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argentelunae

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Hello to everyone. While I was doing some research online regarding Civil War hospitals and prisons, I happened onto this site. Well, I guess happened isn't the best word. Since my teens I came to the conclusion that there is no such thing as coincidence. Especially since I've always had dreams, rather vivid ones. By the time I went to college, I had the great fortune to take a philosophy class that didn't just revolve around philosophy itself. My professor loved to go off topic and we discussed religion and reincarnation as well. Needless to say the perverbial light bulb clicked on. That was over 25 years ago. Since that time, I've had dreams about myself in another time and other places. Most specifically, the Civil War, the Kansas Territory and then the Dakota Territory More often than not, my dreams have become even more vivid. Within the last few months, I've even been able to recognize my friends from back then, as well as my husband. I can say this much, in that life, I was male and my husband a female (gender reversal). I can fairly describe what I looked like then, and even know my name. Of all the things I've "seen", in my past, this particular individual is the strongest. Not because he/me had a bad life, but because I think that life is worth remembering. I've taken to writing notes and typing alot lately. Just seems to be the right thing to do. Perhaps in future posts, as I get more comfortable, I'll open up a bit more about this. For right now, I'm just sort of feeling my way thru here.
 
I got on this website because I'm just not sure if I got the facts correct. I'm weighing and balancing evidence and proof so I was glad to hear about your memory of a name. How far have you gotten with that? What is the name? How are you sure it was you? Usually I do the famous person thing and it hasn't been on purpose at all. I just bump smack into these persons and get the most startling information. But right now I don't care, you have got my attention. Can you tell me any more details? Thanks so much, lighten
 
Dear Argentelunae

I would just like to welcome you to the forum, as I'm sure everyone else will in due time, fresh ideas and memories are always warmly welcomed with enthusiastic interest here, and I have never seen anyone scrutinized over any of their memories or belief systems, so I hope in time, you will begin to feel more comfortable releasing your own memories and sharing them with everyone else here, you will probably be quite surprised how many others have similar memories of similar times and places, and it's always nice to bump off ideas.

And I think you're totally right about your introduction to this site not being a coincidence, if you read up on all the other fabulous posts here, you will probably find that nearly everyone feels exactly the same way....fate or no fate...I look forward to your future postings.

Kindest Regards

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Kelly
 
Hi Lighten. Wow! I didn't expect such a quick response at all. To answer your qustion about how I got my name, well, my first name just popped into my head one day. Literally! And it felt so right, as if I always knew that's who I was. Things just happen to me like that. Out of the blue, I just get information. Since I've always excepted reincarnation, for a long time, if I had a dream, I'd just accept it as being me "way back when". But one day, I got the courage up to have a friend of mine who's certified in hypnotherapy to regress me, just to make sure I wasn't a kook (LOL). What I got was not only my first name, but my last name, and where I grew up. We kept things very simple during that regression, like who I was, and where I was, which struck a chord with her. Since then she's hit me with info that I've never discussed to anyone, not even during that regression. Certain specifics, like the clothes I was wearing when we met, and she even described what I looked like. Which matched exactly what I was wearing in my dream. Then one day, another friend of mine turned to me, and said something about this particular life (my name and a few dates). We weren't even on the topic of past lives at all. But again, it was info that I've kept to myself. As far as the famous person thing goes, uhm, yeah, it's more than possible that you did bump into someone of noteriety. As an FYI, I've always had a problem with the fact that history books have played Custer up as a hero. Even as a kid in elementary school, while everyone else was "cheering him", I'd get an uncomfortable chill and body shiver at the mere mention of his name. To answer your other question about my name back then, my first name was Dale. I was born in the southwestern part of N. Carolina, outside of Charlotte. During my regression, my friend could hardly understand what I was saying because of the distinct drawl that came out <G>. During the Civil War, sadly I saw my baby brother shot and killed. Thru twists of fate, I ended up in the Kansas Territory. I was part of a medical unit attached to the calvery and initially held the rank of Lieutanent, then promoted to Capt'n. Later on, I was transferred with my C.O. and unit to the Dakotas. In my dream, (the one where I was in the Dakotas), I was standing on an incline (hilly area), in cavelry style uniform, double-breasted dark blue jacket, cut to the waist, light blue trousers, knee-high black boots & black hat). The hill where I was standing was fairly wooded, mostly pine. I was looking thru the trees, and had a vision of buffalo running. What struck me, was that I saw a white buffalo too. I kinda blinked, then turned to go back up the hill to my horse. The next thing I remember (still dreaming), was a little indian boy running out from the trees chased by a bear. I grabbed my rifle and took down the bear. I had some other men (soldiers) that came up because of the rifle shots. Next thing I knew one of the soldiers, on his horse made to aim his rifle at the indian boy, I yelled "no", and the rifle's aim was switched from the boy to me. I was shot in the left shoulder and thrown backwards down the hill, rolling. I was barely aware of things. Somehow a piece of a branch was sticking out of my left pelvis. I was laying on my back, bleeding alot, then I lost conciousness. Then I woke up. That dream was kept re-occuring for a while. Since then, I've had more dreams. Kinda like the "continuing story". But I'll leave that for now since this is already really long. Hope this has answered your questions. Feel free to "pick my brain". LOL.
 
