2 yr old's visit or memory of Jesus?

[Crissy2]

Hello All.

My 2 yr said some very interesting things this morning and I just wanted to share them and see what your view points were.

About 5 minutes after waking, I was dressing him and there was a picture of a plane on his t-shirt. He said "Nessa on a plane, she fly to Jesus." Now he said this about a week ago when my sister was flying back home from a Christmas visit and we all thought it was very cute of course we weren't sure how he came up with the fact that Jesus lived in the sky.

Just to lay some ground work, we pray at night but we don't go to church, I haven't had any real conversation about who Jesus is with him being so little, only that Jesus loves us and we should pray at night.

Anyway, after he made this comment, he said, " I went to see Jesus." " I can't go see Jesus anymore." I repeated it back to him in question. "no. He no come see me anymore." I asked, "you went to see Jesus?" He replied "Yes." I walked into the bathroom to start his hair and he mumbled some more things about Jesus but I couldn't quite place what he was saying.
I can't remember what exactly I asked him at the end but it was somewhere along the lines of why he went to see Jesus or Man, I wish i could remember. The last thing he said was, " I can't go play with Jesus no more."


I wonder if he was remembering an inbetween stage or possibly he was allowed to visit him last night in his dreams and he's reached the age where he can't do that anymore?

I thought it was kinda cool since he spoke of it out of the blue and was so adimant to talk about Jesus this morning.

Hmmm.

 

[Fab]

Hi Crissy2!

Your son made some very interesting comments!
I think that it's quite possible that he is having memories of the time before he was born...
I find his memories fascinating! Thanks for sharing them with us.
I hope you're writing everything down...


Here is a thread that you will probably enjoy reading.

 

[vicky]

Maybe so Crissy. They must be talking about something similar. I get the feeling my son is talking about before he was born. He is older now and can understand time better. He also says 'When I was in heaven before I was born...' then he'll say whatever startling thing he has to say.
I do love to hear them talk like this. Its so innocent and sometimes so sad but I find their love and their feelings for and about God so beautiful.
Vicky

 

[Mama2HRB]

Hayley, too, has talked of conversations with God .. and Jesus. She was mad at the religion teacher at her parochial elementary school - she knew how it happened, the teacher was teaching the wrong thing. After all, Jesus explained it to her ....

Things went much better after I explained to her that she should take it as a "History of Religion" class instead of Religion class.

 

[PixieFaerie]

My middle daughter used to do that.....We'd be sitting at the table and she'd say "Mommy, when i was big like you and daddy i used to fly with angels"...Or "when i was big, and then her cute way of saying her things"....she always would say "when i was big..but now im not".....i sure wished i paid more attention then...she is now 8 and doesnt remember anything...

 

[Crissy2]

Very cool update!

Long but very exciting for me!

So I got home last night and in the car he starts speaking about a Jeju, pronounced "Jeshue" I thought he was still speaking of Jesus so I said, "Jesus?" He said, "no, Jeshue." " I no find him anymore." I said "who is Jeshue?" He said, "My friend."

me: "Well Jesus is your friend."
Him: "No, Jesus in sky."
me: "Where did Jeju go?"
him: "We run away, we run away from the bad place."
me: "The bad place?"
He nodds his head and looks down with a sad face.
me: "Why was it bad?"
him: "They no feed us" "We run away. They say Jeju working to hard but I no find him."
me: "Where did you live, Cohl?"
him: "Outside. We run away. We live outside but..but Jeju go away. I couldn't find him."

Well at this time, we are getting out of the car because we drove to my aunts house. My grandpa walking out to the car so the conversation stops there. My 6 year old says to me as we get out of the car, "mom, what was he talking about?"

We go inside and I start telling my mom (everyone was over for my uncle's birthday) what Cohl had said. My grandma over hears and says "Hey, Crissy, your mom mentioned Cohl pointing out my grandparents in a picture? Did he ever say their names?" (Some of you may remember a post i made in one of these threads that Cohl had been infatuated with an old picture of my great grandparents and called the woman Nelly.) Well about a month ago, we showed the picture to him again and he said the woman was Nelly and the man was Clyde. When he said Clyde, he pointed and we thought he said "Clydes mean." He kept repeating that and running away laughing.

