Recieving information from a source

[Mere Dreamer]

The idea that meditation is all relaxation is false. It can also use a lot of energy (think of monks drying wet clothes on their bodies in the winter). So, yes. Getting run down happens. I'm glad your doctor was able to help.

In the future it might be a good idea to always have a healthy snack and plenty of liquid, just as you would when you're working out. Also, grounding yourself (especially while meditating) would be a good idea, too. Like, literally placing your bare feet on stone, grass, sand, or earth ... or touching plants. There are "grounding pads" that can be purchased for in-home use. I've never even seen one, but some people swear by them.

 

[John Tat]

Thanks Mere Dreamer helpful as always.... I don't know what to make of all of what is being communicated about travelling within the light.. Some of it I understand but I don't know why I do so is it real understanding or not? .. does that make any sense? Deborah is right about the light... I think she knows more about the light than she would ever let on... Something she said I'm not sure how she put it.... but it was very similar to being within the light which you have to be to travel within the light... The gods light is different... the light you travel in is in its own way physical... The light is not another dimension. Its a simple place where time does not exist.

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi John,

One of the interesting things about light is that--going back to what I remember from long ago--for light time = 0, at least theoretically. Generally speaking, the equations that seem to govern the universe state that as we move faster, and begin to approach the speed of light, time slows down (or "dilates"), so that subjective or experienced time would be equal to zero if we could ever reach that velocity. Most Sci Fi and far-out theories posit alternates to avoid the problems presented by relativistic equations, such as popping through hyperspace or warp drives, etc. However, it seems that something (or someone) traveling at the speed of light would not experience time at all, no matter how long the trip took. It would seem as if it was instantaneous.

There is something there that I cannot quite put my finger on. Perhaps something about experiencing everything and every point in space as simultaneously and immediately accessible, since time would no longer exist subjectively from that standpoint (as "light") to distinguish and separate places/distances. This could be seen as creating a sort of omnipresence. However, I'm just trying to "intuit" something. In the back of my mind, I'm also thinking about some things I have heard about the concept of a "light body"--the higher vehicle/body of the "soul" or perhaps the "gods". And, perhaps, somehow connected to what they represent and can do.

As and with a "light body" do we become like light? Could we take it a step further, and even be capable of merging into the sea of light and popping out instantaneously elsewhere? All of this is farther beyond me than it is you. However, I do note that one can google "the light body" and come up with a lot of hits. Maybe there is something there.

I hope things are settling down a bit, and that you've got your health back under control. Best wishes!

Cordially,
S&S

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi John,

I started looking at some of the websites on light body and came across the idea of "Mer-Ka-Ba" or merkaba, which is alleged to be an Egyptian teaching or word meaning Light-Spirit-Body. (There is also a school of Jewish mysticism--Merkabah--but I have no idea whether there is any relationship). Anyhow, this website may be balderdash, but it seems to be saying some of the same things you are saying (with some additional twists):

http://www.spiritofmaat.com/archive/sep2/merkaba.htm

The next (http://in5d.com/12-stages-of-light-body-ascension/) talks about many different levels of light body (merkaba) activation, with the tenth seeming to include teleportation and instantaneous movement between different points:

"10. Tenth level – you are one with Source consciousness and know all is possible. DNA is no longer 2 strand but 12 strand; teleportation, manifestation etc. are instantaneous.

The Merkabah (another name for our Light body) has been built and allows you to pass through space, time and dimensions complete in your totality.

It has its own consciousness to be directed by you."

This may be a bit like exploring the Kundalini stuff, but it seems to be closer to what you are experiencing and talking about (so, hopefully more relevant). The last site also has a lot of stuff about physical and psychological symptoms, so that may also be of interest.

Cordially,
S&S

 

[John Tat]

Hi S&S Thanks once again for your effort.. I'm attaching these photos which I was never going to do but because of what you have passed on have.. I will do my best to understand what you have passed on..These to me are very special photos and I feel connected to them with the whole light thing including travelling within the light

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi John,

Thanks! These are gorgeous! I don't have any idea how you got the last one. The cloud/light effects are spectacular and a bit mystical looking. However, all of them seem to express something . . . I think that in the first four there seems to be a light trail leading to/from the Sun as source of light. It is almost as if a door/portal has been opened and light is pouring out . . . beckoning and leading back to the source. The last one is more elusive. It may be a rainbow door with light flowing out, but it could also be a rainbow-like entity radiating light. All of them seem to speak of light (and especially the Sun) as an almost beckoning and inviting (even though awesome) presence.