Hi Kelly, and thank you for the warm welcome. Well, after just responding to Lighten's post (albeit a really long response), I guess I do feel pretty comfortable already (LOL). Admitedly, I've never been one to stand on a mountain top with a horn to announce that "Hey, I've been renicarnated". Just wasn't my way. It's not until recently, that I've felt comfortable talking to others about who I once was. I'm still pretty guarded about who I talk to, since there are alot of people out there who don't hold to this idea. But it is nice to know that there are some who do and can accept the concept. I look foward to many more conversations in the future.
Sincerly,
ArgenteLunae
 
Hi Argentelunae: I don't know what this means. Dale was such an easy name. What's the whole name and is it in records anywhere? I imagine we'll figure all this out since we have better record storage now and computers. Learning about past lives from persons still leaves me wondering how did you discern it as definitely yours or Dale being a spirit contact. Who is your therapist? It's such a colorful and lengthy piece of memory. I attended Civil War re-enactments when I lived in Northern Virginia. I lived by Bull Run Battlefield which Disney selected as their site for quite some time. Then I left and the entire Disney company started looking for land everywhere I moved. It was as if his spirit was still controlling the organization and following me around. I could go on and on about weird things in my case but right now I'm wanting to look up this North Carolina Battle you were in. This guy Custer or whatever his name is now may be among us. It's quite common to me to see these formerly famous persons stuck in traps and seeming gross. Sophia the regent of Russia, Czar Peter the Greats half sister he incarcerated for the last 13 years of her life, is one such example. She did so well as regent of Russia. I'm off to the Civil War books thanks for the interest. I'll post again as soon as I can. Do you know any more about Custer? From memories or perhaps he was a classmate. I got a feeling when we get to the other side the masquerade costumes come off and we get to see some of the opportunities we missed. So maybe you still want to find Custer too. I've found others like him including Bonnie and Clyde. They finally got married had 2 sons and Bonnie kicked Clyde out and filed for divorce in order to get "a fancy college degree"
 
hello, argentelunae,
I did not want to beleave in reincarnation, I still have a hard time with it but I have prebirth memorys, they are posted on this board and these memorys are real, thus , no matter how much I dont want to beleave, due to my memories I have no choice but to beleave. memory does'nt always come from the brain, your soul has memory as well,
God bless
mike perkins
 
Dear Mike,
I undertand your skeptism about reincarnation. And that's ok. You did have a good point about the soul having memories as well as the brain. I surmise that whatever it is we can recall, it is what I like to term as "transferrance of knowledge". This can be from the soul to the brain, which causes us to remember things, either in detail or just in blips.
Argente
 
Hi Lighten.
Wow, so many questions, so little space (LOL). As for Dale being an easy name, well, yes and no. Not everyone had/has hard names to remember. As for knowing without question this was who I am, as opposed to being some other person, the best way I can explain it is this way: When I had my dream about this individual, I was that individual. I just knew it was me. I guess, sometimes, you just have to take things on Faith. The hypnotherapist who regressed me is a friend of mine. We purposely just left things open. During the course of the session that she took me thru, she asked me who I was and what was my name. The answer I gave her was "Dale". Yes there's more to my name than simply Dale, but I don't want to take up too much space about that right now. In answer to who Custer was/is, I have no clue if I know who he would be today. Not concerned with that. As to who he was, he was known as Gen. George Armstrong Custer, most famous for being an Indian Fighter on the Plains, and was surrounded and ultimately taken down at the Battle of Little Big Horn. On a side note, what the history books don't teach (a real shame), is that he was ego-centric, and did have very high ambitions for himself. Both Custer and Pres. Ulysses S. Grant were not chummy....both disliked each other immensley. I didn't loose my baby brother in a battle in N. Carolina. I was born in N. Carolina and grew up in N. Carolina. As far as checking out genealogical records go, I'm in the process of doing that. If I get confirmation from that avenue, cool. Genealogical records from the South are the hardest to get. Most times families of affluence kept thier records in family bibles as opposed to church or legal records. I'll just have to be patient and see what I come up with.
Argente
 
Greetings and Welcome Argentelunae,

I think you are already finding that the
people here are accepting and very interested in what you think and what you have to say. I know that I am.

