BessieA said:
I have just been reading the "biblical times" thread in the Archive section. I wish i had found it when it was still active. I would love to hear from anyone who lived in "Jesus' times"
Bessie xx
I have many memories and insights into my past lives. I would like to contact the other 'disciples' and Christian era people, perhaps through the FORUM. I believe I was Philip the Apostle.
For awhile I feared myself as Nicodemus or Peter, which is my namesake. The second "vision" was during a past life workshop > watching Jesus pass in the tight quarters of a square street, crowds around, my shaking and very upset. My first 'vivid recall" was some years prior during past life "therapy' session, as a man in great fear in the white walled streets. I thought it was early Roman or Greek, and could be, but appears now more likely Christ's time. Philip did martyr in Macedonia after his 'solitary' mission. He rarely contacted the others,went his 'own way'. I sensed 'abandonment' (but no longer emotionally) and independence in many ways. Both Peter and Philip were hung up feet first. Paul was a cohort but I think not well known. He did raise the issue of Sin to save the religion, and Jesus Martrydom made religion real for people of the past centuries.
As an Astrologer I found special past life / place techniques, which confirm many things. Some are only suggested, as a birth in Nazareth is one, among one of the slain children of Herod. My moon line is through holy land area. But could be this was two lives, one reborn immediately after the other. Then Philip would be at correct age in 33BC. This all together explains a lot to me. I found out I had hebrew heritage about 2 years ago (not in my youth, but at age 60) Now I realize much more about my history which led to this life.
The most vivid was the crying deeply while experiencing Jesus pass by. (felt this physically during the recall) The same lack of respect for the spiritual truth and this former lifetime that people do not recognize past lives or other relevant truths today. I am no longer Christian in religion. Yet the reverence for Soul and God is real and true.
Bessie; I know a few others of the time, and one of these says she was MMagdalene also. I tend to believe her, an advanced Soul she is. It is complicated, as we may be friends or family such as jude and james were brothers, or there was more than one Mary (Miriams such as mother mary, Magda. and others too). The importance of course is why we recall it, not the actual person.