I don't have a memory of such an event however it might explain why I am attracted to certain men in this life. I was told by a psychic that I had a lifetime back in England in the late 1800's. Which I do have some memory of in this life. In that lifetime I was male. I was a young street lad in the streets of London back then. My mother died giving child birth to my two younger sisters. We where both raised by my grandparents. When I was around my early teens I ran away from home and lived on the streets of London as life with the grandparents became unbearable for me to handle anymore. . I managed to get a job working at a local tavern on the seaport of London. While working there a older man with a grey bread who was the ships captain got drunk while closing down the tavern that night. My boss at the time told me to take him to his room upstairs so he could sleep it off. When I took him upstairs he tried having sex with me, which at the time I never knew such a thing even existed with men sleeping with men. Because he was much larger and stronger than I was he managed to rape me while up in his room. I was so traumatized by the whole thing I never mention it to no one after that. As I grew older I inherited some money from my grandparents when they die and I bought a old saw mill just outside of London. I was a loner in that lifetime and never married. I die in my early 40's with respiratory diseases from coal burning and working in the mill which was quite common during that time period.
The psychic told me that because my conscious mind could not handle the event of being raped in that life it was buried in my subconscious mind and held over until a later time period when I could work out the karma. So with that lifetime and a lifetime before that one being a member of the royal court to seek out those that where homosexual and out them there by having them beheaded by the church feeling I was doing gods work. I felt smug and above those that where sinners of the church doing this. What I did not realized at the time that I had broken the bond of unconditional love that connects all things to spirit and all life in the cosmos. So in order to balance this out I had to become the very thing I hated the most in order learn this lesson. So I decided on a soul level to work out this karma by being gay in this lifetime so that I may learn to love myself unconditionally and others as well. What is strange about all this is that I find men with facial hair attractive. Go figure!
That's the only PL I know of with rape in it. I'm sure there are others but I don't remember them.
Love and Peace P.
The psychic told me that because my conscious mind could not handle the event of being raped in that life it was buried in my subconscious mind and held over until a later time period when I could work out the karma. So with that lifetime and a lifetime before that one being a member of the royal court to seek out those that where homosexual and out them there by having them beheaded by the church feeling I was doing gods work. I felt smug and above those that where sinners of the church doing this. What I did not realized at the time that I had broken the bond of unconditional love that connects all things to spirit and all life in the cosmos. So in order to balance this out I had to become the very thing I hated the most in order learn this lesson. So I decided on a soul level to work out this karma by being gay in this lifetime so that I may learn to love myself unconditionally and others as well. What is strange about all this is that I find men with facial hair attractive. Go figure!
That's the only PL I know of with rape in it. I'm sure there are others but I don't remember them.
Love and Peace P.
so strange it happens almost every night now, I've checked the time, almost always around 3 am and she wakes me up calling for me. Maybe we are just programmed through some DNA-"stuff" to be more easily exposed to past life memories ? I've read somewhere this could happen. In this case I wish she had in that case inherit more DNA-"stuff" from her daddy...but I've also read babies "inherit" their mummy's brain, so no chance of that, ha ha.