I told my Grandma the names and she was floored. Her grandma was Nelly and her grandfather was Clyde. Her only argument was that Clyde was a very kind man and she just couldn't understand why Cohl would say he was mean. Well, while everyone was standing around, I got into thinking about that and I know many of you say that we can come back to be with family. I thought if cohl was a friend of Clydes who thought he was mean, he surely wouldn't come back to Clydes family and then it hit me....Maybe Cohl said, "Clydes Me."

So, I mention this to my grandma who in turn says that her grandfather came to her when he died and told her that he was going to come back to be with her one day, she just needed to be patient. My grandma turns around and calls the name "Clyde!" Low and behold, my son whipped around to see what she wanted!!! My poor grandma almost passed out.

Now hold up, it gets better. On our way home, he spoke of my sister being with him in heaven before he came to me. his words, "Nessa be with me in heaven, with Jesus. I tell her, she no my mommy no more cause she had to leave. She say sorry and I stay with Jesus." (him and my sister are so close that he remembered her at a year when the last time he saw her was around 6 mnths old. if I remember correctly..but he was very very young.)

So we get home and I finally ask the question that all of you have asked your kids. "Where were you before you came to live with mommy?"

He says, "with Jesus." " I waited and I find you." He then starts to wisper very quietly to where I can barely hear him and he is talking so seriously about something so I'm leaning in as close as I can to hear him. he then says, "And then, I came to be a (insert our last name right here!)

I've been praying for a clear sign and I prayed that If I could not handle my own past lives at this time, to show me something else. Boy did he show me!!! I'm so incredibly beside myself, it's not even funny. I can't wait to see if he talks about more.

 

[Mama2HRB]

Congratulations!

Absolutely wonderful Please be sure and write down what happens ... even a year later it is hard to remember. I consult my journals often ...

 

[Chelle]

What an amazing day for you, and how exciting. I second that advice to write it all down. You'll be glad you did. :cool

 

[Bruce]

Great story!

Hi Crissy,

What a wonderful story. Is there any way at all that your son could have known, by "normal" means, that the people in the photos were named Nelly and Clyde?

I hope you keep accurate records of this whole story as it enfolds. It sounds like it's developing into just the kind of stories that are included in Carole Bowman's "Return from Heaven." Have you read that book? It's about souls reincarnating back into their own families. Full of heartwarming accounts that provide compelling evidence of reincarnation. Based on what you're experiencing, I think you'd love it.

Bruce

 

[Crissy2]

Hi Crissy,

What a wonderful story. Is there any way at all that your son could have known, by "normal" means, that the people in the photos were named Nelly and Clyde?

Bruce

Not at all. In fact, the first time he saw the photo was right after the kids and I moved back in with my parents for a while due to some unfortunate events. The picture hung above my bed in the guest room. Cohl was less than a year old when we moved in. He saw the picture when I had put him up on the bed one day and he got so excited. He started jumping up and down saying "Nelly!" I hadn't even approached the thought of reincarnation at that time so I honestly had no clue what he was talking about. I briefly mentioned it to my mom but we both dismissed it plus this is my mothers great grandma so she wasn't possitive of the name either. Then when I came upon this forum, I mentioned the incedent again to my mom and thats when we decided to bring the picture back out since he was way older and see what he said. He said Nelly again and then Clyde! I didn't even know what my great grandparents name's were until last night.

As far as Carole Bowman's book goes. I've seen many references to it on this site. I tried to purchase one day on my lunch at work but the site failed and sent me a notification through e-mail that I needed to re-try but I haven't tried again. i do need too.

I'm so tickled with this, I can't believe it.

 

[Crissy2]

To fab, vicki, mama and Pixie

Can yall believe it? I'm so excited. I've started keeping a journal as of today. i've printed some of my posts so I don't forget them with time.

happy dance.

 

[Fab]

I am so happy for you!
What a special little boy you have!

