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theQueensSpider

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is there anyone with pleasant past life memories?because what i have dont seem to be.first i remembered walking into a room with ornate red wall with gold accents,brown furniture and a mainly creme colored rug(there were designs)it was obviously a bedroom,the bed was a four poster with red curtains and blankets.it appeared to be victorian?there was a man,old,age spots,sitting on the bed waiting with impure intent.i was 13 14 maybe,wearing only a red kimono style bath robe.
this is really specific wow sorry
 
Welcome to the group. :) Sounds like you worked in a "House of Ill Repute". Do you think this was in Japan? There are several people here who remember being prostitutes in past lives.
 
no, i dont think it was japan. the decor seemed too european. and im pretty sure the man was a noble of some sort and lived there, judging by other memories. when i walked in, servants were leaving out another door.


and thanks
 
Hi theQueensSpider


Welcome to the forum.


That's not a very nice thing to remember, but not the worst one I've ever read, that's for sure. Have you had any other memories to go with this flash?
 
scream/yells in my voice. didnt see anything, i bet my eyes were closed or something. not sure if its related though.


there was this one of rough hands on my body. not being gentle either.
 
Eew! Poor you. That's not nice.


Have you had any other recalls? Did you get this via a flashback or a dream?
 
theQueensSpider said:
scream/yells in my voice. didnt see anything, i bet my eyes were closed or something. not sure if its related though.
there was this one of rough hands on my body. not being gentle either.
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For the time frame, I'm very surprised a Victorian Nobleman would have the nerve for rape. Corruption maybe? Also Queen Victoria lived mainly before the Woman's Rights Movement so there is still that Adam and Eve story going around.
 
Twilight said:
For the time frame, I'm very surprised a Victorian Nobleman would have the nerve for rape...
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Doesn't surprise me in the least Twilight. This has been going on for thousands of years in every country and still goes on today in every country. Why would you be surprised?
 
theQueensSpider said:
a flashback i think. i was wearing my red bathrobe, remembered this, and almost fell over. then i remembered the screams in class.
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That's very unsettling QS, but this can happen. How are you feeling about it? I hope you're OK. This sort of thing can be upsetting, like a post traumatic shock kind of experience. But, it will fade away before long, so try not to worry. Talking about it with people who understand can help a lot.


Have you ever had any other flashbacks of other incidents that you can recall?
 
its kind of upsetting. i saw a man who bore a striking resemblance to the man in my memories and had to calm myself down, but other than that its affected my day to day life very little.


um, i remember wondering about the other boys. i dont know who or why though.


and ive recalled snippets of other instances in the same room with the same man and its lead me to believe this was a regular occurence.
 
yeah.


theyre probably in denial of the fact it was entirely possible for a british nobleman or someone to be a gross pedo into punishment.
 
theQueensSpider said:
its kind of upsetting. i saw a man who bore a striking resemblance to the man in my memories and had to calm myself down....
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Could be this is what triggered it. Sometimes something will strike a chord and old memories get revived. Glad you're not feeling too disturbed.
 
tanguerra said:
Doesn't surprise me in the least Twilight. This has been going on for thousands of years in every country and still goes on today in every country. Why would you be surprised?
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I would've assumed that the romantic era and the middle ages were strict on Anti-Rape laws due to the 10 Commandments. I guess you learn something new every day as unfortunate as it is. Don't get me wrong, I was subject to such crimes in Rome before busting out of my ordeal to Judea in 5AD and would've expected the crime to have watered down considerably with Christian spread.


Might ultimately be my subconscious talking last night coffee
 
Maybe it wasn't a kimono, but rather choir / novice robes then?
 
Twilight said:
I would've assumed that the romantic era and the middle ages were strict on Anti-Rape laws due to the 10 Commandments.
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Until fairly recently women and children were considered "property". Anti-rape laws are fairly new too.
 
argonne1918 said:
Until fairly recently women and children were considered "property". Anti-rape laws are fairly new too.
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Him, now that is quite strange although I suppose it probably is what landed me into "witchcraft" in my most recent past life. cover face
 
i think it was me parading around in my red bath robe that triggered it. i struck a certain pose and boom memories of that same pose while standing uncertainly and sorta scared but with false confidence/seduction in the door.


what do choir/novice robes look like?
 
theQueensSpider said:
i think it was me parading around in my red bath robe that triggered it. i struck a certain pose and boom memories of that same pose while standing uncertainly and sorta scared but with false confidence/seduction in the door.
what do choir/novice robes look like?
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Found a pic


https://www.google.com/search?biw=914&bih=457&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=Victorian+choir+robes&oq=Victorian+choir+robes&gs_l=img.12...77735.79963.0.81934.9.8.0.0.0.0.575.910.3-1j0j1.2.0....0...1c.1.54.img..9.0.0.sQfx_ccqngo#facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=Iy_qUuekNZkaQM%253A%3B9nuStGf9C_sJyM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fi.ebayimg.com%252F00%252Fs%252FMTAyM1g4MTk%253D%252Fz%252Fd-AAAMXQVERS-IAc%252F%2524_35.JPG%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.ebay.com%252Fitm%252FVictorian-Lady-Standing-In-Choir-Robe-Professional-Photo-Lab-Reprint-%252F231155892319%3B240%3B300


https://www.google.com/search?biw=1455&bih=727&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=%5Cred+kimono+style+bath+robe&oq=%5Cred+kimono+style+bath+robe&gs_l=img.12...3150.7630.0.9680.10.9.0.0.0.0.0.0..0.0....0...1c.1.54.img..10.0.0.XFI8ZQXxo5M#facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=gEs4VeJbReMepM%253A%3BXYZVfbKePD6HWM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Facimg.auctivacommerce.com%252Fimgdata%252F0%252F1%252F3%252F8%252F6%252F5%252Fwebimg%252F1785084.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Foriental-clothes.com%252FOriental-Chinese-Kimono-Style-Dressing-Gown-Bath-Robe-RU43-P1421037.aspx%3B336%3B500


What Victorian Music Genres attract you? The name of the robe speaks for themselves


What pic do you find to have the most sentimental value to you?
 
Hi QS


I always suggest that while it's all very interesting to try to pinpoint the historical details of memories, it might be worth trying some meditation to find out more about it first and what it means to you in your life now? Or, if you find the memory disturbing, you might prefer just to leave it alone for now and put it in the 'oh, that's interesting' box for the time being.


Past life memories can sometimes be very useful for providing insight into our own selves, our fears, the things that make us happy, or push our buttons, for reasons that are otherwise mysterious. But, they are often made up of little flashes and impressions and we don't always know how it all fits together - like broken pieces of pottery on an archeological dig.


It's always a good idea to start a journal and write down all the things you can remember, how you feel about it all, little details and big thoughts. Sometimes just writing it out slowly by hand will get the mind going and more things will come to the surface. Sometimes, many years later something else will come up and provide more information on what it was all about and having your journal can be very handy to refer to.
 
theQueensSpider said:
the second one is more familliar.
music genre? i like classical music, im actually quite fond of strings.
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That's Interesting, but I agree with Tan here. I can ask you no further without contaminating your memories. Wish you the best of luck.
 
yeah, ive started a little journal and ive been writing things down, little details. ive doodled what the room looked like, i think the robe was satin but im not sure. ect.
 
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