Had an experience while traveling to Europe a few years ago that I had lived in parts of England and Scotland many years ago. It's not so much a memory per say as it is a feeling as I am an empath in this life. Certain places while traveling there felt very familiar to me. Kind of like a Deja vu experience.
These feelings came up unexpectedly while in an open air market in London and a very strong emotional reaction to the Isles of Skye in Scotland. While there in Scotland I actually felt ill and sick to my stomach with this feeling of horrible loss and sadness. I actually started to cry which is not like me. I asked if we could leave. Even though the coast there was incredibly beautiful I just could not stay. After we got back to the hotel room later I calmed down.
A few years later had a psychic reading as a birthday present from a friend. The psychic told me that in London I was a street lad in the late 1800's. as my mother die giving child birth to my sister. Not having enough education I lived on the streets of London until I became older and learned a trade working in a saw mill outside of London. I was male in that life and died in my 40's from lung disease of emphysema.
The lifetime in Scotland I was female and spoke Gaelic. It was I believe around the 6th century. Was in a relationship with a man that went terribly wrong. The man that I loved was killed in battle and would never return home. We had problems in the relationship when he went into battle and the situation between us never did get resolved because he died. I was so upset with the whole thing that I committed suicide throwing myself off the cliffs of Skye. Leaving behind family and friends that loved. In this life I am male and was born an only child. My mother and grandmother raised me but have no other family ties. Which is no surprise there. Over the years I had to develop a network of friends that became my family of choice. As in life we get two family's. One of fate the other by choice. The one of fate is well obvious. It's the one we are born into. The one of choice are souls we chose to be with along the journey in this life and are usually a part of our soul group.
So now I know why I reacted like I did while in Europe. Every time I hear music sung in Gaelic I feel melancholy and sad. Love hearing Enya song water shows the hidden heart. Anyway has anyone else had such experiences?
Love this form and the site along with the people in it.
Peace, love and light...
P.
These feelings came up unexpectedly while in an open air market in London and a very strong emotional reaction to the Isles of Skye in Scotland. While there in Scotland I actually felt ill and sick to my stomach with this feeling of horrible loss and sadness. I actually started to cry which is not like me. I asked if we could leave. Even though the coast there was incredibly beautiful I just could not stay. After we got back to the hotel room later I calmed down.
A few years later had a psychic reading as a birthday present from a friend. The psychic told me that in London I was a street lad in the late 1800's. as my mother die giving child birth to my sister. Not having enough education I lived on the streets of London until I became older and learned a trade working in a saw mill outside of London. I was male in that life and died in my 40's from lung disease of emphysema.
The lifetime in Scotland I was female and spoke Gaelic. It was I believe around the 6th century. Was in a relationship with a man that went terribly wrong. The man that I loved was killed in battle and would never return home. We had problems in the relationship when he went into battle and the situation between us never did get resolved because he died. I was so upset with the whole thing that I committed suicide throwing myself off the cliffs of Skye. Leaving behind family and friends that loved. In this life I am male and was born an only child. My mother and grandmother raised me but have no other family ties. Which is no surprise there. Over the years I had to develop a network of friends that became my family of choice. As in life we get two family's. One of fate the other by choice. The one of fate is well obvious. It's the one we are born into. The one of choice are souls we chose to be with along the journey in this life and are usually a part of our soul group.
So now I know why I reacted like I did while in Europe. Every time I hear music sung in Gaelic I feel melancholy and sad. Love hearing Enya song water shows the hidden heart. Anyway has anyone else had such experiences?
Love this form and the site along with the people in it.
Peace, love and light...
P.