Klaud
Senior Member
About your memory: gladiators? lions and other beasts? what kind of death? what feeling do you have if you watch movie like "the gladiator" or other peplum movies focused into ancient rome? you should try, maybe you will get some deja vu.
about the noise of the ocean, if into some of your past lives you was a sailor or one of the slaves that
they rowed in the galleys to the rhythm of drums, well ... little but sure that the sound of the ocean will be annoying to you. : \ just as I can't stand heat, fire and intense sunlight.
I wasn't a gladiator I don't think, just some poor schmuck Rome wanted to get rid of. I'm not proud of stealing like I did, but I'm adamant I didn't deserve to die for it. A lot of the people killed in the colosseum weren't really gladiators, but ordinary citizens. Criminals, slaves who weren't useful anymore, prisoners, etc. Only people with a lot of potential were trained to be gladiators because it cost so much to train and house them. A lot of them were prisoners or slaves themselves once. It could be pretty lucrative, but you had to prove your worth.
I was cut up with a sword. The other guy almost lobbed my right hand clean off. I currently have small red dots on my hands and arms almost like tiny puncture wounds. It's not a dermatology thing that I can find. They don't bother me at all, at least physically, but they are a reminder.
Movies like that kind of stress me out too. Looking at videos of the colosseum makes me want to jump out of my skin. As for the water, I'm almost sure I drowned in a giant wave at some point. I've had reoccurring nightmares about it for years and a bit of hydrophobia.