I guess this leads naturally to something else that has been on my mind--the idea that somehow all stars are "connected"--portals through space-time. I remember years ago reading about Black Holes--where everything goes in, but doesn't get out again. There was another idea at the time I heard. It was about the mysterious extremely distant/remote and brilliant light sources in space called Quasars. Some were theorizing that these were "White holes" somehow connected to Black Holes, where the massive mass-energy intake of the Black Holes was being expelled. Different explanations for Quasars are more popular at the moment, but it did remind me of the fact that massive objects are supposed to warp the space-time continuum to such an extent that they may create "wormholes" that come out elsewhere--especially in the case of Black Holes.

Anyhow, this is all a long way around to the idea that somehow, from the standpoint of intuition, I am wondering if all stars are also--somehow connected. I don't see this as a connection that can usually be exploited from the standpoint of normal physical matter, but possibly via the astral body, light body or in some other more esoteric way. Just an intuition. Perhaps the way the "sun gods" and others may come and go. In the light and through the light.

Cordially,
S&S

 

[Mere Dreamer]

Ah. Those are beautiful! I can see why they resonate with you. I have a habit of taking photos into the sun rather frequently because I love what light does in them. I'd suggest looking up "sun dog photographs" specifically for more of the final type of image. My brother flies, and he's told me about several light/sun phenomena (some of which) are less easily seen from the ground. This is one of them.

I'm still mulling over what you've said, John. I haven't quite wrapped my mind around what it is that resonates with me (other than a general affection for the light in my own experiences and meditations).

I don't know if I've mentioned it, but I tend to follow a "golden thread" of light when I check in on people I care about. I've actually "been where they are" and witnessed situations I couldn't possibly know about, including an accident one of them went through. I knew about it before they told anyone in our circles, and then it was confirmed as a real event. (It's a very narrow focus for me, restricted to their immediate presence and maybe a few location markers or samples of the people they interact with in the moment. I can't say I understand how it works yet.) So there is my own experience when it comes to the ability to use the light to be in another place, though obviously I'm not taking my body along when I do it.

 

[John Tat]

S&S and Mere Dreamer Thanks for your responses...I did not take the photos .. As I have reported I was not doing well with the communications and need help with everything... I don't know if I was guided or I just thought of it myself ... to google and look at images of the sun... I found hundreds of them and over a couple of days it was like therapy I just looked and looked at them.. Then I began to feel real connections to a few of them and copied them onto my computer for my own use. As I said I had no intentions of sharing them.. These images went straight to BB my spiritual self and we connected as we needed to do over this light thing.. it was a real breakthrough
S&S said of the photos "it looks almost as if a door/portal has been opened and light is pouring out.. beckoning and leading back to the source" I find that interesting because many times I have tried to put into words.. but failed... to explain what going to the light really means... there it is for all to see.. I also believe they show the basics of how travelling within the light happens.
It is important to understand that both BB my spiritual self and source are both Ancient Egyptian.. this knowledge comes from Ancient Egypt not some alien source.
S&S talked about the lights of the stars joining... in his own way he nailed it...One of the most important aspects of travelling within the light communicated to me is very similar.. There are interlocking networks of lights throughout the universe that become obvious when you are within the light, which we will travel within.. When things settle down I will talk more about them and there source.. time does not exist within the light... The combination of both blows my mind
Mere Dreamer talked about golden threads of light that connect her to others... I have never experienced that, but I do have some understanding of the gods light, which that is This ability of Mere Dreamer cannot be taught or learned you can either do it or you can't.. These are the abilities those of science cannot get there minds around and usually call them something that makes sense to them, which only makes them look awkward and who they really are... people of science

Regards

 

[Blueheart]

Since it's St. Patrick's day and nearly the Equinox, I'm just 'gonna leave this here . . .

This is when the inside of Cairn T is lit by the rays of light from the morning sun. The sunlight strikes the back wall illuminating the symbols and carvings which are 5000 years old.

 

[Blueheart]

 

[John Tat]

Blueheart What is the above image with the light coming through an opening in the roof.. Did you read what I said about light coming through an opening in my post on the inner light thread
While I was on the thread I read a post from Deborah... she said " A spirit told me.. everything is done in reflection.. Inner light is a reflection of the light beings- sun gods- Omnipresence
The same as has happened many times that is a version of what has been passed onto me... There is so much about the light that has been communicated to me I will never pass on,, unless there are situations such as this... I do not want to come across as having lost the plot... Without what Deborah had posted about reflection that is how it would appear to be about what was communicated to me about reflection.. This is also the case when S&S talked about the lights of the stars connecting;; I could then talk about the interlocking networks of lights
They communicated to me that under certain circumstances when you are within the light something happens I have no idea how...You see a reflection in the light of where you want to go... Then you only have to make a minor adjustment of the light and you can then step into the refraction and you will arrive instantly at the destination you wanted to go that was reflected in the light.. This is different to travelling within the light.. After my success with the images of the sun I went looking for images of reflection... I could have posted many that would give the same result, which the first is....But the second with the boy looking at a reflection of himself in the water felt and feels special to me...Its as though you can be in two places at once... because you are looking at a reflection of yourself which is part of where you want to go which is very different to just looking at a place where you want to go and you are not already there. like the first photo.. or when you go to the reflection its instantaneous , so you are actually in two places at once or is there only one place and not two? I don't really know except the image of the boy looking at himself in the water means something.. For reasons I do not understand its different to looking at yourself in a mirror.. there is much more to it than that.
I think the reflection thing Deborah talks about and the reflection thing both BB my spiritual self and my source talk about are the same thing.. Reflection is important especially if you can instantly travel by stepping into the reflection... As Deborah said.... a spirit told her everything is done in reflection. There must be light for there to be reflection... everything comes back to the light

