Hey guys! I recently did the self-hypnosis, all quiet and by myself multiple times for several days. Here is a little known fact about me before I begin.
I have blond hair and blue eyes. I am Brazilian. I live in America. My last name is German. Half of my family is Italian, the other half is German, but everybody is partially Brazilian all together. I love WW2 history and I love guns too! I am fascinated with bolt-action rifles and snipers, mostly the Kar98k and Mosin-Nagant as my favorites. I never own a bolt-action rifle before, but when I went to the gun show in my city. My heart dropped in excitement when I held one of the bolt-action rifles. It felt like gold to me. I always wanted to understand more about Germany in WW2 and I get frustrated when I keep hearing history about the allies, because I feel like they are not telling the whole story. When I was very young as a kid. I never knew what the flag of any country except America and Brazil, but one day while my parents were driving on a road trip. I drew a flag of Germany, which happens to be the Swastika flag, and I drew it perfectly. I showed it to my dad, and he said that the flag is bad and that's not Germany's flag. I remember feeling very confused and I told my dad, "But I thought Germany's flag always look like this, I don't remember them changing it. I don't know what the flag looks like then." P.S. For some reason, I just don't like French people nor attracted to them (I like French food though), however, I like Russian women more than Brazilian women, and my parents think I'm weird because of that.
Comparing me and a German Wehrmacht soldier pretty much sounds identical. Personally, I don't hate Hitler because he saved Germany from collapse, but he did get into too much blood and war, and that makes me sad. Another reason is the passion to write books even biography. I have attempted to write about my whole life when I got really depressed and suicidal 3 times in my life, almost like a diary, but I never ever got to finish and they ended up being thrown away or lost.
So here is my reincarnation.
I felt myself wearing a thick, dark, and military uniform. I can feel the fabric of the uniform. I don't have blonde hair, I have blackish or dark brown hair. I don't even know the eye color. It was very, very cold and snowy. I looked at my feet and saw my boots over the snow, then I looked around me, saw my Kar98k. I looked my rifle and I felt like it was my rifle, it belonged to me and it was mine. I appear to have a friend who loves cracking up jokes in harsh times and he uses the MG42 along with his other buddies. The famous joke he made was comparing his MG42 to his genital, and showing the Soviets how big and sexy it is. That joke always made me laugh and he was the funniest guy in my squad. I always see my self near him, I never co-operate the MG42 with him, or hold the parts nor ammo. I saw myself as a just an infantry soldier with a Kar98k and a pistol. I barely ever use my pistol, so I don't remember exactly what it was, it could be the P-38 since I saw plenty of those. I also saw Lugers as well, but not as often. Also, I heard my name being yelled by following squad members, "FRIEDRICH! FRIEDRICH! (German language blah, blah, blah) During combat, I saw a lot of disturbing things, but I continued with more sessions to see how far I can get before I felt like it was too much. Most of the time, I went to villages, farms, then I went to small towns, then a city where they had a bunch of broken buildings and city was in fire and chaos. At that city, I eventually got captured by the Soviets along with my friend and I was taken somewhere else where they shot me in the back of the head. *I have a small round birthmark at the back of my head. Yeah, that made me sad, but I never felt hate for the executioner nor for my enemies, I believed that I suffered so much in the war that I just wanted it all to end. I did more sessions to understand who was I before I end in war. My family calls me "Adam" and my last name is "Friedrich." (I checked German WW2 Cemetary records in Volkbund.de and several Adam Friedrich existed). I have only 1 sibling, she was my sister and I always call her "Sophie" despite her name is "Sophia." [In myself today, I have 2 siblings in which one of them is called "Lillyan" and I always call her "Lilly."] In my house, I saw the wooden table, wooden chairs, radio, etc. Inside, it looked like a house you would see in a museum today, but back then there wasn't much advancement in technology yet. The house has two floors and looks like a Bavarian-style home. In school age, I love writing stories and I'm not much of a reader. Everything about the school feels like wooden desks and chalkboards. I remember always hearing Nazi propaganda on the radio, thinking that was the actual real news.
So that concludes the end of my reincarnation. Whether the accuracy between me and Adam Friedrich is correct or something is missing. I would say that I used to be a WW2 German infantry soldier, I died during Operation Barbarossa or right after it. Whether I went to Heaven or not, I waited until the year 2000 to be born again so that I could live a life that I couldn't accomplish in the previous and write the novels that I was meant to write. Thank you, everyone, for reading and yes I recently published a novel on Amazon and it needs to be updated because the prequeal and sequal doesn't match up. God Bless you guys!