 

[vicky]

Crissy. This is so exciting. Cohl is sounding very ready to talk about this. I am so glad you're writing everything down. He'll get to see it someday and it may help him.
I'm still floored that he knew the names.
Vicky

 

[Crissy2]

I'm still floored that he knew the names.
Vicky

I still can't believe it either. I'm going to do some research on my end such as collecting a last name of Clyde, maybe details of his life or cause of death. i'm very intrigued now and want to find out as much as possible about Clyde and Nelly. Maybe I'll come across some things that I can ask Cohl about.

 

[Bruce]

Long but very exciting for me!
"So, I mention this to my grandma who in turn says that her grandfather came to her when he died and told her that he was going to come back to be with her one day, she just needed to be patient."

Crissy, do you mean that her grandfather came back ~after~ he died? In a dream, perhaps? If so, this is a commonly reported feature of reincarnation cases. These dreams, in which the "deceased" tells of his/her plans for reincarnating, are called "announcing dreams" and are widely reported by Ian Stevenson and other prominent researchers.

I'm glad you're doing some research into Clyde and Nelly and I look forward to hearing more. I've really enjoyed reading about cases like yours in books like Carol Bowman's, but there's something especially nice about hearing about the case as it develops, and even being able to throw in my own $.02 from time to time!

 

[Crissy2]

Crissy, do you mean that her grandfather came back ~after~ he died? In a dream, perhaps? If so, this is a commonly reported feature of reincarnation cases. These dreams, in which the "deceased" tells of his/her plans for reincarnating, are called "announcing dreams" and are widely reported by Ian Stevenson and other prominent researchers.
!

Supposedly he did not come in a dream but multiple times while she was alone in her house. He even came to her twice while she drove her car and at one time asked her if she would come to the other side with him but she told him she was not ready. My grandma said he finally stopped coming to her after she got angry and told him that she missed him dearly but he was scaring her by wanting her to come to "his" side so much. That is when supposedly he told her that he would come back one day to be with her again.

My grandmother has many of the abilities I used to carry very strongly although she picks up mainly on loved ones and has dreams of things that usually come to pass.

She told me that she has a lot she wants to share with me but we haven't had time to be alone since the night at my aunts. It's hard to get her away.

Bruce; I heard that if a spirit comes to a person in their sleep, that spirit is incredibly strong. Majority cannot communicate in this way. Although, my mothers Great Grandma (my grandma you and I speak of's mother) came to my mom right after she died in a dream telling her what had been left for her. I did not know she had died and the following day knew there was an old woman standing on my mom's stairway with a white dress. I asked my mother who she was and my mom replied, "Oh my God. My Grandma died yesterday and came to me last night in a dream" I told my mom, "well, it wasn't just a dream. She did come to you and is here now."

 

[Bruce]

Supposedly he did not come in a dream but multiple times while she was alone in her house. He even came to her twice while she drove her car and at one time asked her if she would come to the other side with him but she told him she was not ready. My grandma said he finally stopped coming to her after she got angry and told him that she missed him dearly but he was scaring her by wanting her to come to "his" side so much.

What an odd story! One would hope that those on the other side would be a little less needy . I've read countless stories of afterlife visitations, and spirits are almost always depicted as encouraging us to go on with our earthly lives. Having crossed over, they're usually very happy and peaceful. If you read a book like "Hello from Heaven," which describes hundreds of after-death contacts, you'll see how unusual your grandma's story is.

I heard that if a spirit comes to a person in their sleep, that spirit is incredibly strong. Majority cannot communicate in this way.

Don't know about that, but it is a pretty common way for the deceased to make contact. (Which is not to say that it's easy to do, or even that most spirits can do it.)

Although, my mothers Great Grandma (my grandma you and I speak of's mother) came to my mom right after she died in a dream telling her what had been left for her. I did not know she had died and the following day knew there was an old woman standing on my mom's stairway with a white dress. I asked my mother who she was and my mom replied, "Oh my God. My Grandma died yesterday and came to me last night in a dream" I told my mom, "well, it wasn't just a dream. She did come to you and is here now."

Great story. Sounds like you have lots of reasons to believe in the spiritual realm.

