HBC
Senior Member
Does anyone else remember an entire past life? Not just snippets or hints, but just about EVERYTHING, as though it happened in THIS life? And if so, how do you cope?
About a year ago, quite randomly (and vividly) I remembered a whole separate existence, replete with details of historical events and places I couldn't have possibly known. The emotional impact was totally overwhelming, and turned my life upside down. I wrote it down and published it as a novella ("Unthreaded" by H.B. Cavalier if anyone's curious), and healed a lot in the process, but I still don't feel I can fully integrate everything. I'm not sure how to close the door and get back to living THIS life. I fear I may have an unhealthy attachment to things that are long gone, and often wish I couldn't remember them at all.
Logically, I can see why I remembered: the end of my mostly uneventful life was fraught with trauma and I ended my life by myself. Understandably, I carried a lot of that into this life. But I've faced that, yet still feel torn between two very separate worlds. I miss feeling grounded in the here and now. I don't really have anyone to talk about my past life with, which feels like not being able to talk about my childhood, and I have no pictures or documents to validate my memories -- the combination of secrecy and lack of evidence makes me feel crazy sometimes. Even though remembering has so much healing potential, it's also done damage. I feel so isolated in the intensity and detail of my memories, and am surrounded by people who typically don't even believe in reincarnation at all!
Anyway, if anyone can relate to this level of madness, do share! I'd love to feel less alone. And if you have any coping tips, I'm all ears. I've found that most people seek out past life memories on purpose, through regressions and such. I did NOT. So I'm not looking to remember MORE or dive in DEEPER, I'm looking to feel sane again. I don't mean to be a downer, but if anyone else ever feels overwhelmed or ashamed or awkward or filled with doubt, let me know! It's been very strange.
About a year ago, quite randomly (and vividly) I remembered a whole separate existence, replete with details of historical events and places I couldn't have possibly known. The emotional impact was totally overwhelming, and turned my life upside down. I wrote it down and published it as a novella ("Unthreaded" by H.B. Cavalier if anyone's curious), and healed a lot in the process, but I still don't feel I can fully integrate everything. I'm not sure how to close the door and get back to living THIS life. I fear I may have an unhealthy attachment to things that are long gone, and often wish I couldn't remember them at all.
Logically, I can see why I remembered: the end of my mostly uneventful life was fraught with trauma and I ended my life by myself. Understandably, I carried a lot of that into this life. But I've faced that, yet still feel torn between two very separate worlds. I miss feeling grounded in the here and now. I don't really have anyone to talk about my past life with, which feels like not being able to talk about my childhood, and I have no pictures or documents to validate my memories -- the combination of secrecy and lack of evidence makes me feel crazy sometimes. Even though remembering has so much healing potential, it's also done damage. I feel so isolated in the intensity and detail of my memories, and am surrounded by people who typically don't even believe in reincarnation at all!
Anyway, if anyone can relate to this level of madness, do share! I'd love to feel less alone. And if you have any coping tips, I'm all ears. I've found that most people seek out past life memories on purpose, through regressions and such. I did NOT. So I'm not looking to remember MORE or dive in DEEPER, I'm looking to feel sane again. I don't mean to be a downer, but if anyone else ever feels overwhelmed or ashamed or awkward or filled with doubt, let me know! It's been very strange.
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