 

[MAATKE-RE]

I believe what Debora said...lately I am more sure of it. It's as we are living in another place too. Something amazing happened to me on March 4, 2017. I must start from the beginning...I always knew that I was HATSHEPSUT, PHARAOH of EGYPT and because a terrible betrayal SEN-MUT die...for several years I tried to avenge his death at not avails. The RAT of THUTMOSES III will not die. When I was kill, I came into the presence of the most HIGH, GOD. I beg and beg him to let me come back to find SEN-MUT and tell him the truth. it was as if I already knew that I can do that. I found him in 1982...I was so happy that I found him, but how do I tell him who he was, without him thinking that I was crazy. Finally after several month(8), of trying, He invite me to dinner...I was so tempted to tell him right in that moment, but I held back as previews times...after he took me home, I called him, and thank him for a lovely evening, really was very lovely. But the purpose of my call was to tell him, I know that if I don't tell him now, I will never do it. He was a proper gentlemen, and he was 34, and I was 32. during the conversation, I said "I know you before...from a past life." he became silence..."What do you mean." he ask. And I told him...He wanted to know more, I talk to him for 5 hours, I wanted to tell him everything, 5 hours is not enough to tell a life time story( it had taken me 3 years to write my life story)...I wanted so bad for him to believe me. at the end of the conversation, almost 6:00 a.m., he said that he wants to hear more, and that he will call me...But there was a force that keep us apart, every time we wanted to see each other, now I know, that it was not the time for it or for us... There were so much mental connection and feelings that we were attach with each other. He leaved thousands of miles from me, and I was in MIAMI. Many things happened in between and we fade away...but I thought I had to let him live his life. But I continued that I couldn't fall in love, with some one else, I was in love only with him. twenty three years has pass, and he found me...I could not believe it, He said that he tried writing and his letter were return, calling but no one answered. Now I know that it's the time to tell him all...I started again telling him about our life together in Egypt, and how much we love each other... But he was reluctant, I wanted so much for him to believe me...and I started to write a book of our life together in Egypt... (It will be edited in May by a prof. of English of the UGA) "HATSHEPSUT THE WOMEN WHO WAS PHARAOH" is the title of the book. (its copyright already.) finally after 3 years, he believe me! I need it so much his forgiveness, and he finally did. On March 4, 2017... writing the finals chapters of my book...two persons walk in to my bedroom at my left, as I was writing in my computer, I turn around and for my surprise it was HATSHEPSUT and SEN-MUT smiling at me, they were holding hands and they look so happy with each other...I was standing in front of myself, we were a mirror of each other. we were identical, and SEN-MUT was identical at DOUGLAS. She said "I want to thank you for telling SEN-MUT the truth, that I was innocent and we were betrayed...then SEN-MUT was in owe with me, and was looking at me with love in his eyes...I could see so much happiness on him...the he said, That he wanted to thank me, for telling DOUGLAS that I did not order his death. And for making us to be together again. 3,500 years has past and finally we are together again. Then they turn around holding hands and walk away in to a vast infinite. I sat in my chair wandering WHAT WAS THESE? WHAT JUST HAS HAPPENED? I had tears in my eyes, finally they (WE) are together. Well it's been 2 week today since that day... after that day, I could not continued writing on my book...EVERYTHING IS ACOMPLISH! SEN-MUT finally knows the truth, that I was innocent! an immense peace invade my inside...and I am deeply move.

 

[Blueheart]

Hi John,
Yes, of course I read the other thread. I did not want to detract from your spiritual experience in any way. I also did not want it to derail into more talk about how stupid archeologist are. That has been rehashed in full. But, since you were looking at pictures ... Thought BB might like that one. It is from the temple in Karnak.

The god, in this case Amun-Ra, would have been underneath the sunbeam, covered in electrum, which is a silver-gold alloy. The god would have reflected the light, physically reflected the light, back to the high priest who was awakening him. If the priest was blessed, he might have "heard the word of the god." Interpret that however you like.