I read your story with great interest. I
have had dreams so vivid my therapist
thought it would be more proper to call
them visions. Yours seem as full of
detail as mine.

One thing I think is that our souls, as
they 'evolve', reach a milestone, when the time comes for us to know by remembering our past lives about our spiritual selves.

I don't think I would be surprised if I
one day learned I'd lived a few lives with dreams and visions about past lives but didn't take the hints, dismissed
or ignored them. Could be all kinds of
reasons but the point is, eventually we
accept them and what they mean to us.

I know exactly how it feels to have so
many vivid dreams and enough specific
memories to verify this person actually
existed, especially in my case since she
was anything but famous or influential
in any way.

Best Regards, Kat

PS: My husband once told me he always felt
annoyed to the point of anger when he saw
movies that made Custer into a hero. He
would turn the channel because he was just
seething. He never knew why and still does
not but I know he shares your sentiment.
 
Hello Argente:
Getting down to some serious buisness here I ran smack into none other that President Grover Cleveland. Although I didn't remember knowing him myself previously my grandmother's mother used his son Richard as her personal attorney. Now there is one of 2 photographs on her wall in her nursing home where she is 90+ years old. It is Harre Hough in his civil war uniform at least I think I got his name right. That was also his dad's name I believe. Maybe it's about time I went up to the nursing home to visit. u. I mean if I've got a connection the the Clevelands(not that their natural descendants would give me a wit of attention). Something similiar could be going on with this civil war thing. I was in Las Vegas and met a person I spent some time with who claimed to be a descendent of Mary Todd Lincoln directly. Then I came to Baltimore where my mother's family has been for 150+ years and took in a roommate named Jonathon Maxwell Booth and boy was he poor and black but he related as much to white people as if he wasn't all black. One day I had to get a stranded teenager home and she asked to be dropped off across the street from the cemetery on North Avenue in Baltimore City. At that cemetery I discovered the gravesite of John Wilkes Booth and I couldn't help but wonder what caused her to get stranded on my doorstop and me to discover that my roommates name Johnathon Maxwell Booth and the cemetery site were so similiar? Jonathon hated and hated his name and made everyone call him Max. I only knew his name because I could sense his low self esteem when I first met him and insisted on asking Max what? There had been some people trying to research everyone in the family named Booth and Jonathon avoided it. They sent out a mass mailing checking everyone that had the last name Booth. What I'm going to do is try and find out Harre Hough's rank and where he may have battled. His son was Harre Hough Robbins my great uncle it's possible you may have known each other in battle. At least I know my family has some civil war issues to deal with thanks to your story and this series of coincidences. I used to pick on Jonathan about his name and say he wouldn't have such bad karma forced to look at pennies (with Lincoln's face) his whole life if he hadn't had shot him. Jonathan had to leave my place because he got into the crack and it went on for years. I met him by one accident after another on busses in the library and Grover Cleveland met him a lot too. Were all in this same bad karma thing together but it seems like I'm the only one that knows why and the only one that doesn't ever take drugs. I'm not bumping into famous persons on purpose at all. They are finding me and most times I don't figure out they were once famous until a couple of years after I don't know them anymore or I've known them for at least a couple of years. I'm just an ordinary person out here and the voices tell me what they do and when they do with me having no ability to control it whatsoever. I'm thinking I'm being called upon to write a book for the most provable cases because they are so widely known and to bring reincarnation to light as a reality. I don't know why I got this job but I do know when I step out that door there's no telling who I am going to meet and some famous persons who were at the top are at lower spots now and they all have jobs to do and people to meet and those persons I'm supposed to meet have uncanny coincidences.
 
Dear Kateet,
I think you really hit on something about our souls reaching milestones and that's probably what's causing the memory recall. Whether we remember thru dreams, visions or meditation, the point is we remember. There's got to be a reason why we do I suppose. Maybe it's to make us better people in this life. By either rectifying a mistake from the past life (karma), or taking what we've learned or knew or did from a past life and using it to help others now. I don't think it matters if we, in a past life were famous or just every day people. You don't have to have been a recognizable figure in history to have done something spectacular. Somtimes it's the little things we do that have made and do make the difference. If we help one person, then they help one person, we set in motion the ripple effect. Maybe that's the basis for the greater plan. Yikes! But how I can wax philosophical! LOL!
Regaring your husband's distaste for Custer, well at least he's not alone. Thru the years, I've met others and made friends who share that sentiment. It was nice to learn that I wasn't such an oddball as a kid, when I silently cheered at the Sioux and Cheyenne Nations defeating Custer at Little Big Horn....there are others who feel the same way.
Argente
 
Dear Argente,
I too have found a past life as a male in the Civil War, although Mine seems less
interesting. At this point I can't remember the only battle I was In, and I seem to have been on clean up detail at Gettysburg, after the fighting. THAT recollection is very clear.
I did hear my own name in a regression, although I heard it backwards, surname first. Then I realized that in most records things are listed surname first.
I did find out enough information in my regression to place a place of death and a year, and since have found my grave just where it should have been according to the regression. Good luck with finding Dale.
 
