Galina
Active Member
In a week and a bit, I will be meeting someone I've never met before in this lifetime and I believe we must have been together somehow in a previous life. We met online and things feel like they've gone a hundred miles an hour in just a week.
On the first night we chatted alone away from other friends on the site, he said, "You have a beautiful face. Where do you live?" (just asking the country or wider area, not my town or address). When he asked the question, I immediately felt sad and tearful, as though he was looking for me after something bad happened to separate us. I have cried several times since over his eagerness to ask this question, for no apparent reason. My feeling is it's as though he really wanted to find me again because there had been a difficult parting before.
We also realised that he had been sent near me for work not long before that chat without even knowing I lived here. He drove through my town for a delivery just two days before we chatted alone, and the delivery was to a neighbouring town I go to virtually every weekend. We had not interacted in any way before meeting on that site, and I have never told anyone online the name of my town.
I know the cliches about meeting people online, but this feels different. We talk about our days and everything with no effort at all. I don't know how I will feel when I see him in person, but I am haunted by him just wanting to know if I might be anywhere nearby so he could at least meet me again. Thank you to anyone who reads this.
On the first night we chatted alone away from other friends on the site, he said, "You have a beautiful face. Where do you live?" (just asking the country or wider area, not my town or address). When he asked the question, I immediately felt sad and tearful, as though he was looking for me after something bad happened to separate us. I have cried several times since over his eagerness to ask this question, for no apparent reason. My feeling is it's as though he really wanted to find me again because there had been a difficult parting before.
We also realised that he had been sent near me for work not long before that chat without even knowing I lived here. He drove through my town for a delivery just two days before we chatted alone, and the delivery was to a neighbouring town I go to virtually every weekend. We had not interacted in any way before meeting on that site, and I have never told anyone online the name of my town.
I know the cliches about meeting people online, but this feels different. We talk about our days and everything with no effort at all. I don't know how I will feel when I see him in person, but I am haunted by him just wanting to know if I might be anywhere nearby so he could at least meet me again. Thank you to anyone who reads this.