But, yes, the ancient Egyptians understood how these physical props help to put a person into the right frame of mind, or spiritual / meditative state, to reach ... whatever you want to call it. Other states, other realms. The temples were designed to do just that. As above, so below.

 

[Blueheart]

when the mothers of the gods were laid to rest they were laid with their faces facing to the east from where they came.. As soon as they arrive back as infants they must be taken and held once again facing the east... they will be filled with the light and power of our gods

Going back a bit, there are predynastic burials that face east.

When this happens, are you going to be there? Are you holding her up? Are you the infant? Why are you allowed to know this, did they say? In my experience, they do not just tell you fun facts about your own potential future. That stuff is kept really hush-hush. If you know, there is a reason you know it now.

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi Blueheart,

Your last post asks the type of questions that I have been holding back from. However, based on what you say next in your post, perhaps it is time to ask such questions, though it may be John that needs to do the asking.

Based on your observation, it seems to me that John may be called upon to do something even sooner than he thinks, i.e., during this lifetime. If not doing something personally, it may be his duty to prepare someone else to do whatever needs to be done in the period after he has passed. As you note, there does not seem to be reason to give out such information except to prepare John for something during this lifetime.

Cordially,
S&S

 

[John Tat]

Hi Myna I will answer your questions as best I can.. The problem with yours and many others who ask questions about what is happening to me are based on yours and others perceptions of what is going on with me... As a result most of your questions are not relevant to what is going on with me.. None the less I will do my best to answer your question as best I can
I had to google the word phenomena.. I have heard the word many times but did not know exactly what it meant Even after reading three separate definitions I'm still not 100% sure what it means...but I don't think it applies to what is going on with me
In the overall picture of what is going on I very rarely see anything.. The majority of it are communications between BB.. my spiritual self and source These communications take many forms including words, feelings, asking questions , and yes at times visual communications.. The only visual communications that make sense to me are those memories of my spiritual self that were recorded in real time while he was occupying physical entities.. As I said I'm rarely shown these. Its important to understand all memories are recorded in real time... When I have been shown them I'm there living the moment the memories were recorded Many communications send me on searchs both spiritual and physical to try and discover what is going on . I have said this before... but nothing is given to me I must work hard to make sense of most things..its a real battle most of the time. I do have emotions of anger, frustration and wondering why now..... There is nothing exciting about what is happening to me believe me. There are things that must be done thats what is going on with me nothing more.. Except for one incarnation I have no idea who my spititual entity was occuping for countless incarnations
To begin with my only emotion was disbelief.. It took plenty of convincing for me to accept what was going on.. To begin with they passed on simple things I had never heard of before which I could quickly verify were right.. My confidence grew as what the passed on became more and more difficult and complicated.. There is no point talking about visions because I have none of relevance to your questions
I have become so proficient at meditating and contacting first my spiritual self and through him my source I now just lie down close my eyes all I see is darkness and make it happen.
Again there is no point talking about images... I have to find those for myself.. I believe I have given a reasonable explanation of how the communications work
Recently I did become run down and did not feel well.. There was a time I did have out of body experiences.. Well I thought they were... now I'm not sure if they were real or not..Now I have none.. not from the lack of trying believe me. Meditations can last anything from minutes to hours.. I always look at the clock beside the bed before I start just to see how long I was meditating for, because I loose track of time They last at least half an hour... Last Wednesday night is a good example of how time is lost.. I started around 10.30 pm when I finished I looked at the clock at it was showing 3.42 am . It felt no longer than 15 minutes or so to me Do the questions come from my mind?.. That's a good question because I'm not sure any more My whole being asks questions and receives information back which are controlled by my consciousness.. I have said this before I'm sure the spiritual us and the physical us share the same consciousness that is were you must ultimately mediate. That is were you become one with your spiritual self.. So I'm not sure how to answer that question because in the end some answers do end up in my brain but I'm not really sure how they get there
I hope this gives you some answers

Regards

 

[John Tat]

HI Myna I've done my best to explain.. As I said your questions are from your perspective and have little relevance to what is going on with me. I have no emotions while mediating that is a physical thing... If you experience physical emotion while mediating then you are not meditating in a proper manner. All of your emotions should come after you finish BB is my spiritual self and physical entities are you and me and everyone else There is no such thing as images popping in and out of your physical brain while you are meditating that's a fantasy, your imagination if that happens to you . Real mediation is not images popping in and out of your physical brain.. Proper, real and meaningful mediation is on a level you have obviously not experienced yet. I do not have the brain of a monkey that I can assure you.. I have plenty going on right now ... Everything I have posted is the best I can do for you.. Thanks for your interest... I hope I have helped you

Regards

 

[John Tat]