Dear Catseye,
So you think you're life wasn't all that interesting? No such thing! I'm sure there's more to you than you realize. According to Dale and his perception of himself, he wasn't all that intersting. He didn't posess a sense of self (ie: didn't think he was anything special). Altho' he experianced alot, he still saw himself as just plain average.
You mentioned you were on clean up detail at Gettysburg. Gettysburg hits a note with me too. I didn't fight, rather I was attached to a surgical/medical unit. I won't go into details as to how I ended up in a field strewn with bodies, but yeah, talk about a clear memory.
If you wouldn't mind, could you e-mail me directly about Gettysburg? Perhaps we can trade memories as some things tho' vivid, are still a bit sketchy.
I'm glad you found records of yourself...maybe one day I'll will too.
Sincerly,
Argente
 
The catseye's life is so amusing I would follow her around just to see what happens next. What a stroke of certainty to see one's own grave. Why aren't our public speakers whom do so well with religious speaking I love to hear on cable tv taking on these stories? They speak so well but why is this a suppressed topic to the masses?
I avoid past life therapists all the time because it's all about healing and I don't have any money for them anyway. I don't want to get healed I just want my someone I love back. The white buffalo in argentlunae's dream can't be real and it seems as if it is the only thing in the dream that isn't real. I think this is about thinking we are shooting something bad when it was actually good and wrong thinking causes a lot of pain. I would even think that that lost baby brother isn't lost at all anymore one only has to open one's eyes and look around. God has most likely returned your brother to you already and you just can't recognize him. That's what causes pain. One day I believe that all the animal killing will be seen to be unnecessary as a strong spirit can have dominion over a weak one just by correct thinking and the animals won't be dangerous to us. Nor evil persons. We can control any animal and anyone that we understand entirely in perfect love, their fears, their needs, etc. A few weeks ago a boy got his arm bitten off by a tiger (his dad was an animal trainer in Texas). I've seen a lot of persons that think their generals, presidents, or parents are the ones to train from, copy, or to take orders from. Having a gun in one's hands may seem like a lot of power but someone in perfect love can make such a person laugh too hard to pull the trigger. One time I had a real short boyfriend and I was about 15. A guy about 7 feet tall and 300 pounds yanked me off the streets and ran down the road with me. I was kidnapped and helpless. My boyfriend did come to the rescue. He jumped on the guys back, small as he was and told him joke after joke until he was lauging hard enough to put me down. People need answers and have rights to them at times. I love Indians and their dances and costumes so very much and I plan to visit the Pocohontas Indian reservation in New Jersey where they are on this internet furious as all hell over Roy Disney and what he did with that Pocohantas movie. They think he lied his *** off about the truth of Pocohantas. I don't think that's anywhere near as important as the fact that trees don't turn into Grandmother's and start speaking. But it doesn't have anything to do with Indians vs.civilization. They got their good and bad too. And their just people that like camping together. They should have been given decent jobs in charge of all the nations parks. We desperately need their connection to survival in the woods when we want to be in the nature. I can fully appreciate that the white man has pushed them into reservations out of fears of them and it's caused a lot of pain in this world to discount anything or anyone that God has provided in his wisdom. Like anything else Indians have to be taken on a case by case basis. They are not all savages and they are currently a necessary group. Our parks are full of horrific crime and loneliness and wildfires. As far as I'm concerned there is something wrong with how the government assigns jobs because there should be good Indians by the thousands assigned to jobs in every park in the United States. Instead they are kept on reservations like prisoners are kept in jails. Maybe the college degree thing is holding up the show too much. My 5 year old announced that this year she is she is going to go to college this year to study how to be Pocohantas when she grows up. There is no such place for her except the army teaches wilderness survival and the army won't join the Indians and the Indians won't forgive the army and Walt Disney wouldn't forgive anybody. Thank you Kateet for keeping the Indian theme to this in light. It couldn't have continued without you and your excellent talents to catch on to important issues and priortize.

