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A Recycled Soul
Shortly after I became a member here, I tried Buhlman’s OM CD, with mixed results, since I didn’t have headphones to filter out noises. Last evening, I finally was able to use headphones for the first time, and the experience was very much a success. While I also have the self-guided CD, the old OM CD is the one I decided to use.
From my initial use without headphones, I got an Imprint of a PL in St. Louis. But since I’ve always had an interest in the St. Louis 1904 World’s Fair, I had my doubts. Well, no doubts remain, I had a PL in 1904 as an elderly black man named Raymond.
Seconds after the CD began, I experienced a brief out-of-body episode, where I saw both the World’s Fair and the St. Louis Brown’s ball park, which seemed to be fairly close to each other. While I was too high to make out many details, I did hear crowd sounds. This seemed to last just a few seconds. Then I was seeing myself as the elderly black man inside what surely was the St. Louis Brown’s club house.
I first saw the elderly black man sweeping the floor. Then a ball player walked into the room, and addressed the black man as Raymond, and asked him to “work out the soreness in his arm and shoulders”. Using a thick lotion from a brown glass bottle, Raymond started rubbing the ball players arm and then his shoulders.
The next thing I remember is waking up, and the CD was done playing. I don’t know how long I had dozed off for, but an hour and a half had passed from when I had started. Dozing off isn’t uncommon for me, since I suffer from sleep deprivation. I hope to learn more about my life as Raymond, including maybe a last name, and if he worked at the Fair, since that has always been a huge interest of mine. This was by far the most detailed PL memory I've ever received.
What rings true for me about this PL, is that the St. Louis Browns were one of baseball’s worst teams ever. So if I had been a ball player, as I had first thought, it sure would not have been what I would call a famous past life.
John
From my initial use without headphones, I got an Imprint of a PL in St. Louis. But since I’ve always had an interest in the St. Louis 1904 World’s Fair, I had my doubts. Well, no doubts remain, I had a PL in 1904 as an elderly black man named Raymond.
Seconds after the CD began, I experienced a brief out-of-body episode, where I saw both the World’s Fair and the St. Louis Brown’s ball park, which seemed to be fairly close to each other. While I was too high to make out many details, I did hear crowd sounds. This seemed to last just a few seconds. Then I was seeing myself as the elderly black man inside what surely was the St. Louis Brown’s club house.
I first saw the elderly black man sweeping the floor. Then a ball player walked into the room, and addressed the black man as Raymond, and asked him to “work out the soreness in his arm and shoulders”. Using a thick lotion from a brown glass bottle, Raymond started rubbing the ball players arm and then his shoulders.
The next thing I remember is waking up, and the CD was done playing. I don’t know how long I had dozed off for, but an hour and a half had passed from when I had started. Dozing off isn’t uncommon for me, since I suffer from sleep deprivation. I hope to learn more about my life as Raymond, including maybe a last name, and if he worked at the Fair, since that has always been a huge interest of mine. This was by far the most detailed PL memory I've ever received.
What rings true for me about this PL, is that the St. Louis Browns were one of baseball’s worst teams ever. So if I had been a ball player, as I had first thought, it sure would not have been what I would call a famous past life.
John
