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Darkness before birth

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Motsar

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Greetings to all

I'll share my own experience.
I have memories before I was born.

My first memory is of darkness, so dark that I could not see anything.
I felt no cold, no heat, no sensations.
I didn't have a body then, so I think I didn't have any sensations.
But there was consciousness. I did not understand who I was and what I was for.
And I did not ask myself such questions.
I just existed as a point in space.

Time was perceived differently than now. It was as if it was distorted. It seemed that I had been sitting there for thousands of years or more.
But then, as if with a snap of my fingers, I opened my eyes and appeared in the form of a 3-4-year-old child.
And at that moment I was shocked, I remember this moment very well. I did not understand what had happened to me and why I was here. But I realized who my parents were and who my family was

A very strange feeling)
So... I'm wondering what will happen after death. Maybe I will go back and wait for the next body. Or maybe I'll just disappear. It's quite interesting)

I would like someone with a similar experience to share it.
 
Hi Motsar,

Welcome to the forums!

I've had a similar experience, but not quite as detailed as yours. I don't remember a thousand years, I did not realize who my parents were or my family.

Just a memory of existing before birth. I used to think they were memories of existing in the womb. Definitely I was aware, but without knowledge of sensation like you. I think I was floating(I guess that's a sensation), mainly just having awareness of existing as a singular entity. If I think hard I feel like I remember observing *thoughts* -not that I could see them as tangible objects but that they kind of floated across in the darkness and it was like I was getting used to this concept.

It's been a while, and no one else to really talk to about it. Maybe I just didn't look hard enough. It was nice to read your experience.

I have had other strange instances with dreams of being cast out or plunged into darkness. I have memories of something like an abyss. Over the years, they start to feel connected.

I can't tell you what will happen after death... But I hope this experience shows you that you aren't alone. Thank you for sharing.

Kind regards
~CP
 
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Hi Motsar,
Welcome to the forum!

I don't have a similar experience of a pre-birth memory in the Void. I do think I've been there a few times otherwise. It is not a scary place, or maybe it is not a 'place' but rather a state of mind, or a state of consciousness. I don't know.
 
cloud potato said:
Hi Motsar,

Welcome to the forums!

I've had a similar experience, but not quite as detailed as yours. I don't remember a thousand years, I did not realize who my parents were or my family.

Just a memory of existing before birth. I used to think they were memories of existing in the womb. Definitely I was aware, but without knowledge of sensation like you. I think I was floating(I guess that's a sensation), mainly just having awareness of existing as a singular entity. If I think hard I feel like I remember observing *thoughts* -not that I could see them as tangible objects but that they kind of floated across in the darkness and it was like I was getting used to this concept.

It's been a while, and no one else to really talk to about it. Maybe I just didn't look hard enough. It was nice to read your experience.

I have had other strange instances with dreams of being cast out or plunged into darkness. I have memories of something like an abyss. Over the years, they start to feel connected.

I can't tell you what will happen after death... But I hope this experience shows you that you aren't alone. Thank you for sharing.

Kind regards
~CP
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I have no memory of every second of those years. It's just that the concept of time was different there.
Maybe it all happened in 1 second, but 1 second lasted for several hundred years.

Basically, I had almost no thoughts, I just had consciousness and realized that I was somewhere and there was something. Nothing more than that and pitch blackness.

After that, I never had anything like it. My dreams are quite ordinary, except for a few that happened a couple of years ago. But they were more like movies, where I was either in the lead role or in the role of a "camera" that changes angles.

But there was nothing else like this darkness

Thank you for your described experience
 
fireflydancing said:
Hi Motsar,
Welcome to the forum!

I don't have a similar experience of a pre-birth memory in the Void. I do think I've been there a few times otherwise. It is not a scary place, or maybe it is not a 'place' but rather a state of mind, or a state of consciousness. I don't know.
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I was definitely not scared)
It was quite calm, and sometimes I even want this calm, especially when I get tired of everything :)

Maybe you're right about the state of mind and consciousness. But my clear memories of those moments say something else
 
As far as state of mind, I often wonder why sometimes 'memories' (specifically one's that aren't this current incarnation) happen at the times they do. Where we can feel completely drawn in and associated in one moment, and completely moved on later in life. Sometimes I think they aren't actually memories but that I'm accessing something real, somewhere, shared with something else. An aliveness... Well I don't mean to steer the topic. Just a random thought this morning. I appreciate you opening up the mental pathways that would allow me to think about these things. =P
 
Hi Motsar,

Welcome to the forum. The most remarkable thing you have said (to me) doesn't seem to have attracted any feedback from others--or perhaps I missed it.

This is the fact that, as you have recounted it, it appears that this experience of a dark void was both pre- and post-birth, as it suddenly ended at 4 years old.

Perhaps I am misunderstanding you, but it almost sounds as if you were a "walk-in"--only entering your current body at 4 years old, but perhaps I am misinterpreting what you have said.

Cordially,
S&S
 
SeaAndSky said:
Hi Motsar,

Welcome to the forum. The most remarkable thing you have said (to me) doesn't seem to have attracted any feedback from others--or perhaps I missed it.

This is the fact that, as you have recounted it, it appears that this experience of a dark void was both pre- and post-birth, as it suddenly ended at 4 years old.

Perhaps I am misunderstanding you, but it almost sounds as if you were a "walk-in"--only entering your current body at 4 years old, but perhaps I am misinterpreting what you have said.

Cordially,
S&S
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This happened only once.
That is, before I received a body.
After that, I did not have a similar experience.
 
Hi Motsar,

Your language seems to indicate that the darkness period suddenly ended at 4 years old. Maybe you should clarify the following language:

Time was perceived differently than now. It was as if it was distorted. It seemed that I had been sitting there for thousands of years or more.
But then, as if with a snap of my fingers, I opened my eyes and appeared in the form of a 3-4-year-old child.

Cordially,
S&S
 
SeaAndSky said:
Hi Motsar,

Your language seems to indicate that the darkness period suddenly ended at 4 years old. Maybe you should clarify the following language:

Time was perceived differently than now. It was as if it was distorted. It seemed that I had been sitting there for thousands of years or more.
But then, as if with a snap of my fingers, I opened my eyes and appeared in the form of a 3-4-year-old child.

Cordially,
S&S
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I think this is due to some difficulties with the language barrier.
Because I have to translate the text into English.

But, everything is as I wrote it. When I was about 3-4 years old, I left the darkness and ended up here.
 
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