[This message has been edited by lighten (edited 08-08-2000).]
 
Dear Lighen,
Dale has already met his baby brother, who's a very dear friend of mine. This time around, we hit it off at he minute we met. And our relationship is like brother and sister this time around. Yeah, that helps ease the pain now, but it doesn't erase the pain and trauma from Dale seeing his brother shot and killed. It's something Dale has to work out for himself. Anyway, my friend is now engaged to my sister from a past life. She and I think this is really kewl.
As far as seeing the White Buffalo, that was Dale's vision in my dream about Dale. According to the Plains Native American beliefs, the White Buffalo is sacred. Just rather unique for a white man to have that vision. Dale wasn't one to kill indescriminatley, either human or animal. Hunting for food was one thing, but hunting for sport and taking the life of any human, especially due to prejudices ate at him. Dale got a chance to live among the Plains People, and he has a deep respect for them. He doesn't see these people as savages, he sees them as real human beings, caring, warm and loving.
Hypnotherapists are really expensive. I don't know for sure that they help heal necessarily, unless that's what the patient wants. They can help patients get a better perspective on things/situations. Again, if that's what the patient wants.
Native Americans have the right to view Disney's Pocahantas as a sham. Entertaining tho it can be, it really doesn't do credit to a fantastic individual. And drawing her to look like a Barbi Doll is reprehensible. Oh, don't get me started on this and the mistreatment of Native Americans (grrrrr), and the mistreatment of people who are different (grrrrrr!) It really makes me angry. Hate, anger, and prejudice are such a waste.
I hope you have a great time at the Pow Wow, and I hope you find Peace and Happiness.
Sincerely,
Argente
 
gh Well I don't know what gh means but it put itself on my reply and I'm a bit superstitious. Could it be the start of a ghost? Anyway joking aside. Your white buffalo is auspicious, an omen or a sign or that's what I get out of this. I've been trying to look up your name in several dictionaries and languages. I'm not very educated and sometimes these spirits just tell me things quite by surprise. All I found so far is argente meaning shining white silver? and I suspected was something crescent shaped or lunar. But then this word ulnae came up pertaining to bones in anatomy and I remembered the injury you spoke of. I don't want to take up your time, I know you have buisness to tend to with catseye and I will be scooting around on this website myself. I'm very recent to it. I'm learning a lot of things and your name is still a mystery to me. I search for meaning and people tell me "Don't read too much into it" so I get a little carried away I guess. I think I connected to you because Walt Disney is one of my spirit guides but he doesn't really know how to protect someone. If I can be permitted to pick your brains just one more time. Do you know what made that bear chase anyone? It was as if you know where danger is and dreamweaved it out.
 
Dear Lighten,
You're very good. Argente means silver light. Lunae means moons in Latin. Thus:
the Silver Light of the Moons. My birthday is in July, and I'm a Cancer. The moon is the planet for Cancer. My favorite gemstone is the moonstone (next to onyx, that has nothing to do with astrology, i just love onyx especially on silver). Ulnae is latin for elbows. It actually refers to the 2 bones that are connected in the fore-arm. Little history lesson: during the Civil War surgeons (doctors) were referred to as sawbones by the soldiers.
You're also right about the White Buffalo being an omen/sign. According to the Plains Native Americans culture, a White Buffalo was very Holy, and very Sacred.

As for why someone would have a bear chase them, well the little Lakota boy started the bear, the boy ran, and the bear chased the boy. He was about 8 years old, and rather precocious, and shouldn't have been where he was. Then again, maybe it was meant that he and I were to be where we were. In this particular case, I didn't feel I had a choice, I could either save the boy and me from an upset bear that was startled and charging towards us, or let the bear get us. I opted to save the boy and myself. Wasn't happy at taking down the bear. But it was his life or ours.
Lighten, you may pick my brains anytime you like. You can even e-mail me privately. It's an offer I made to Catseye, and I now extend to you.
You are definitely not taking up any of my time. I think you have a keen and probing mind, and it's great that you want to stretch your wings.
Till next we speak, Walk in the Light,
Argente
 
