Hi Jaimie,
I wish you would put back what you just deleted. I signed in to do a "like" and it was gone--apparently erased while I was reading. Anyhow, I have no memories of this type, but see no reason to doubt yours. I have read accounts of people hanging around for awhile afterwards. I don't really think of that as much in the "ghost" category as just some normal or wistful lingering. Sometimes there are some attempts to get through with communications or help out.
It may just be me, but when I think of ghosts I think of something more pathological, a spirit with a seeming complete inability to move on from some lifetime or something that happened, etc. I think there are special guides that are assigned to cases like that to try and get them to let go and move forward with their existences. However, they seemingly are also capable of screening out such helpers.
Anyhow, nice post. I wish you would put back the rest of it.
Cordially,
S&S
Thank you SeaAndSky ! I thought it would be tiredsome to read until one would finally come to my question so that was why I removed it but I appreciate that you like it : )
It is interesting to read your thoughts on ghost and spirits and I think you're right.
Alright, here I go again...
I experienced being a spirit in a past life when I had died from drowning in the 1920's and painfully watching my boyfriend/fiance/husband ? go from being a "good boy" to a "bad boy", getting dead drunk, smoking opium, being unfriendly. I could see his father's frustration and grief. I think my love tried to turn things around and he had a new girlfriend/fiance ? but he was slipping still into his bad life style, alienating himself from his father and his new girl. Suddenly he was dying thanks to his destructive ways and could then see me. I felt so much love there between us, like an energy on it's own and I told him to hold on but he wanted to stay with me. I don't know if he returned to his body or not. I felt for his father because even if he had not approved of me, wanting his son to be with a girl from his own society instead, I knew his son's death would destroy him and I would not wish that pain upon anyone, if it was one thing we had in common it was the love for his son.
In another past life I experienced that I as a spirit wanted to alarm my ex ( we were co-parenting ) so that he would either phone home to me or come by and realize I was in much trouble, dying or being dead already but he did not at all seem to notice my presence as a spirit staring at him.. I also feared that one of our children would come home. What broke my heart was seeing my child cry. My mother loosing color in her face and nearly, or fainting, not being able to stand on her feet, I loved them so much. Another thing I experience was seeing the ex in a room with some other men and he was very angry and they were calm and why I don't know but I think it had to do with me. A third thing I remember is very dramatic, like a scene from a movie. It was the sight of the ex grabbing hold of my killer ( my boyfriend )'s throat, neck area and then I saw the gun that my ex had put against his throat. I think that was why the killer did not object, did not move.
When I read about her death I was always puzzled how my old nightmare from early childhood to other ways of me remembering what had happened was not at all close to what was thought was cause of death. I was right about a lot of other things and then reading something one has experienced is not the truth...
In quite recent time I have been able to find parts of a private investigation done by a man who her family and ex talked to a lot and wanted to find out what had really happened. The doors were shut to the investigator to get the police to listen to him, but I have read some things that I clearly remembered was fitting into what had happened, what led up to her death so at least I have that and know I did not just make it up.
Thanks again for reading this
/Jaimie