even for our enemies.


I am not surprised that you believe that such a thing could influence your present life in difficult ways... I think it is brave of you to share these feelings with us!


I am curious about how you found this Forum?


Again, welcome! :thumbsup:
 
Hello Sunrise.


Welcome to the site. I also lived a lifetime during WWII. I wouldn't be surprised that you are claustrophobic now considering the conditions of people in your apparent position during the war.


I look forward to hearing more about your memories as they come up.


Sincerely,


Laurasia
 
Hello,


Im sorry i that it took a very long time, but i have been very busy.


I know that i have been pushed inside a wooden trailer, and i have been thinking a lot about my doughter, because i think she could be a relative of some kind. I do think i died in a concentration camp, because im really claustrofobic.I dont know if a were jewish, but i think i was.


@ W.A heart : I read two of carol bowman's books and in the back it said to go to this forum so, here i am :)
 
Hi Sunrise..


The Nazis did use wooden vehicles to transport Jews in different ways.. to the concentration camps, and to the woods to be killed. Can you tell if it was like a truck> ? Was it an open truck or was it more like a van?? They also used a van like truck at the beginning to gas people . This was before the building of the bigger gas chambers.


It could well be that your daughter is with you again. Can you get an idea as to how you related to her?? This can often happen where we are in different roles in the past life family.


Have you read any books on the holocaust?. After my flashback to that time I started reading autobiographies of survivors .. It helped me to deal better with my memories as I knew little about the holocaust. Hearing of the brave things people did made me feel less alone . It also empowered me to see that people did survive and go on to live descent and fulfilling lives.


soulfreindly.
 
Hello Sunrise.


Welcome to the forum. That sounds like a very scary memory. There are others who have written into the forum with holocaust memories. A search on the word 'holocaust' will bring them up if you are interested in reading some of them. You are not too young. Many people have past life memories from early childhood onwards.


The Nazis used to transport people to the concentration camps in cattle trucks and in trains. I wonder if that might be what you remember?


Try not to be too upset about it or dwell on the unpleasantness of it too much if you can. The thing to remember is that you are alive and safe and well now and most probably, so are all the people who were your relatives then too.


How did you come by this memory? Was it in a dream, or did you just remember it spontaneously? Did something remind you? I am always interested in things like this.
 
Hi there, I am extremely new to this forum but past lives and reincarnation is something that I have known that had existed since day 1. In fact I am writing a book about some of my past lives, and my last life I was a tortured and killed Holocaust victim. The reason I agreed to come back was because I have a lot of karma from previous lives to balance and to heal from the torture. My life has been interesting to say the least! Looking forward to connecting.


Miriam
 
Hi Miriam. Welcome to the forum.

msmir said:
My life has been interesting to say the least!
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You sound like you have some interesting experiences and thoughts. Feel free to start a new thread about your experiences.
 
Hi Miriam, welcome to the forum :)


If you look through the discussions here, you'll find a lot of members here have past life memories of the holocaust, just do a search because there are a lot of threads on the subject. I hope you will feel comfortable enough to share some more of your past life experience with us.


Enjoy your time here, and good luck with your book.


Chris :)
 
stardis said:
Hi Miriam. Welcome to the forum.
You sound like you have some interesting experiences and thoughts. Feel free to start a new thread about your experiences.
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I sure do have a lot of interesting experiences, and the book that I am currently writing talks about a lot of it. I also had a life in Britain as a daughter of an Earl, and it is safe to say I got very spoiled from that life LOL. But this is why we are here, to live and learn and to experience everything and anything life offers. This is the key to our soul's growth. I am glad to be here!
 
ChrisR said:
Hi Miriam, welcome to the forum :)
If you look through the discussions here, you'll find a lot of members here have past life memories of the holocaust, just do a search because there are a lot of threads on the subject. I hope you will feel comfortable enough to share some more of your past life experience with us.


Enjoy your time here, and good luck with your book.


Chris :)
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hi Chris and thank you, I am going to familiarize myself with the forum as I know I will enjoy it a lot! In fact I am very soon going to work on a project that will involve others who know they had a life in the Holocaust. But I won't get to that just yet... thank you again for your welcome :)


Blessings to you


Mir
 
I would also be interested in knowing anymore about the "wooden trailer" that you recalled Sunrise.


I have to interject that it would more than likely not be one of the gas vans that she is recalling when she mentions a "wooden trailer". Having worked extensively with them throughout my career as Hans, the gas vans were definately not wooden - they were huge hunks of cold metal. She is more likely recalling one of the train cars from a transportation out of Holland.


And just remember Sunrise....just because the Nazis arrested someone & shipped them off to a camp (even a death camp) that dies not mean that they were Jewish. Political enemies, Communists, etc were all subject to the same treatment as other "inferior peoples".


Sincerely,


Laurasia
 
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