Dear lighten

Reading your post, may I ask how do you communicate with your spirit guide? Do you
know his/her name? By any chance start
with a Z? My previous post I did mention
some reason I had to find this site somehow
I strongly feel some message here for me from
my long "lost" spirit guide who was with me
for years then dissapered. Since I find this
site short while ago I feel somehow disconnected from my material self, dreams some I don't remember just for a moment when I wake up, some I do..... last night in my dream was seems like in New York or some big city between the huge skyscrapers I walked into a little garden where was a small house door, windows was wide open I was talking to someone who I didn't see, I was suppose to move into that house, I was looking up to the sky and I was telling the person who was with me, I love the house but look no wiew just a tiny sky, then I feelt I was lifted up saw the garden and house from there, then my 2 beloved dog both of them dead for years now, running somehow on the clouds tail waving and apperently very happy, then I like with a free fall falling back to the ground where I saw the garden is actually a cemetery where one thumbston cut my eyes because it is moving I try to read what it said, but the writing is changing and all I see is NA...it is seems like on initial...That point I think I was awake or at least between because I feelt the thumbstone was once mine...
All day I was under the dream influence even now when I writing I see the whole thing I can even smell the garden, and getting goosbumps about it...
Can't explain the meaning of it...
Please any of you if you make any sence of it, your input highly appreciated..


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Dora
 
Dear Dora,
Regarding the toombstone you saw in your dream with NA writing/initials....perhaps what you were seeing was a name. Whether it's your name, or that of another I don't know...if it's your name, maybe you're meant at some time to remember who you were. If it's someone else's name, maybe you're meant to tell another that name to give them either closure or information that's important to them. Throughout the American mid-west and west there are monuments that look like headstones/toombstones with the Native American names of those who suffered and died at the hands of others during a massacre. The most famous of which is at Wounded Knee Memorial, where the US army literally came in and ran down and murdered hundreds of innocent men, women and children. What a reprehensible and disgusting act, IMHO. I think that at places like the Washita River and Sand Creek there are these memorial stones/monuments as well. If not, it's about time.
I don't know who my Spirit Guide is....the only thing that matters to me, is that I am guided. I don't feel the need to know the name, just that my guidance comes from a Divine (Heavenly) Source. Just a thought/theory as to why you don't feel your Spirit Guide....first, have tried, thru meditation perhaps?, to talk to them? If that hasn't worked, maybe that Guide's work was done, and you're getting ready/preparing for the next step, to possibly recieve a new Guide. I'm a hopeless optimist in a pesimistic world.
I hope you get to figure this all out and it brings you peace, happiness and fullfillment.
Sincerely,
Argente
 
dorika: What does that name mean? Of course I sense Arentelunae is right and has cleared up some things. I live in a not so good situation that is desperately seeking closure. I have a tiny room in a house with a small garden in the backyard. My old boyfriend has indicated that he may assist me with small finances to find another place to live and perhaps your dogs (man's best friends) are seeking to show you where I should go before the situation suffocates me to death. Zorro is my 5 year old's favorite tv show and she watches it as often as she can. It's the only show that makes her laugh and laugh. I've wondered about my finances being so impossible and have to come to the conclusion that I have to pick the right direction and place before the money will arrive. I have been asking everyone where to go and people say what I say. No one knows. I have already come to your passage in the beginning and felt a great deal of light when you said this column was for people to meet others. If your dogs could give you some location, city, description, etc, I could possible run this by my ex and see if I can get this figured out. I got all these ideas from Boise, Idaho to Cape May, New Jersey, Northern Virginia, and entirely new places. You were astral projecting and getting messages at the same time. I think if I can figure out the right place things will fall into place and the coincidences are clues to the road map of life. Like the Z. Someone I know told me he had a dream that if I didn't let him move in I died a horrible death. Things haven't been pretty around here. And it seems worse since I've recently evicted him especially today since this urgency is sticking with you. It is with me too. I'm still reading your post.I please watch for an edit on this one I think there's another point I missed... I can't work but on posting now since email has been down for 4 days. I think this is because others are necessary to the problem. Calling all men on deck does anyone know where I am supposed to live because I know when I got the right answer the spirits will free up a few dollars from somewhere. Love and thanks,
lighten.
 
Dear Lighten....
Both you and Argentelunea right about the name not important at all, the reason I mentioned because a name what I can't defined but start with a Z keep coming up in my mind very often all I hear, see is a name start with Z. As i mentioned somehow I waiting for some message from some of you who posting in this site..don't ask me why. Last night before I fall a sleep I try to concentrate and meditate so I might can go back to the same dream, needless to say I couldn't or don't remember...
I strongly feel I will or already connected with someone in this site, it is possible I saw your house? The house is kind of a yellowish color, walk in to a livingroom from the garden, the bedroom is in the left side under the window there are flowers and plants around the fence. Unfortunately my 2 little dog didn't indicated anything except they were very happy.The NA feelt like it was me in some other life.
I'm sorry about your situacion, I pretty much know what you going trough since I was in your situacion once, all I can say there is help on your way that I'm sure of it....
Your other post... do anyone feel lost in space... Yes... I do now... Somehow I don't feel connected to anything... I am a fighter in this and many of my previous life, but now I feel lost for a period of time.. if I wouldn't have my work what is art (I think with some artist or art collector spirit help) I would have a really hard time to deal with this period of my time.
If you will have e-mail access feel free to e-mail me any time... my e-mail under the file...
Best wishes, with love