Hi Blueheart Your question is right and should be asked.. To begin with its interesting what you described happened is almost the same as BB experienced that I post on the other thread
There was a time in Ancient Egypt when some understood about the physical mothers of the gods and that they came from the East and South. They understood there significance Its very likely they were buried with there faces facing the East as a mark of respect to them.. or in death looking for there return understanding that one day they will return
That is a guess of course, but from what has been communicated to me there was I suppose you could call it a sect who prayed to the physical mothers of the gods very early on in Ancient Egyptian history.
Getting to your question... Yes BB will be there along with other warriors of the gods and they will hold the reincarnated physical mothers of the gods to the East so they can be filled with the light and power of our gods.. It has to be remembered this will BB not John Tat... Something I have not wanted to talk about but I think I should its important.... For all of this to work the next physical entity BB occupies must have memories of John Tat that is why they are educating him . In other words I think the ceremony I have been educated about. and I have talked about before.. that I John Tat must perform at the moment of my death insures these memories will be transferred to the next physical entity... I have been told my part in the dying process is critical for next time... This should answer all of yours and S&S questions about the role John Tat is playing in all of this...I have asked them will I be the physical John Tat in another form... They said you will be a transformed physical entity, whatever that means


Regards

 

[Blueheart]

For all of this to work the next physical entity BB occupies must have memories of John Tat that is why they are educating him .

Yes! Ok. Perhaps I might have a better picture now. I might be wrong, but here goes. I am guessing that your previous John Tats - the most recent ones - have resisted, disbelieved, and broken this process. They kept their memories in a vice grip. It became a habit. You were lost to them. BB does not understand the more recent John Tat's contributions very well. You two ... sometimes rub each other the wrong way. Now BB and your source are re-training you or prepping you by going way back ... to the previous John Tats where you have had the most success as a physical person, but also those ancient Egyptian incarnations had great success in transferring and integrating their memories at the end of life. This is a good thing!

In other words I think the ceremony I have been educated about. and I have talked about before.. that I John Tat must perform at the moment of my death insures these memories will be transferred to the next physical entity... I have been told my part in the dying process is critical for next time...

And, this is the part that worries you the most? I feel like I should say this again. Listen and learn as you can now, sure. But, when the time comes, I think you will find you already know what to do. It won't be as hard as you are fearing. You have done it before many times. When it happens, understanding the steps will be easier, especially as you have learned how to listen to BB as John Tat already. You have got this.

I have asked them will I be the physical John Tat in another form... They said you will be a transformed physical entity, whatever that means

I think that means you will be a new John Tat, with upgrades. Let's see what S&S thinks.

 

[John Tat]

Hi Blueheart
I have just read your reply...Once again its great... Something I want to ask that immediately sprung into my mind... Are you saying with all of my incarnations into Ancient Egypt there was the knowledge in Ancient Egypt that allowed us to control they dying process which means I had that ability and through those abilities always returned as John Tat.. If that is what you are saying then having no knowledge of who me BB my spiritual self occupied for countless incarnations into Ancient Egypt would make sense... I was always John Tat the physical entity.,.... and that has been lost for many incarnations.. and now BB and my source are guiding me back to those abilities ... is that what you are saying?... If this is right then the current John Tat as he emerges could never have previous life memories about himself..If this is what is happening when would the John Tat of Ancient Egypt re emerge?... It makes some sense with the impeding return of the mothers of the gods.. Or would the John Tat of Ancient Egypt never return? All I know is... its extremely important to both BB and my source that the next physical entity is in tune with what is going on

Regards

 

[MAATKE-RE]

Hi, Tat, I know that your soul comes back, but with a new body and name...I can tell you that, because my own personal experiance.

Regards.

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi John/Blueheart,

I actually have a whole lot of thoughts on this matter. I've been trying to find a way to put them together in a coherent manner over the last few days, but also much distracted by a very busy work schedule. Anyhow, I am working on it!

In the meantime, there is something I hope John can clarify. As BB he was apparently living mirror lives with full memory of who he was and continuity from life-to-life, with this being the byproduct of techniques he knew how to apply at the point of death. So, the obvious question to me is--what happened? Why is he not still BB? Why did he not continue to apply these techniques after he turned away from what he considered to be the corrupted worship of the gods? Did he wish to abandon who he had been and did not continue the techniques? Did the techniques require the cooperative action of others that he left behind in Egypt? Did he die by accident or in some other way that did not allow him to continue as BB? It may be a strange question, but it does make me wonder.