 

[Crissy2]

What an odd story! One would hope that those on the other side would be a little less needy . I've read countless stories of afterlife visitations, and spirits are almost always depicted as encouraging us to go on with our earthly lives. Having crossed over, they're usually very happy and peaceful. If you read a book like "Hello from Heaven," which describes hundreds of after-death contacts, you'll see how unusual your grandma's story is.

Great story. Sounds like you have lots of reasons to believe in the spiritual realm.

Supposedly he never seemed sad, but persistant that he wanted to be with her. She and her grandpa were very close. Her eyes were glossy with tears when she retold the story and it's been centuries since his death. That to me speaks very loudly of their relationship. Maybe they too had a past life bond that linked them so closely.


My discovery of reincarnation has answered quite a few deep felt questions I have held for quite some time. I believe very much so in the spiritual realm. I'm quite saddened to say that I have lost what I believe was probably the greatest gift I could have ever been given. I had a very strong gift of being able to feel and mentally see the deceased. I could not physically see them although their presence brought a non mistakeable image of their body size, often the type apparel they were in and where they were standing, wether they were male or female, wether they were young or old and I could also tell you wether their death or well being was that of peace or not.

The experience itself completely overwhelmed me. It scared me half to death. I would assume this fear came from the fact that I had always been told that when we died, we went to heaven. No reading between the lines, no grey areas, that was that and there was no other explanation. So you can imagine my fear and confusion that I was being contacted from these spirits. I fought with my reasoning on a daily basis. I wondered how it was possible and wondered if I in fact was dealing with something evil....but then I thought to myself, I couldn't be because I saw many children as well.

My ability to pick up on their pressence became more and more profound. Everywhere I went, they came to me. People spoke of their deceased loved ones and I will witness that at least 50% of those who spoke about their deceased friend was usually visited at that very time by their loved one. Sometimes I shared this tidbit of information, sometimes, I kept it to myself and gently would nod my head to acknowledge the spirit although the person usually thought I was nodding at them. Majority of the contacts made though were with spirits who were often confused, frightened, lonely, still remembering their past and not moved on. These feelings would transfer to me and I would cowar like a lost child.

At one time, I went on line and entered a room of a Median. I know that most are phonies so I just popped in and sat and read. She called me out of the crowd (I cannot remember what identified me but I knew it was me.) She told me that I had one of the most amazing gifts she had seen in a long time. My presence was overwhelming and she was quite certain that within time, I would not only mentally see these beings, I would physically see them and physically be able to communicate. -- That completely frightened me. Within only a week or so, I began seeing them but only from corners of my eye or in a rear view although I would "feel" their pressence much stronger. I began praying to take it away. I just could not handle it. I was a young adult and did not have the knowledge or understanding of what was happening.

The theory of reincarnation has provided me with the ability to link together what before was such a huge mystery to me. I was given that gift for a reason and for quite a while I could open it back up at will but each time I did, I got scared and closed it. Now that I am starting to understand, I yern for the gift back although I'm not near as in touch with that side anymore. And sometimes I wonder if it's because I still remember my absolute fear and the feelings I received and even though I understand now, I still subcontisouly (sorry for misspelling) am afraid of feeling that fear again.

I feel that if it is meant for me to have that gift back, it will be given back to me and if not, then I'll continue my search for the truth and hope that I can help in other ways.

 

[Bruce]

I'm quite saddened to say that I have lost what I believe was probably the greatest gift I could have ever been given. I had a very strong gift of being able to feel and mentally see the deceased.

Crissy, maybe at this moment in time your life is about focusing in other ways, using other gifts. Like the very earthly, here-and-now strengths it takes to raise your son. Is it possible that that’s the most important task you need to accomplish right now? Maybe your talents as a medium would only be a distraction.

And perhaps your psychic talents will return when the time is right. I’ve been around long enough to see that parts of myself that I thought I’d lost long ago often return, to my surprise and delight, when the time is right.

You might be interested in reading Second Sight by Judith Orloff. She had powerful psychic gifts as a young child, was forced to abandon them because of her mother’s condemnation of her abilities, then re-claimed them as a teenager when she found support from a helpful mentor. Then, as a medical student, she found herself losing her spiritual gifts once again because of the demands and attitudes of the medical/scientific establishment. And then she regained them once again!