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Dora
 
I'm learning and discerning and don't want to waste anyone's time with my guesses. I've come to this conclusion as of the latest answer seeking in it's perfection. Dreams are full of meaning but its like this. Your life tries to understand my life and duplicates my problem as best as it can remember a similiar problem of it's own. The coincidences are things we have to show that we should be communicating. Argentelunae's bear is a message of a lesson she's already mastered and she can actually protect others now. The dream must have been pulled out of the dream records in order to assist her memory and show her where she can be of use. She must know I got a bear and sense my pain well enough to pursue this thing. The indian out of place is most likely similiar to my error. I got a tendency to linger too long, go to the wrong places, and the wrong people and get myself in a mess I can't handle. We can't understand people's problem's exactly unless we take all the time to break the meaning of these dreams. But we get the point well enough to make decisions and trust what we can really do for others. You get the point is what I'm trying to say. Because you got similiar experiences and because you have messages in your dreams of universal language that duplicates closely enough to understand what is going on. Your past life has some meaning to my current situation. Now obviously argentelunae is more skilled at this than I am. I have made a lot of lot of bad choices. But I believe I am getting somewhere. You were so on the money about multiple purposes for this site and what I was doing here. Just making contacts and sharing and trying to meet new people more than anything else. I've been calling this site Le Grande Masquerade. It's a bit mysterious but I like the part where you have to figure out who you like without seeing their bodies or even knowing their sex at times. I'm reading your post as I have time. It's been great and I hope everyone keeps expressing theirselves and their feelings and sharing. Lighten
 
Dear Lighten,
I was reading your most recent post, and if only you knew just how red/purple my face is...I am really blushing....actually I had no idea you got a bear, but the need to protect is very strong in me, and yeah, I guess where I feel I failed or did fail last time, maybe I can do better now.
As far as making bad choices....gee, honey, I've had my share (pick a lifetime, any lifetime)....we are human, we make mistakes, but we can learn from them and grow or we stay stagnant....learning and growing is the better option. I really feel for you because of what you are going thru. Lighten, first off, you are not wasting anyone's time. We all need to connect in some way...this forum is a good way to do it. We also need to unload our problems and explore our world(s)...this forum is Heaven Sent (or however you may want to label it). You're right, we've all found this site for a reason..and it's a pretty good one too. Please keep posting. I'm sure we all want to know how you're doing. You've alot to offer, and it'd be a shame if you just up and left us.
Hugs, and Walk in the Light
 
Dear Lighten,
I couldn't agree more with Argentinelunae
Don't even think NOT to post here, we're here for a reason, and making bad choices... huh... I have a basement full with them :-)
if we wouldn't made those we probably would be a teaching angel from the other side..
 
Hi Everyone,

I don't have much to say(yeah, when has that ever happened!), but I just wanted to say that I got the warm fuzzies after reading all of these posts. i agree that we have all come to this site for a purpose, and I think it's so great that we can all share experiences with each other and get support. Hang in there Lighten and Dorika. Lighten, I don't know where you need to move, I really wish I had the answer for you. Have you ever heard of astrocartography? It's a chart of the planet that tells you which planets rule each place. Just a suggestion. I've made tons of mistakes too. I can now look back and see that they weren't mistakes just things that I had to go through to get to where I am now. Don't ever give up hope, you'll get there. And remember, even though you may not get all of the answers here, you can get support!

