We all have vivid dreams sometimes, but this one struck a chord with me, and I’ve always wondered whether it’s a past life dream or not.
I lived in a rural area. If I had to guess, it was somewhere in the US, but there was no indication in the dream. We lived in a modest farmhouse. My mum had just given birth to a baby, but she was back doing the housework in no time. I remember watching her as she washed our clothes by hand, and she just looked so sad, as if she were resigned to this way of life. I resolved to never end up like her. In fact I wanted to leave this area as soon as I was old enough. I must have been 10 years old.
My older cousin lived with us and I also had a best friend. She was a blonde girl called Vicky.The funny thing is she reminds me of someone I know in this life. It’s someone I don’t particularly like very much but who I have to socialise with every now and then. Strangely enough I’ve always thought she looked like a ‘Vicky’ and often call her by that name by accident.
The most vivid part of my dream was when my father took me for a walk in our field. It was almost like a sandy desert, and stretched out as far as the eye can see. We truly lived in the middle of nowhere. He gave me a lecture on how I should ‘Accept my lot’ and that ‘This was my life’... I shouldn’t keep thinking there was a way out. This was my home, and I should just accept that I’ll probably end up having a similar life to my parents.
I don’t know how to further explore this... would self hypnosis work (if so can anyone recommend a good youtube clip) or was it just a dream? It just resonated with me so much at the time, and I’ve always remembered it. A few other things happened in the dream, but these were the main points.
I lived in a rural area. If I had to guess, it was somewhere in the US, but there was no indication in the dream. We lived in a modest farmhouse. My mum had just given birth to a baby, but she was back doing the housework in no time. I remember watching her as she washed our clothes by hand, and she just looked so sad, as if she were resigned to this way of life. I resolved to never end up like her. In fact I wanted to leave this area as soon as I was old enough. I must have been 10 years old.
My older cousin lived with us and I also had a best friend. She was a blonde girl called Vicky.The funny thing is she reminds me of someone I know in this life. It’s someone I don’t particularly like very much but who I have to socialise with every now and then. Strangely enough I’ve always thought she looked like a ‘Vicky’ and often call her by that name by accident.
The most vivid part of my dream was when my father took me for a walk in our field. It was almost like a sandy desert, and stretched out as far as the eye can see. We truly lived in the middle of nowhere. He gave me a lecture on how I should ‘Accept my lot’ and that ‘This was my life’... I shouldn’t keep thinking there was a way out. This was my home, and I should just accept that I’ll probably end up having a similar life to my parents.
I don’t know how to further explore this... would self hypnosis work (if so can anyone recommend a good youtube clip) or was it just a dream? It just resonated with me so much at the time, and I’ve always remembered it. A few other things happened in the dream, but these were the main points.