a.j.newlife
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Well.... I just joined this forum because I tried a regression tonight using a CD that came with a book that I purchased. Unfortunately it did not go well, I broke the regression when I sat up with a pounding heart, sweating and a well harnessed scream. I was born when the last troops were pulling out of Vietnam in 1975. Only recently have I even started to awaken to the idea of past lives and how regression can heal present problems. The pieces have been falling into place in the last two months. I am somewhat reluctant to share what I saw for fear of disdain on anyone's part, but I would like some help on how to pursue the regression in order to gain closure. I definitely feel that the information I have gleamed tonight helps make sense of some things that have been a constant in my life. So here it goes.... as the regression worked this is what I saw....First off I was a man- I saw a young Vietnamese woman crouched next to her hut turned at an angle with her face towards me looking at me, she was beautiful-young-innocent.... I saw drops of blood hit her face..... I knew I thought that she was hiding something...when she fell back a little toddler boy fell forward on top of her.... I had killed them both....I remember feeling shocked...the next scene was night time I was by myself and I was in a "jungle" wooded area with my back against a tree and was crouched down, I was crying and rocking back and forth, I was devastated by what had happened.... I took my gun and put it into my mouth and shot myself....the guide then told me to go back to the place that started the event and to look around... I was walking into the village and it was hot, muggy....I was shaking so badly and my heart started to pound faster and faster, I was so scared and nervous, the fear welled up in me and that is when I broke the regression.....should I go back and try to finish the regression, I definitely feel that there is unfinished business. My life now does not resemble anything remotely similar to this. I am an elementary school teacher with a beautiful adopted daughter and a loving husband. I have never even touched a gun before. I have suffered from migraines my whole life and have a strange raised bump on the top of my head that has been there since I was a kid- I am now wondering if this is connected.