Abilities and talents have their proper seasons, whether they’re psychic abilities or other kinds. I’ve seen ample evidence of this in my own life with my musical talents. (I’m a pianist and music teacher.) And in the past 6 months, I’ve seen my energy and appetite for playing tennis come back, to my astonishment, after I was positive I’d lost them for good a dozen years ago in my forties. Feels good!

 

[Crissy2]

Crissy, maybe at this moment in time your life is about focusing in other ways, using other gifts. Like the very earthly, here-and-now strengths it takes to raise your son. Is it possible that that’s the most important task you need to accomplish right now? Maybe your talents as a medium would only be a distraction.

And perhaps your psychic talents will return when the time is right. I’ve been around long enough to see that parts of myself that I thought I’d lost long ago often return, to my surprise and delight, when the time is right.

You might be interested in reading Second Sight by Judith Orloff. !

That is one of the most peaceful thoughts I've heard/read in a long time. I hope you are right. It would make since that at this time in my life, i'm consumed with raising my boys and would not have time to devote to the gift. In fact, it makes a lot of since that I would probably get completely overwhelmed and then once again the purpose of my gift would be lost under all the comotion.

What a tranquil thought it is to think that my life may slow down once again one day enough to actually take the time to accept and enjoy that ability. And I guess if it does not return; at least I will have the memories of the experience to use as proof to my self and the added knowledge it has given me to understand the new things I am growing to learn and hope continuing to see, receive and realize.

Thank you so much for your thoughts. I am very interested in that book you speak of and am going to look it up immediately.

 

[Crissy2]

Hi all

I have a question. If you were to scroll 2 threads up, start at my post and continue through Bruce's, You will see how he and I got into a conversation about why I may have lost my spiritual ability.

Well, in a seperate thread Divine pointed out that my son was an Empath. Upon looking into what an Empath was, I found many attributes that described not only my son but me and then at the very end of the paragraph in the site, I found a quote that I'm not sure If I'm understanding it right and if I am, maybe it explains why I lose my ability and why I lost it durring this stressfull time in my life.

Take a look.

The paragraph I am referring to is this one: "Empaths are most likely to have had varying paranormal experiences throughout their lives. NDE's (Near death experiences) and or OBE's (Out of body experiences) can catapult an unaware empath into the awakening period and provide the momentum for a journey of discovery. ******Those who get caught up in life, in society’s often dictating ways, in work etc., can become lost in a mechanical way of living that provides very little meaning. All “signs of guidance” are ignored to shift out of this state of “doing”.******* A path to being whole again becomes evident and a search for more meaning in one’s life begins.

Am I understanding it correctly?

 

[jackh]

Hi Crissy,

I found it interesting that this thread seemed to just stop back on Feb 2nd with your request for confirmation.

I think you hit on the right understanding of it. Back in my early 20's I started developing some psyhic awareness which led to a lot of past life recalls. It got shut off when I moved and I picked it up again once I got settled in. A few years ago I discovered that I am what is called highly sensitive. I have learned over the years how to turn on or off those abilities that I want to use and more importantly with who on or off this planet.

There is so much misunderstanding in our world that those who have left and those who are still here want to give and receive confirmation as a way of reassurance.

When the time comes if you want to pick up these abilities you should be able to without too much effort.

Jack

 

[Crissy2]

Thank you JackH for responding.

Oddly enough, I received some very reassuring information the other day. I went over to my Grandma's new home. She has had many occasions that included connecting with those who have passed but her gift seems to mainly stick to dreams of future events or seeing the truths in people and where they are going. We both figured out while I was there that she has always been an empath as well.

Anyway, we got into talking and I expressed my sadness in feeling as though I may have blocked my gifts for good although I shared with her some of my most recent "hit and misses." and maybe they were a sign that it was going to come back. Her and I entered into this seperate realm. It was like noone else was in the house (or the room to be exact.) Her spirit seemed to grab mine and her eyes darkened and became very steady. She said to me, "Crissy, you will get this back...Yes, in fact I know you will get this back. (pause) I see you helping the police. (pause) Yes, yes, you are definently going to get it back in a way so grand that you will be able to assist in solving problems that cannot be solved by those living." My heart was pounding and I went to say something and she hushed me and said "look at my eyes. (pause) You have the ability to get this back but only you know how to open it. Take your time and if you want it as badly as you say, you will get it much greater than you expected.......but Crissy, you have to be fully open to it. You cannot have any fear. Fear will only prohibit you from doing what you are called to do and therefore it will be pointless for you to get it back."