Cordially,
S&S

 

[John Tat]

S&S Where you have got things a little mixed is... If you remember what I said... what I said was I ran away from the commitment I made to the gods... Not the gods, the committment I ran away and tried to separate John Tat from the commitment BB made to the gods.. Now I understand what needs to be done and I now accept what needs to be done.. No matter how godly the gods are they still require the warriors of the gods.. physical entities occupied by there spiritual selves who had many incarnations into Ancient Egypt to carry out what needs to be done in the physical... As I have said before there is nothing benevolent about BB and my source or the gods when it comes to what needs to be done.. That's what John Tat ran away from not the gods.. To be honest I'm looking forward to returning to who I am from next time on... being one with BB and being armed with the power of the light

Regards

 

[John Tat]

There is so much going on with the light.. I said I would talk some more about the interlocking networks of lights that we will travel within and are obvious when we are within the light.. The words I use I know are not the right words but they do convey as best I can about this... There are grids of lights that bring together many lights from different sources and they create one light of enormous power... and from these single lights of enormous power the interlocking networks of lights are created.. Grids and interlocking networks of lights are not the right words... I have no idea what they would be
They talk a lot about redirecting the light.. To me redirecting the light is when we have a mirror and we can redirect the light to a location we select.. I think that's important but I have no idea how relevant to travelling within the light it would be. I don't know how relevant to reflection controlling the direction of the light would be either
They talk about plenty of things including how important pulsing light is.. this and many other things I have no understanding about at all
They talk about the light that is common to other dimensions and how in time we we will learn that moving in and out of the light that is common to other dimension is the only way we can do it.
They insist you must always return to your own dimension... I have no idea why
They say travelling within the light is not a propulsion system... looking and searching for propulsion systems that will allow us to travel at the speed of light and even faster is an intellectual fantasy.. it car't be done... its a dimensional thing
They talk about .. How the physical body is not capable of long distance travel... Trying to find solutions around who we physically is a waste of time.. We are prisoners of our physically.. It feels to me this search we are doing to overcome what we are physically so we can travel long distances is one of the biggest indications of how ignorant we are of what can and cannot be achieved.. In time we will understand that travelling within the light is the only way our physicality will cope with long distance travel.
There is plenty more which I will come to in time.

 

[Mere Dreamer]

There are grids of lights that bring together many lights from different sources and they create one light of enormous power... and from these single lights of enormous power the interlocking networks of lights are created.. Grids and interlocking networks of lights are not the right words... I have no idea what they would be

Maybe there isn't just one right word, at least not in human languages. I call it the web of connection, because it's a weaving of strands, many of which connect at my heart on a spiritual level.

In my experience, each strand is a relationship (a connection) that can be inspiring or a burden depending on whether it gets tangled with expectation, over-identification, and entitlement. Some links get so weighted down that they damage the whole weaving including connections with others (until the weight is cut away/released). The burden of expectation muffles the light at the core of the connection and turns potentially positive links into destruction. It's a combination of owning my own space/light and respecting others' space/light that allows complete presence with those who accept it. And the mutuality is important (actually vital) in this, too.

I experience "travel" in a theoretical/spiritual sense when I check in on people, but recently realized that each of the relationships most firmly connected to me is always at hand within (and without effort). I don't have to "reach" for them because they're already "here"at all times. All I have to do is turn my attention to them, and I am there ... or they are here. It's not a space thing. I just need to naturally accept the quality of the light connecting me to them. (Honestly, it's overwhelming and I get nervous because it's too real so I don't try this much. I can't do it with just anyone, either, but the ones who seem accessible aren't always people I know.)

In retrospect, my previous effort in this area looks like when someone goofs off and dramatically "reaches" straining to grasp something that is already practically in their hand, pulling back away from it to make the "reach" look more necessary. The effort is just there for show and there is no need to strain to actually have what I was reaching for. It's not "travel" ... just being there/here together now. I'm working out how to test this and really learn what it is and isn't without inadvertently disrespecting others somehow.

Anyway, that's the framework from which I'm viewing your theories and experiences of light these days. It makes sense if my experience is a microcosm of the possibility within the vast network of light.

Conscious awareness makes a difference, because it's not so much something that is hard to reach as it is a pattern that can only be recognized for what it is if you both know it's there and also respect its worth. In retrospect the web of connection was just something I failed to notice as a useful skill or tool. I didn't have a context that could adapt to its presence, so I ignored the signs that it existed including the information, strength, and assistance that was always available to me. The light only became available to my sight in this way once I recognized that manipulation, expectation, and disrespect weren't there to contain/transport light, but rather weights/obstacles that concealed light.

Gradually a worldview (beliefs, ideas, experiences, etc) with the capacity to recognize the light developed ... like an "app" for this current avatar to develop a stable mental-spiritual uplink within the web of connection. So now there is enough awareness of the patterns and information of light to experiment and learn how to function within it. I hope this includes the ability to increase bandwidth and further adapt my life based on the structure of those patterns.

