I'm new here, so please excuse my "newness" to all of this.
My son is 12 yrs old and has autism. I must preface to say that over the past year he has been telling us that he is "seeing spirits", even talking with them sometimes. I don't encourage or discourage this in him. I just listen to what he says.
The other night he came in, shaking all over. He said that he had a dream or a vision (he wasn't sure because he felt he was at that place where you are dozing off but not fully asleep) where he was some type of a guard in a dungeon. He was holding a big ax. He said he saw the faces of the people he was guarding and it was very much full of fear, saddness and sorrow. He said that he felt this very strongly as well. He felt that he was going to kill them and that he was the cause of the sadness. But he also felt that he was being "forced" to do this and it wasn't what he wanted to do. He also came up with a name...Jacque Moreau.
After he told me this, I remembered a very vivid dream I had several years ago. It's the kind of dream that when you wake up, you feel the fear and emotions that you had as if you were really there. My dream was that I travelled back in time and entered into the body of a little boy. The little boy was of some sort of middle eastern ethnicity. I looked next to me and saw my fathers face. (not my Dad now, but in the dream I knew it was my Dad then). He had fear in his eyes. I then heard the gunshots coming and my job was to tell and have this little boy cover his eyes and roll up in a ball. I heard the gunshots getting closer until my Dad, then I felt myself get shot. I then woke up drenched in sweat at home. When I woke up I had a clear thought that this was a past life.
I had never thought about past lives before so it wasn't like I was trying to read into this. I pretty much kept this to myself so that my family wouldn't laugh at me.
Then my son had his dream. We talked to a friend who is very in tune with this type of thing. Here was her take on it.
My son may have been an executioner in a past life. I may have been one of his victims. He now has autism and I am in a roll of authority in his life, trying to help him get better. Could this be true? Is this a trick the universe is playing on us? What can I do to undo the pattern that may have been set up so long ago?
Thanks for reading.
T
My son is 12 yrs old and has autism. I must preface to say that over the past year he has been telling us that he is "seeing spirits", even talking with them sometimes. I don't encourage or discourage this in him. I just listen to what he says.
The other night he came in, shaking all over. He said that he had a dream or a vision (he wasn't sure because he felt he was at that place where you are dozing off but not fully asleep) where he was some type of a guard in a dungeon. He was holding a big ax. He said he saw the faces of the people he was guarding and it was very much full of fear, saddness and sorrow. He said that he felt this very strongly as well. He felt that he was going to kill them and that he was the cause of the sadness. But he also felt that he was being "forced" to do this and it wasn't what he wanted to do. He also came up with a name...Jacque Moreau.
After he told me this, I remembered a very vivid dream I had several years ago. It's the kind of dream that when you wake up, you feel the fear and emotions that you had as if you were really there. My dream was that I travelled back in time and entered into the body of a little boy. The little boy was of some sort of middle eastern ethnicity. I looked next to me and saw my fathers face. (not my Dad now, but in the dream I knew it was my Dad then). He had fear in his eyes. I then heard the gunshots coming and my job was to tell and have this little boy cover his eyes and roll up in a ball. I heard the gunshots getting closer until my Dad, then I felt myself get shot. I then woke up drenched in sweat at home. When I woke up I had a clear thought that this was a past life.
I had never thought about past lives before so it wasn't like I was trying to read into this. I pretty much kept this to myself so that my family wouldn't laugh at me.
Then my son had his dream. We talked to a friend who is very in tune with this type of thing. Here was her take on it.
My son may have been an executioner in a past life. I may have been one of his victims. He now has autism and I am in a roll of authority in his life, trying to help him get better. Could this be true? Is this a trick the universe is playing on us? What can I do to undo the pattern that may have been set up so long ago?
Thanks for reading.
T