This excited me to no end!! As we talked, I became aware of what I was doing almost in a physical since. For instance, while at her home, I sinced a pressance but it was very faint. I could not tell you sex or age. I tried opening it up but i mentally saw like a wood door that I'm constantly struggling to pull shut. I think i've trained my mind to pull on this door so much and so constantly for at least 2-3 years, that it's now going to have to be a training process to teach myself to let go of the door again and let them in.

I've noticed a pressence in my home recently and so has my son. At first my reaction has been of fear but I quickly have been able to talk my way out of it and accept this person openly. I'm hoping that with time and patience, it will fully come back.......and from what my G-ma says..It will!

Oh yeah! My 6 year came in the room and my grandma hugged him and looked into his eyes. She started rubbing his face and she said to him, (something along these line) "Anthony, you stay in school okay. You focus on who you are and don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are going to be someone big one day (pause) Yes. You are going to be on TV. You'll be famous Anthony. Playing a sport. (pause)"

Anthony says, "Basketball?!" (He loves B ball)

G-ma says, "No. No. Baseball. I really see it to be baseball."

Anthony says, "I don't know how to play baseball."

G-ma says, "Oh you will."

He left the room with a big grin. I just looked at my grandma and she said, "Crissy have I ever told you that I've seen Anthony at the age of 17 or 18?" She continued to tell me of him showing up at her front door with a friend and that he was incredibly happy and going off to college." She said she has had this recurring dream since he was very little.

She also said to me, "Crissy. I don't know what it is but when I get around you, I'm all of a sudden back in touch with the spiritual side of me. It's so strong. Your pressence is incredibly strong." She admitted that she to blocked her experiences but they were of seeing future events. She said that in her 20's, she saw so many things all day that it began to overwhelm her and she eventually blocked it. She says the only time they seem to come back is either on vary rare occasions or when I am present.

It was quite an evening. I have to say, I'm exstactic that she has moved out here nearby. I'm sure her and I will have many more nights and I can't wait.

Now, when I come back years from now.....we'll have to see if my son trully is a famous baseball player......which I would not doubt. He's been gifted at sports since he was 2 (mainly basketball.) We haven't really done much with baseball but we're buying a bat this weekend!

 

[jackh]

Hi again

Take a look at T-Ball or little league. Little league had some issues with compition and overly ferce parental involvement so you will want to ask some pointed questions. But back to reincarnation ect.

The experience you had with your grandmother gave me the chills.
A couple I had that you may find interesting: Before my youngest son was born my now ex wife thought about getting an abortion. I was neither for nor against it, but when she mentioned it I "thought" about it and found my self in contact with the soul who became our son. He wanted to continue to work on his writing ability here on Earth. We or I were the best avenue for him to achieve that. I mentioned to then wife that the soul who wanted to use this baby's body really needed to come through her. (We both knew that our time togeather was going to be limited.) Well she did have that baby.

Later after we devorced I found my son next to me as I was walking in to work wanting to know when I was going to allow us to be reconnected. He was about 2 or 3 and lived about 400 miles from me. I didn't have an answer for him but as it turned out it was less then a year.

Later on my now wife and 2 kids ended up moving to Minn. That brought us in to contact with an arts high school where our future writer majored in writing. He majored in it at college too. He now works at it whenever he has the chance but has yet to find his real focus for it. I'm hoping he does soon.

The other exsperence took place 35 years ago and I suspect was a way for me to finish paying off an old piece of karma. This took place as a dream and lasted all night. I found myself looking at a seemingly endless computer print out. It listed names and thier current location. I would receive a name and send back the location of that individual. Some had no location. Once I woke up I knew that those who didn't have a location were dead. I was emotionally wiped out and pretty much useless at work:laugh: That night I slept really well.