Peace

Shariad
 
shariad:
it's so nice to meet you. I can't believe anyone read all the way through all this legnthy posting. I'm hoping to be able to be more brief as I worry about wasting people's time. Maybe everyone doesn't read as slow as me. Argentelunae, I haven't emailed you because I got busy getting grounded and off the battlefield. Not everyone can listen to a dream and utilize the dreamers services like I can. I'm sticking around to break it down and explain to others because you guys have value to me and I couldn't figure it all out alone. People outgame me plenty. Now we have each other and it's able to continue on. I don't know why argentelunae would be embarassed since I didn't know the part about the closure thing. Dorika knew right from the beginning that there was another reason going on. All this takes total honesty, committment, and good intent. It's nice to see people able to hang in there and get to the bottom of all this. I do not like to tell a lie. I emailed dorika and told her the bear was chasing me on the website and that I was not supposed to be in this place without supervision at this time. Most likely from DJ who had dedication more than I to what this field is all about. argentelunae I wonder how do you think you would feel if you were that Indian boy and noticed a bullet went into a bear that was going to hurt you and realized someone did save your life? Perhaps I have yet to register my own embarrassment because you are in reciept of it. I don't have many feelings. Maybe it's because I'm not a Cancer. But I do have a little common sense to sense the spirits and simply made it clear to me that I hurt someone's feelings on this site. I'm famous for it and it has made me severely hated many many many times. So I was in error. I want to continue to post but not without sending what I got to say to someone qualified and willing to read it by email first unless I get some real certainty that it's okay on my own. And argentelunae I am sure you are hot on the trail to the truth everytime you register feelings of sorrow or embarassment. Why would someone with argentelunae's abilities be embarassed? Somehow I suspect she knows someone who is embarassed. Columbo here aka lighten is still hard at work and lighten is stepping down from power and has temporarily taken "desk duty" until she is more capable on the battlefield. Nothing new under the sun. Newcomers gotta prove themselves. AS much love as I can possibly give, and perfect love is perfect understanding, lighten P.S. Of course I got a lot of mistakes and thought the bear was my personal issues alone but it turned up chasing me onto this website of which of course people are here to have problems solved not play the masquerade with me that I so dearly love because I can see people at times. If I'm in trouble I would hope I can correct myself, confess my sins, and position myself in the correct place according to my current abilities.And pay for what I owe in cold cash. Read catseye's WWII column for further clarification. I must have done the right thing because exactly $100.00 showed up within 24 hours by some mysterious surprise. Perhaps the spirits reward me for even being able to discern error and admit it. And to throw another twist into a peculiar picture one day I sincerely hope to introduce you all the Walt Disney himself. After figuring out what I did I watched cartoons of his that the spirits sent. It turns out that when a bear slaps another bear it means there is a love attempt to mate. There are many bears in dreams of positive significance whom I've read about in books. So the bear theme matters. But I did have a bad bear.
 
Dear Lighten,
I'm easily embaressed by complemnts. I don't think I'm anyone very special, just average. So if I get a compliment I blush and get all flustered. It's easier for me to give a compliment than to recieve one. It's just part of my personality, pure and simple. Just call it my sense of modesty.
About the little Lakota boy and the bear in my dream and how would he feel having a rifle aimed at him, then at the bear. First, somtimes in trying to describe a situation, I have been known not to be to clear. If I wasn't, I am sorry and I hope to clear things up by being more specific. Bears are solitary creatures to begin with. I think the boy was initially hunting for food and came upon the bear, startled it, and the bear reacted in a defensive manner. All I know is what I saw in my dream, a bear came charging out of the trees chasing a Lakota boy who was running as fast as he could, and he was very frightened, afraid for his life. My dream was a situation that happened. Like an event in my life. I didn't aim at the boy, I aimed above his heard and directly at the bear. I'm pretty sure he was scared (me too seeing an snarling bear comming in my direction), first by the bear chasing him, then suddenly looking up to see a white soldier standing there grabbing and then aiming a rifle. The boy did turn really fast away from both me and the bear. But after I killed the bear, I looked around to see if the boy was ok, as he was half hiding behind a tree. He also seemed kind of curious about me. I even asked "Are you ok?". That's when the other soldiers in my detail showed up and one took out his rifle. He said something about the boy benig an easy target, and I yelled "NO!". I had lowered my own rifle, and moved foward to stop this guy from shooting a child. He made it look like he was aiming his rifle at the boy (as in pretending the boy was the actual target), then shifted his aim and fired at me, because I was the actual target. During my regression, as I was lying there after I was shot, before I became unconsious, I could hear the one soldier who shot me telling 2 other soldiers there, that the job was done, and now it was time to go back and collect their money. Basically I was set up, and the opportunity presented itself. I'm not sure why I was set up, but I keep getting the feeling there was some jealousy (?) involved ...or else fear because of what I saw some of the soldiers do at the Washita. The one who shot me did some really disgusting things to the Native Americans at the massacre, along with another soldier in particular. I really don't want to discuss the details of what I saw happen at the Washita because it's really graphic (yes, it was that vivid and graphic in my dream). Sorry, got off on a tangent. Anyway, after a while, some Lakota men came by and found me. I guess the boy told his people what happened. Because the next thing I remember was waking up in a tipi, and there was the same little boy, telling a big man something and pointing at me. The big man is saying something to me. I've found out since, he was thanking me for saving his son's life. I'm hoping these details help to clear things up.
On a side note. Lighten, I think you have some amazing talents, and I hope things work out well for you. When you get the chance, when your life eases up and things settle down, e-mail me. Till then, take good care of yourself.
Sincerely,
Argente
 
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