Of course, in reality this plays out in real life as the way I treat people and the actions I choose to take. Each physical connection reflects the intangible even when I'm not thinking about that dimension of each interaction. Every once in a while I stop and just let myself realize that everyone is interacting on those wavelengths, too, whether they're aware of it or not, and the world spreads out as a tightly woven, fascinating, bright network of relationships ... all affecting each other, the planet, and more. I don't think I could both hold that focused awareness and function in the tangible world at the same time, but it does help me reset when I need it. When I do, I realize that my part of this network (life) matters, because what I transmit/reflect becomes a greater part of the whole.

Edit: I just realized that this link applies to objects and time/change, too. Like the ability to see and grasp what is needed now without hanging onto the weight of what is not needed. I'll leave that there ... it's just a fragment of realization. Like the act of investing attention directs the possibilities by allowing me to notice what is available. So I have to be careful where I invest my attention because I will find/see opportunities and options in alignment with that angle of perception.

 

[Blueheart]

Are you saying with all of my incarnations into Ancient Egypt there was the knowledge in Ancient Egypt that allowed us to control the dying process

Absolutely, there was. They wrote whole books on the subject. In dynasties following "yours," they would bury some of the dead with 'cheat sheets' from these texts to help them on their way. (By then, though, the whole process might have become rather muddled. I doubt BB would approve of you attempting to read them now.)

which means I had that ability and through those abilities always returned as John Tat..

Actually, you always returned as a sort-of physical BB, in those days - ancient Egypt. Speaking just of ancient Egypt here. The channel between the two of you was strong. Clear. Like when you would tune in an old radio by turning the dial just a twitch, and then you could hear. Back then, as S&S reminded us, you had a string of mirror lives, where you were very much the same and very in tune with BB.

After these ancient lives, you had a physical life where something happened. You sabotaged the dying process, perhaps. You metaphorically threw the radio dial all the way to the other side so that all that was there, was static. As a result, you had a string of physical lives as every Tom, Dick, and Harry (as they say.) And then, John Tat.

If that is what you are saying then having no knowledge of who me BB my spiritual self occupied for countless incarnations into Ancient Egypt would make sense... I was always John Tat the physical entity.,.... and that has been lost for many incarnations.. and now BB and my source are guiding me back to those abilities ... is that what you are saying?...

Yup. Pretty much.

If this is right then the current John Tat as he emerges could never have previous life memories about himself..

You are forgetting one thing, though. The current John Tat is a bit of a whiz kid when it comes to meditation. He is turning the dial again, and getting BB's voice in pretty clear, even if he does not understand much of what BB says. He still has flashes of making a stela, of praying at a sort of obelisk. Maybe John Tat can turn the dial in another direction someday and hear what Tom, Dick, and Harry hid in the static. Never say never.

If this is what is happening when would the John Tat of Ancient Egypt re emerge?... It makes some sense with the impeding return of the mothers of the gods.. Or would the John Tat of Ancient Egypt never return? All I know is... its extremely important to both BB and my source that the next physical entity is in tune with what is going on.

Again, this is just my guess. A working theory. But, I suspect it will happen when a future John Tat is toddling around and sees his first sunrise or sees an ancient obelisk appear on tv. I hope his mother, when that happens, lets him tell her all about ancient Egypt. And lets him act out in play whatever it is he is supposed to do, so he and BB can move beyond this stumbling block and get on with things.

 

[Blueheart]

Still digesting Mere Dreamer's post. Lots to think about . . .

 

[John Tat]

Thanks once again Blueheart...I will read what you said over and over again so I can make complete sense of what you said... One thing again I thought I would never pass on but I will because of what you have just said and I think it verifies what what you said is right.. You talked about hoping my next physical mother will allow the connections between BB and John Tat to happen, you also talked about the old radios we tuned in and out with a dial... That is a great analogy of how John Tat and BB communicate.. With the mother thing and this is what I did not want to share... Both BB and my source has passed on.. BB is putting in triggers that will begin to kick in very early on with the new John Tat In other words the old radio being tuned in will start with BB next time.. They have given clear instructions on how and what the young John Tat must do to understand what happened and what they mean and what he must do after they kick in.. They have also said my next physical mother has already been chosen... so she will probably understand plenty about what is going on..I know this is not just happening to me .. there are "the others" as well.. wherever they are in the physical in there current incarnations or in between...

Regards

 

[John Tat]

Hi Mere Dreamer Like Blueheart I'm working on what you said

Regards

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi John,

I finally have a spare moment to revisit some of the issues being discussed in recent posts. I say some, because there is a lot to be said about "the light" and "space travel" and multiple dimensions, etc. that I don't have time to go into. At this point, I doubt I will even be able to touch on the subject of this post--John Tat & BB--in anything but the briefest manner.

