I’m another who had premonitions I’d die at a certain age, I didn’t, and have more than doubled that age. I had a friend who for some reason thought he’d die at 32, he’s also still around, and very active. I’ve known people who were very ill and who were sure they’d be ‘the next to go’, only to be upstaged when a much younger and healthy relative beat them to it.
Any of us might die at any time, from old age, illness, or bad luck, but - this is where the theory of reincarnation comes in handy - I’ve always believed that we should carry on as if everything we’re doing will come in handy in the next life. If I’m old and haven’t yet learned to play the violin, clearly I’m not going to make first violinist for the local philharmonic, but, if I loved the idea of playing the violin I believe that I should take the first steps to learning. Or listen to music, or read about it, or something. If there is reincarnation perhaps I’ve given myself a leg up in the next life, or the one after that. If there isn’t any after-life at all, well, at least I’ve spent part of my life pursuing a passion, feeble as my attempts might be. In the meantime I wouldn’t burn any bridges that would affect my ability to earn my own living, unless I was on a path I really did hate and they needed burning. I’d still being doing laundry and paying bills and preparing meals. Life is filled with the necessity of making practical choices.