Jack
ps- I was reading your other thread about you and Anthony after putting up the last post. A book or web site you might want to look at is called The Sedona Technique. not sure of the author as I can't find my copy at the moment. It is a methode of getting rid of the emotions that surround any issue. It works really amazingly well.

 

[Crissy2]

Hi again

Take a look at T-Ball or little league. Little league had some issues with compition and overly ferce parental involvement so you will want to ask some pointed questions. But back to reincarnation ect. .

I'll get him into it. He loves playing basketball. I'm sure he'll like baseball too although I'm not going to force anything. Especially so I can see if my g-ma's predictions come true on their own.

Your story of connecting with your son's soal is amazing! I've never heard a story like that. How did you respond once your son was born? Did you still have the fatherly feeling toward a small helpless infant or was it different? I can't fathom connecting with the grown soal of my infant baby. I would always second guess myself as to whether or not he thought what I was saying was stupid or not. It's kind of funny but kind of not. How did you feel?

I suspect was a way for me to finish paying off an old piece of karma. This took place as a dream and lasted all night. I found myself looking at a seemingly endless computer print out. It listed names and thier current location. I would receive a name and send back the location of that individual. Some had no location. Once I woke up I knew that those who didn't have a location were dead. I was emotionally wiped out and pretty much useless at work:laugh: That night I slept really well. .

Why would you consider this paying off Karma? Punishment in some way? (Forgive me, I'm not to familiar with the Karma theory.)

This is quite a dream you had! Do you think it was just a dream, or reality? As though you were viewing the list of the living and past in that specific moment in time? Wow..(pause) wow.

And Jack. Thanks for the reference to the Sedona Technique. I have plans of researching that tomorrow on my lunch break.

I actually got a little to ancious and took a quick peak. It's quite intriguing. I can't wait to actually look into it. Thanks again.

http://www.sedona.com/

 

[jackh]

Well as far as my son went I mostly forgot about it. I was going to school, working, helping to raise two kids and living with someone I increasingly disliked. It added a lot of stress. My attention was on the here and now, not the future. It did show up once he was in school and had learned to write. I found out quite by accident that he was writing stories. But that too was a momentary thing.

The dream about locating people. Karma is neither bad nor good ;it is a balancing of past actions. Most people when they think of karma they see it as retribution for what the other guy did in this or some other life. In reality the negative interactions we have with people, small or large, are caused by what we did in the past with them or someone else at times and we or they need to know what it is like to be on the receiving end of such actions.

The positive interactions are the same except that we have earned them, much like getting a raise at work. What we THINK and DO are equal causes here. Thinking about doing something is the same as doing it.

Here I suspect I broke the don't preach rule ow!ow!
Well to answer your last bit was it karma? I think so but to this day I couldn't tell you why. I couldn't break away from it, I tried, even when I seemed to be awake in the middle of the night it still went on and I would fall back into it. The alarm saved my worn out self. For myself I say this, for the amount of time I have spent on this planet over the life times I have probably done a lot of things I really don't want to know about. What ever I did that led to that dream experience I don't want the details.

Jack

 

[vicky]

Hi Crissy,
I've been thinking for some time about replying to your posts re: being an Empath and your psychic abilities.
I'm sure that living day to day life can make one less aware of these skills. However, it seems to me that being a psychic or an empath is who you are, even if on some level you're not choosing to be an empath or a psychic right now.
I think I am both an empath and that I have some psychic abilities. I've had OBE's. Its just not something I really care to develop. I think the level that I would come to possess these gifts at would require me to share the gift and probably to revolve my life around it.
I hope it doesn't offend the universe when i say 'no thanks, I'd like to explore other things right now.' Still though, I can never deny who and what I am for very long because now I'm remembering lifetimes, the spirit of a little boy comes and stands by my bed, I have OBE's, psychic flashes of other people's lives etc etc etc I can really honestly say that I don't want any of it and you'd think that would matter to whoever's in charge here but it doesn't. I've come to the conclusion that it is because its who I am. Its like saying tomorrow I'd like to wake up an alien, I don't want to be human anymore. Can't do it. This is who I am this time. I'm still going to try to stave it off for as long as I can but it'll come again.
Vicky

 

[Crissy2]

Hi Vicky. So nice to hear from you again. I think that the only way I have been able to block it as well as i have is due to the power of Christ. He gives me strength when I ask for it, the same as when I asked that he please help me to open it again, I believe that he's answering my prayer in a way that I accept it gradually and do not get thrown back into it where I may not be stable enough to handle it. (I know, I speak of "God" a lot but he's part of my day to day life.)