So, to start. I have often found that the old adage "As above, so below" works in many marvelous ways. What the ancients meant by saying this is broader than it may at first seem. Ultimately, it means that the microcosm reflects the macrocosm, but in application it generally means that patterns that can be seen in a microcosm can often be expanded to understand the macrocosm and vice versa.

So, how to understand the entity that is now known as John Tat, but was once known as BB? There is no death for us (as far as I can tell at this point) as immortal spirits (the "macrocosm"), but otherwise there are many analogies to the human lifespan and the growth (or lack of growth) that we undergo as individuals during our human lives (the "microcosm"). In this respect, your case strongly resembles a fairly typical one involving blocked memory, but in others it is completely the reverse. In any case, I'm going to analyze it by analogizing your extended existence as a spiritual entity experiencing many physical lifetimes to a segment of time in a single lifetime where an earlier portion of the lifetime has been lost to memory.

In terms of a single lifetime, blocked memories of traumatic early childhood incidents or other things often appear as a discontinuity--certain things are blocked off and unavailable to a continuing consciousness thereafter. In your case, there are differences. You apparently had the continuing consciousness before as BB in serial lifetimes, but you gave up being BB and moved into a period of discontinuity and disruption in order to escape the vows made as BB and the duties they entailed. Hence, you now have lived a long series of lives where your memory and sense of who you are is not continuous. This is almost the reverse of the case I am discussing where there are lost memories in a single lifetime--you had continuity of memory over the course of many lifetimes as BB and now have memories of only the current lifetime with all of the others lost except for smatterings of memory from WWII and as BB. However, you are about to do something that is somewhat analogous to what happens in a single lifetime when people recover lost memories from an earlier part of their lives: they have to assimilate those memories to become a single person with a continuity of memory encompassing both the forgotten past and everything since.

However, there is a rub here. All of those lifetimes since BB have changed you a great deal. And, despite the loss of abilities and the ancient wisdom you had access to then, I think they have changed you for the better. You show this by the fact that BB and your source grate on you. You react quite openly and honestly to their arrogance and lack of compassion, benevolence, etc. This shows that you have something more of kindness and compassion that they did not and do not possess. To some degree, this is analogous to the usual accessing lost memories scenario in a current lifetime. Often, under hypnotic regression the personality accessed is that of an immature child, who was the one that suffered the trauma. The more adult and mature personality has a chance to access and assimilate those childhood memories and put himself/herself back together without the discontinuity and the problems it caused. Frankly, despite BBs greater knowledge, powers and divine contacts, I think that John Tat is the manifestation or reflection of a more mature and "better" spiritual being. So, it should be you "absorbing" BB and not vice versa.

The fact that you are a better person should not be any surprise. Over a period of thousands of years you have probably had hundreds of lifetimes to gain additional experience and gain empathy and compassion for others. So, despite any ups and downs, it is almost inevitable that you would advance. Thus, my usual thought would be that what you have become (and currently refer to as "John Tat") would assimilate and be enhanced by what you knew and were as BB, not the reverse. However, is this what your source has in mind? As far as I can tell, he only cares about BB and wants to recover BB, with all you have become and experienced being perhaps merely a waste of time and useless to him. Like I said, that is the rub to me. Is the plan to "regress" you to who you used to be and leave you there? Could this even be done? Obviously, in a hypnotic regression to recover lost memories, the patient is going to eventually wake up to who he currently is and not be stuck forever in who he/she was in the past. But is that what your source has in mind? Will you as the spirit currently known as John Tat be assimilating who you were as BB, or will BB be resurrected in your next lifetime and everything since then suppressed?

The latter alternative seems rather far-fetched, but I feel bound to mention it. As you note, there is a certain "arrogance" and possibly a certain ruthlessness about your source. He wants what he wants, and he has apparently waited many thousands of years to get BB back and to obtain it.

Cordially,
S&S

PS--There is another aspect to this. The world appears to move through certain epochs/aeons where certain things are paramount in terms of advance. These things are basically what is to be cultivated during that aeon as the spirits incarnate in the world advance. In a way, I suppose they could be considered almost as stages of growth and maturation. From everything I have accessed, we have moved forward from an earlier epoch where "wisdom" and its acquisition were paramount to one where compassion is paramount. Hence, in certain respects, your source and BB are representatives of an earlier period in the spiritual growth of humanity. They are perhaps the highest representatives from that period, but still spiritual evolution/development has moved on. The goal at this point is apparently to hold onto wisdom while gaining/adding compassion. Once again, in terms of you as a single spirit (microcosm) reflecting this advance in the macrocosmic scheme, will you be able to hold onto your compassion when you regain your lost wisdom? Is this even part of your source's agenda, or does he even recognize that some of the changes since your presence with him in ancient days have been for the better?