I do not have any idea how far back can actually be verified, but I have scattered memories and specific events dating back to what was said to be Atalntis...over ten thousand years prior to its apparent sinking into the Atlantic. Combine that with some strange impressions of lives in other forms and places. I was given a ballpark figure of lives on earth numbering in excess of 4,700...although I am finding that between 1900 and now I have had four lives, fourth being this one, so at that rate of living and dying there isn't necessarily a whole lot of life covered in those 4,700 lives! To give further perspective, I died in 1905 at 17 years, died in 1919 at 9 years, died in 1943 at 19 years, and was born in 1960 and live now (obviously)...so I have lived longer in this lifetime than I lived in the three previous lives combined. The last long life I am aware of went from the mid seventeen hundreds to the first quarter of the eighteen hundreds...seeing the revolution and initial efforts at forming a new country. A death as a 20 something in the civil war in coastal Georgia is the only clear mid-eighteen hundreds I've gotten so far, but the late eighteen hundreds hold some interesting vignettes of which I do not have a clear picture.
I do want to add that while this life for me has been fairly easy by all accounts, it is obvious that those of my recent past were certainly not, and frought with all aspects of pain and agony to me and my loved ones. I cannot think of this as a deterrent from reincarnation. I hear of the difficulty each of us face and how, when we deign to mention it, we state that since we have free will we're not going to do this again! I am not a special soul...I am not a glutton for punishment...I will go out of my way to avoid pain if at all possible, but if I am going through four lifetimes in one century there must be something positive going on that takes away the pain from being born, living and dying four times in the same century.
I have no fear about anything that is happening or going to happen, either here or the hereafter. Besides, there is nothing I can do about it anyway. I would simply request that those of you who read this and have an inclination to give it some thought will think about the big picture...what we do here is for here and now and has little to nothing to do with our greater existence. It is an expereince our souls cherish, but it is also one of many our soul is dealing with at this time. Placed in its proper perspective, our lifetime here takes on a much easier mein...live, love and enjoy! After all, what have you got to lose? Nothing, as everything you actually have stays with you!
All my love and light to everyone reading...