You know, while on my way home yesterday, a memory flashed in my head from about 3-5 months ago. I remember calling my mother right afterward because it was such a wierd experience. I had went in to my son's daycare to pick him up from the after school program and he had to go to the bathroom. The employee bathroom was located in the toddler room and he also needed to change his clothes so we made our way back there. He went into the B-room and I stood outside the door. Of course, there was about 8-10 toddlers running around with toys and plastic cars. They all glanced at me like normal children except one. I wish I could describe his eyes, his absolute hold he had on me. I felt his eyes fall on me and I snapped my head to see who it was. An absolutely beautiful little boy with the deepest crystal blue eyes I had ever seen. His eyes were fixed on me and I can't remember what I heard him say but i remember saying back to him in my head, "You have it too, don't you? Your a special little boy." He nodded his head. The teacher of the classroom was sitting to my left on the floor and began making small talk so I turned to address her in which I litterally felt a physical strength pulling me to look at this little boy. He wouldn't let me turn away from him. I kept trying but I eventually continued to give in and look into his deep eyes. Anyway, Anthony came out of the bathroom so I grabbed his hand and we went to leave. The little boy ran across the room but all of a sudden I heard him, a voice inside that screamed "Turn around!" I zipped around to look and at the exact moment I did it, he did it too, his gaze was absolutely...disturbing. I remember it like yesterday. He didn't want me to leave, he was very intrigued by something. (I obviously was too.) I left with a knot in my stomach. I wondered that night if he was capable of OBE (although i haven't read much on it.) The reason I say that is because when I got home, I felt someone, a small child following me where I walked. I thought I was just freaked out by the earlier events. However, when I layed down with Cohl (my youngest) that night, I heard footsteps approaching the bed, I closed my eyes and his face, clear as day stared back at me. I of course opened my eyes right back up and I swear a little boy was standing in the darkness. If I remember correctly, Anthony made a comment later about seeing a little boy but I can't place that memory as well as I'd like to.

Anyway, I thought I'd share the story because when i remembered it yesterday, I thought as much as my grandma senses a pressence within me and that psychic from years back and obviously that child knew something about me, I must still have it.........I've just got to open it. And I will.

Take care Vicki!

 

[vicky]

Crissy,
That is a very interesting experience. Usually when I meet people like that I think they are in my soul group but this sounds different. I've also never met a small child that makes me feel that way. I wonder what would happen if you saw him again. When I was reading your post I actually started to wonder if other people could see him too.
Vicky

 

[Crissy2]

Crissy,
That is a very interesting experience. Usually when I meet people like that I think they are in my soul group but this sounds different When I was reading your post

I actually started to wonder if other people could see him too.

Vicky, can you explain more about a "soal group?" I'll try to do some research on my end.

I've also never met a small child that makes me feel that way. I wonder what would happen if you saw him again.

For the next few days, I was very compelled to go back in and ask the name of the child but the fact that he was a toddler and the strangeness of the whole thing kept me away. I don't know how I would explain why I had an interest in that child. Very very strange. I actually just wanted to let it go due to the strangeness of it. I mean, a person who doesn't have psychic abilities or a dare I say..Normal person wouldn't even be close to fathoming what happened. A "normal" person would probably think I'd totally lost my head but I know I didn't. He was able to see who I was. He was able to communicate without probably even knowing how to physically speak his first words. His persona and ability to communicate was exceptionally strong. And I still can't figure out how his gaze was powerfull enough to actually make me turn towards him??


What did you mean when you wondered if others could see him? Were you referring to when my son mentioned seeing a child? (I'm certain he has spoke of seeing a boy, but I'm uncertain as to whether it was around the same time frame.) or were you referring to something else?